5-16-23
Somethings wrong
I couldn't tell you what
I think my brain is trying to fuck me up
Chemical imbalance once again
Somewhere though it's fighting itself
My body doesn't feel like mine
Neither does my mind
What is happening
Feeling sick
Yet not really
Zoning out
What was I doing again
Let me hit this nic
Maybe it'll help clear my head
Why are my thoughts fuzzy
Why is my vision
What the hell is happening
I was fine just a few days ago
Could my mind tell me what's wrong
So I can try to fix it
I see no reason for me to be feeling this way
I have the sweetest boy by my side
The only one who's ever made me feel like he actually cares
He makes me so happy
Rids me of anxiety and stops me from spiraling
So what the hell is wrong with me
Hopefully by tomorrow I'll be fine
I see no reason for me to be feeling wrong in my own skin
In my own mind
These thoughts
Are they even mine
Maybe the caffiene is fukin with my head
Where was I going with this
Had it in my head
And now it's lost to me
I don't know why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling
