3-25-22
I'll stay by your side
The entire time
The entire time you fight
Fight for your life
Fight to stay alive
Fight to see
Fight to breathe
I'll stay by your side
And trust me I know
It hasn't been that serious
But it's that serious to me
But just know
I'll stay by your side
The entire time
I'll rub your back as you throw up
Throw up those toxic chemicals you love so much
Every time
Every time I try to warn you
One of these days
I'm gonna lose you
I'll lose you to those drugs you love so much
You say you'll be fine
But you don't know that
You told me you'd be fine tonight
Then you were fighting to even throw up
But trust me baby
I'll stay by your side
Your side the entire time
I'll stay as I watch you grow sicker
I'll stay as I watch you realize you took to much
I'll watch as you turn sick as these drugs
These drugs you love oh so much
Try to take your life
Please baby
Please don't fall asleep tonight
Don't close your eyes and drift away
Stay
Stay here with me
Please don't leave
Leave me here knowing
Knowing I could've stopped you
Knowing I could've prevented this
Knowing this is all my fault
My fault your gone
My fault you've drifted away
But I'll stay
I'll stay by your side as you drift away
I'll stay as you slip
Slip into that state between life and death
And even then
I'll stay by your side
Every spare moment I have
I'll be by your side
Waiting and hoping
Hoping you'll come back
That you'll wake up
Wake up and let me see
See your life inside your eyes again
I'll stay
I'll stay by your side
And yes I know
I know you haven't drifted to that state
But it doesn't mean you won't
Even now
I lie awake
Waiting to hear from you
To make sure your still awake
Awake and alright
I didn't want to leave your side
I wanted to be there
Be there to make sure your alright
To keep you awake throughout the night
To keep you here
I wanted to stay by your side
But you wanted to vibe
Vibe with your friends away from me
Your friends won't make sure you stay awake
They won't stay awake with you
Making sure your alright
Making sure you stay
And I'm not saying their shitty because of this
I'm just saying
I shouldn't have left your side
I should've came with
If something has happened to you
It'll be my fault
All my fault
For not staying with you
Staying by your side
Making sure your alright
I can't stand the thought of you leaving
The thought of you drifting away
The thought of you having a bad trip
The trip that ends all trips
And guess what
It'll be my fault
Cause I could've stopped you
But I don't want to control you
If you want to mix
Then you can mix
And I'll try not to be salty
I promise I'll try
But just know
I'll stay
Stay by your side
The entire time
But if you want to leave my side
I'll try to convince you to stay
But if that doesn't work
Then I'll let you go
Cause I don't wanna be controlling
And I don't want to dictate what you do
But just know
I'll be worried the entire time
And I won't stop being worried
Not until I see you myself and make sure
Make sure your alright
Cause I love you
More than you will ever know
And more than I'll ever be able to express
Or properly convey
But just know
That as long as you'll allow
And as long as you want
I'll stay
I'll stay by your side
Until you are alright
And even then I'll stay
Maybe one day you'll understand
Understand just how hard all this is for me
To watch you take chemicals
Chemicals that could so easily go bad
Chemicals that could so easily kill you
Maybe one day you'll get it
But I don't think you will
And that's alright I guess
Cause I promise I'll try
Try to back down
Back down and let you vibe
And do what you want
But I'll always worry
And I'll stay by your side
Only if you let me and want me
I'll oh so gladly stay by your side
