9-1-22
I've got a lot of problems
I get angry to easily
I get butthurt over tiny things
I blow things out of proportion
I hate it when I'm wrong
I just need to chill out
Take on a it is what is attitude again
Stop feeling so much
Being empathetic sucks
Caring about everything is the worst
Hate myself so I take it out on others
Almost broke up with the person who means the most
Just cause I'm scared of getting hurt and hurting them
He always asks me why I stay
Because he means everything to me
He deals with my shit when no one else does
He understands me better than anyone
He's not afraid to put me down
Knock me off my high horse
I've got a lot of problems
I always am knocking others down
Maybe it's time I knock myself down
Let all this shit get to my head
Please don't compliment me
I let it get to me
Tell me when I'm fuking up
I deal with that better
I've been on my high horse for so long
Now my world is falling down
I think it's time I step down
Leave my horse behind
Take my problems with me
Time to sort through them one by one
Resolve each one
I've got a lot of them
My bag is heavy
I play it off like I'm better than everyone else
I know I'm not
But if I act like that you don't get hurt
Cause no one wants to deal with an egotistical prick
So you get left alone
But I think it's time
I fix all my problems
It's time to step down
Knock myself to the ground
Time to chill out
I'm not better than anyone
I know that
Time to accept when I'm in the wrong
And not get mad or butthurt so easily
Time to deal with all these problems
I'm sorry for the pain I've caused
I never meant to hurt you or anyone
But I see now I am the problem
Not anyone else
Blaming others is so easy
But I'd rather take the blame now
I know I'm in the wrong
I've got all these problems
- I actually hate this one, I wrote this to try to appease other people, it's not "real"
