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6-10-22

Her favourite colour was purple
His was orange
They both loved halloween
And things that went bump in the night
Horror stories they watched together
They grew together
Had so many firsts together
Shared so many experiences
Each took the others virginity
They loved
And were happy
Spent four years together
They were always each other's first choice
She envisioned a life with him
They were gonna get married
Have kids together
They had even picked out their names
They were gonna grow old together
Then tell me where
Where did it all go wrong
Why are there tears being shed
Why are they no longer seen together
And the others name brings them pain
Why do they each feel so lost
Wondering if this is right
She wants him back
She wants nothing but him
He wishes he could stay
He feels too toxic to be in her life
He loved her enough to leave
She doesn't understand this though
Thinks he left her for another girl
If only she could see he did what he thought was best
To keep her happy
To keep her sane
He brought the life out of her
But she sucked the life out of him
She tried to make him happy
In her own way
But she was too controlling
He needed to be free
And so he made the hardest decision he's ever made
He said goodbye
And now they both greive
Wondering if those four years were all a waste
Wondering if the right decision was made
Wondering why they couldn't make each other happy
Wondering why
Why it had to be this way
They were soulmates
Everything about them clicked together
But in the end they still fell apart
Maybe if they had met a few years later
It would have worked
Maybe if they weren't each other's first real love
It could have lasted
Maybe

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