7-6-22
Tell me why I wasn't good enough
Tell me why you couldn't trust me
Tell my why you went ahead even knowing how I felt
Tell me why you hurt me
Everything is so confusing
I don't know where to begin
Part of me is denying the truth
Part of me is hurting
I know I say that it's ok
But in all reality I'm not ok
You hurt me
When I trusted you not to
You hurt me
When I loved you endlessly
I understand being scared
But you should've came to me and told me how you felt
Instead of running away to some other girl
Why did you do it
You say it's cause you were scared
You didn't know if you wanted to fall for me
You didn't want to get hurt again
Trust me I didn't either
But you earned my trust and I let you have it
I let you have my trust and my heart
I let you see my mind and all the parts meant that weren't meant to be seen
I trusted you more than anything or anyone
And for you to do it so soon after you found out how I felt
How I wanted to propose to you
That I wanted to marry you
You knew how I felt
But it's almost as if you didn't care
I know you care now
I know you fully love me now
But why
Why
Why would you do it
You could've so easily left
If you didn't know if you wanted me you could've came to me
You could've came and told me
You didn't have to run
You could've told her no
Why I don't understand why
All I've ever wanted was for you to love me and be happy
I've achieved it now but at what cost
It hurts
It hurts so much
I love you
I always will
I am grateful you told me
You'll never understand how much it means that you kept that promise
I'm so happy you finally feel you can tell me anything
It's something I've always wanted
I promise I'll never hurt you intentionally
Or do anything I know might
I love you
