An Impossible Choice

Wolf within

Picture of Christ on the side! <3

Warning things get a little heated in this chapter

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Emma POV 

I was reluctant to leave Jake but our maid insisted that she would watch over him. Apparently she or one of the guys rotated night watch duty over him. I felt horrible leaving him specially remembering what Josh had told me. Only a few months before had Jake called on to his wolf in hopes of surviving a savage attack against his family by Roughs. His wolf had stepped in but only to help him as he lay dying from the heavy wounds that were inflicted upon his young body. His parents and younger sister were all murdered in front of his eyes. After the change had completed his wolf took over completely and Jake roamed the land in till a group of our enforcers caught him and brought him in to the pack. Enforcers are the werewolves who are trained and take care of the land doing rounds.

I had met a few they were probably in there 30s and they stopped a few times to update Josh or have a meal with us. When I asked them why they simply replied it was there job to be out and on the look out and they enjoyed the freedom. Jake said he one day wanted to be an Enforcer and help protect the land that made my heart melt. He is a sweet, smart and mature young man. I chuckle shaking my head and fight the urge to go back to his side which disappears as soon as I step in to my room.

I watched Christ lying down on the bed he looked like he was asleep and I was instantly drawn to him. I blushed watching how beautiful his skin was just with the moon light against it. I crept closer and quietly loving how vulnerable he looked. Ones again I was lost in admiring his features as I lay on the bed slowly not wanting to wake him but at the same time wishing he would awake.

I think it’s because I had accepted Christ as my soul mate that feelings began to bloom. I wanted to ravish him not that he minded but someone always interrupted our make out sessions. I craved being in his arms and began to wonder how I was able to stay away, there was this intense pull; he was like my magnet. I leaned over and planted the softest kiss I could on his cheek but before I could even pull back his hand was on the back of my head and his lips crashed on my lips.

I had expected it to be rough but it was very soft and gentle. It took me a second to react but when I did I pressed back against him loving the sparks that I felt and then I felt his hand drop from my head down my spine sending small sparks everywhere he touched. His hand manages to sneak under my shirt and then began to massage my sides which caused me to in to the kiss.

I shutter as I hear a clip sound and pull back unsure what it was till I feel my bra loosen. I look down at Christ who is smirking and I give him a very shy smile. He takes my hand and gently pulls me down to kiss him but I pull back playfully. He growls and pounces on me. I stare up at him feeling my heart beat faster he was on his knees between my legs which made me a little nervous. Then I felt his hands gently move from my knees up my thighs and stopping at the hem of my shirt he very slowly moved it up and off along with my bra. He stared down at me for a long time and I began to feel self conscious. It had taken everything I had inside not to cover up instantly after being exposed but now I began to wonder if that was wrong. I move my hands on to my breasts covering them and looking away embarrassed.

“Don’t… your very beautiful” Christ says gently wrapping his hands around my wrist and moving them away pressing his hands against mine above my head as he put the weight there. He looked up at me and his eyes were dark with lust I should have been frightened but it kind of turned me on. The way he was looking at me made me feel wanted and his compliment was an instant turn on as well, everything Christ did was a turn on to me.

He moved his lips on to mine this time the kiss was more demanding and soon he was nipping at my bottom lip needing entry which gladly accepted. His tongue slid in and began to dance against mine; he was a really good kisser. I was a bad kisser before but now with all the practice I knew that he was more then content with my skills.  He broke the kiss which sadden me in till I saw him leaned down and nuzzled his cheek between my breasts breathing in deeply looking contently. I leaned back and moaned as he covered every inch of my chest with kisses. I shuddered feeling a strange sensation shoot down to my core as when felt him pinched my sensitive nubs.