Feeling Like You Don't Care

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2-23-22

So here I am again
All alone
Your out with your friends
Nothing wrong with it
Just wish you were here
With me
Like you promised you'd be
Tell me your sorry
I shrug it
Tell you it's fine
But you see how dead I am inside
I've reverted back to that dark coroffner in my mind
The corner where I don't feel
The corner where I'm safe from emotion
I feel like your drifting away
Away from me
Away from us
What have I done wrong?
What have I done to make you leave?
You seem so much happier when your without me
Always trying to go hang out with anyone but me
I'm sorry I'm so boring
I'm sorry I can't make you happy
What's wrong with me?
Why are you leaving me?
I'm sorry I'm not exciting
I'm sorry I'm so tired
Do you think I'm boring?
Do you still love me?
I'm sorry for what it is I've done
I'm sorry for annoying you
Is it wrong for me to care?
To ask where you are?
I'm sorry I'm so clingy
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I've gone back to that dark corner of my mind
Where emotions can't reach me
It hurts to miss you
It hurts to hear you say your sorry then do nothing about it
I'm trying
I'm trying to find the motivation
To hang out with you and your friends
It seems to be the only way I'll get to spend time with you
I'm losing
Losing you
Why?
I wish I knew
So here I am again
All alone
Your out with your friends
There's nothing wrong with it
Just wish you were here
Here with me

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