I Don't Understand

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5-5-23

Would you please explain
Why I feel these things so strongly
Why I've always wanted to protect you
Always hated to see you hurt
Despised those who made you feel like shit
Have always wanted to see you smile
Make you laugh
Help you feel alright
Please explain how I've always craved your attention
Always wanted you to be my friend
You'll never understand how thrilled I was when we started talking more
When you started telling me about things you enjoyed
When you asked me for advice
You've always been so special to me
I've always loved your personality
The way you can easily understand how someone is feeling
How sweet you are to everyone
How selfless
How genuine
I've always looked up to you
Wanted to be as selfless as you
As kind
I've been on cloud nine hanging out with you
Talking to you
You're always on my mind
I feel so happy and free
You make me a better me
I hope you'll stay
I promise to do my best to keep you happy
To show you how much fun life can be
Help you see just how wonderful you are
How sweet
I want to show you how much you mean to me
And all these feelings grow the more I talk to you
The better I get to know you
I hope one day you'll believe me when I tell you how adorable you are
How sexy and handsome
You mean the most to me
I've always put how you feel about me above others
Because I knew you were genuine
Sure the voices in my head get loud sometimes but you make them shut up for a while
I hope I can help do the same for you
I feel complete with you
I feel as though I can take on anything with you next to me
I don't understand why I feel all of this so strongly
But I'm glad I do

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