An Impossible Choice

Training

I tried making it long but somehow i ended up getting writers block sorry... well enjoy!

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Emma POV

It had taken a good part of the hour but I was able to shift much quicker then ever before not only that I was able to have fun with it too. I shifted as I did a back flip on the bed and landed on strong on all four. I had been a little acrobat and now I was more then confident that no matter in what situation I was in I could always shift within seconds as supposed to minutes.

Then I got a strange idea what if I could somehow shift only partly? Look human but have my senses extra enhance. They were enhanced as a human but if I somehow manage to shift partly I would have a higher level of senses. Wouldn’t that be amazing? But what would be helpful to shift, surely not the tail, but perhaps shifting my eyes so that I had wolf eyes instead of human. I knew for sure wolf eyes were much sharper then my human ones so that’s where I would begin.

First I decided to put on neon pink sports bra and boy shorts I figure since I was working with my eyes I wouldn’t rip my cloths. I also decided to open the sliding door I figure I could use the fresh air too. I was feeling confident more then ever before I wasn’t weak and I was going to show them all. I wasn’t that nerdy girl that people could make fun off and push around. No I would stand up for my self now especially because I didn’t have Hannah to not in this world. No maybe I wasn’t super amazing but I was definitely something now.

I closed my eyes and concentrated I let my body get the same warm feeling from shifting but soon I made my self hold back and the first few times I had actually stopped the process all together. Finally on my fifth time I manage to keep the same warm sensation on my head and then I stopped the whole thing.  It was difficult stuff very uncomfortable I kept cursing and crying out but by the seventh time I had gotten it down to only around my eyes. Unfortunately as I let my eyes shift and my wolf eyes were much bigger then my regular human eyes. Because of the lack of room it felt like they would literally pop out of my sockets I screamed in pain of course cursed some more and stopped the whole thing ones more.

By the tenth time I figured out that I had to keep my human eyes but switch my whole pupils but it wasn’t just that but I also felt like the nerves connected to my brain had switched. At first it was really discomforting like if contacts had gotten stuck in my eyes so I kept rubbing them but eventually it began to feel ok. So I moved on to the next thing which was my ears. The first few times my ears and almost my whole head changed but somehow I had manage to make it down to ears on my head. It was weird I felt like one of those furry people. I let my ears go back to normal and took in a deep breath I was drenched in sweat I had worked hard and it had paid off.

I sat on the bed and wondered if I would be able to enhance my self in wolf form but as soon as the thought came in to my mind my wolf whimpered. I asked her what was wrong and she said she was hurt she thought we wouldn’t be strong enough with out magic. I apologized and said I just wanted us to be at our best but I wouldn’t try anything. I didn’t want my wolf to hate me and besides I still didn’t know how strong we could be I had yet to fight with another wolf. I wouldn’t call getting captured a fight I didn’t really know anything about fighting in wolf form.

I heard a knock on the door and I quickly reverted back to human I glance at Ethan as he entered. He reminded me of a dog with his tail between his legs because he looked so guilty and he approached me very cautiously as if I were to explode at any second. When he was close enough he analyzed me and then looked away with a light blush.