Do You Even Hear Me

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2-20-22

I've told you
About 20 times
How much I miss you
But it's like you don't even hear me
I've told you
We need to hangout
Just you and me
It's like your not even listening
I've told you
That it's like I never see you anymore
Your always out with your friends
Do you even hear me
I've told you
That I need you
But you leave me on opened
Are you even listening
Maybe you really don't care
Maybe you've lost your interest
Cause baby you ain't coming home tonight
Do you even hear me
Told me you'd be home before 2
But it's 1:30
And I haven't even heard from you
Where even are you
Maybe I care to much
Maybe I'm reading the situation wrong
Maybe I got it all wrong
But where the fuck are you
I told you
How hard it was for me today
But you didn't care
It's like your not listening
Leave me on read
I tell you don't
Not today
Do you even hear me
You ask what the fuck your supposed to say
Something
Anything to let me know
That you hear me
You know
You know how hard it was
But you still went and hung out with your friends
Are you even listening
I swear
I swear you just open my messages
To get rid of the notification
Cause you don't hear me
Don't even bother reading what I have to say
Why even bother speaking
When you ignore me
Cause you don't hear me
No wonder I haven't sent you a text
I don't want your excuses
Can't bear to be left on read
Cause you ain't listening
You've seen
You've seen how I've been feeling
You've read my shit
But you aren't listening
To busy living the high life
Leaving me behind
Social with everyone but me
Are you even listening
Cause where the fuck are you
I have no fukin clue
Haven't heard from you in hours
Do you even hear me
Are you safe
I have no clue
Haven't heard from you in hours
Cause you don't hear me
Right now I don't wanna see you
Don't wanna deal with the bullshit
I don't wanna feel this way
But you ain't listening
I feel you
I feel you drifting away
What am I doing wrong
Why aren't you listening
What's wrong with me
Why are you leaving me
Yeah you sleep with me
But you don't hear me
Sleep isn't hanging out
We're both passed out
This isn't right
You aren't hearing me
Why won't you listen
Cause I swear I'm losing
You and my mind
You don't even hear me
What do I have to do
To get my point across to you
That I'm starting to feel used
You aren't listening
You fuck me then leave
Go hang out with all your friends all day and night
But what about me
You don't fukin hear me
You fuck me then want to leave me
You only hang around until you get fucked
Then I hardly see you until you want it again
Why don't you listen
I'm starting to feel used
And I don't want to feel this way
I want to believe
That you hear me
I want to believe
That you actually love me
But where the fuck are you
Not listening to me
Your probably high and drunk as fuck
I hate it when you drink
You become a dick
And certainly don't listen
Tell me to fuck off
In front of your friends
Does it make you feel good
To never listen
Say hurtful shit
You know it hurts
Does it make you look cool
To fukin ignore me
Leave me on read
You know it hurts
I've fukin told you
But you don't listen
I'm overthinking
I know I am
Your still here after all
You just don't listen
I swear you still feel for me
Why else would you do those little things
That help me believe your still for me
But I don't see you listening
But I love you so much
You make me so happy
It's just times like these that make me believe
You never listen
I'm overreacting
I know I am
Being too sensitive
I'm sure you listen
I just miss you
Cause I hardly see you
And I've told you this several times
Please tell me you've heard me
Cause I love you
And I want you in my life
For as long as you want
But I need you to listen

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