11-1-21
Here's the thing,
I love you
Why I do I don't really know
It's just there
No reason that I can find
And trust me, I've taken the time
To try and see just why I feel
For you differently than anyone else
What does my heart find so interesting in you that it has decided to claim you as mine?
What bits and pieces of your personality are so intriguing that I should love you in that special way?
I love you
I love you
I love you
I've accepted the fact that this is how I feel
No, it hasn't gotten less confusing
But I don't dwell on it anymore
I just embrace the fact that you are mine
Mine and mine alone
Jealousy came quicker than I expected
And in a much more protective way
Tell me of girls who want to have you and suddenly I'm not the same
Blinded by thoughts like
"Fukin back off"
"Leave him alone"
"He's mine!"
I calm myself by telling myself
"Can you blame them?"
"He's attractive"
"His personality is just so welcoming"
Sometimes I hate you for being so nice
But then again
I fell for that too
You nicety is what drew me to you
Your non-judgemental view on the world and everyone in it
Your acceptance of what is and what isn't
Your easy going nature
I can't blame them and I can't blame you
Cause I love you for everything you do
Heck I barely even know you
Met officially not even 2 months ago
Yet here we are
Both scared as hell
But I want you to feel safe
Like I feel with you
You are my safety and you are my love
You are my comfort and you are my joy
So many other things I could say about you
But I'll try to stay simple before I over do it
I'm better at stories then poems like yours
I wanted to try because you leave me floored
I love you
I love you
I love you
More than I thought I would
And more than I probably should
I have you now
Cause you are mine and mine alone
