10-29-22
I feel myself dying
But what does it matter
That I'm losing myself and who I am
I just want to make everyone happy
But I can't
I end up hurting everyone I touch
If you think I'm wrong trust me I'm right
My soul is dying
Soon there will be nothing left
I'll be a machine and work myself to death
But I don't mind
I'm doing it for you
I want to take care of you
I want to make you happy
But I'm losing myself
Cause lately I feel as though it hasn't been enough
As though I'm not enough
My passion is dying
I feel as though I'm not good enough
Enough for you or enough for anyone
Why can't I be enough
I just want to be enough
But I'll never be enough
Not for you or anyone
I'm dying inside
But I won't let anyone see
Cause I'd rather hurt alone then let you in on my insecurities
I try to tell you
And you listen
But soon enough it comes back to haunt me
I wish I could be
Everything you want me to be
I'm sorry that I can't be
I'll just die slowly
