An Impossible Choice

He has a gf

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Chris POV

“Oh Yes” she screams as I suck her blood. This is what I normally do Friday nights which is why I don’t want Emma to come over. I have to drink every few days, I normally drink from blood bags I get from the hospital but at least ones a week I have to drink from the source. Which I normally choose Friday since it’s the easiest day to pick up a girl.

“Hmm oh god” she moans as I smirk inwardly. The bite always hurts at first but usually the pleasure kicks right after. I don’t kill them normally just suck enough to make them a little dizzy. Then I send them on there way. Silly humans.

“Yes” she cries out arching her back from the sensation. It is at this moment that I have to pull back, lick the bite to heal, and help her out of my apartment. I don’t like them sleeping over, knowing my real name or my apartment. Which is why they are usually drunk by the time they get here and blacking out.

“I called you a cab sweet heart…” I say kissing her cheek and pulling her to her feet. I hand her the purse and smile. “Already paid with my card just tell him were to take you ok?”

“Yes… lets do this again” she gives me a sloppy kiss and I fight the urge to pull back. I don’t like having to do this but I have to get blood somehow.

“Of course… come along right this way” I say opening the door and guiding her out. She gives me one last sloppy passionate kiss and tumbles towards the elevator.

“Fun night huh?” I hear someone say.

“Every Friday night is a fun night” I smirk and look down towards where the voice came from. It’s Emma?! She is looking up at me with a fake smile and I can see the hurt in her eyes.

“I’m glad Christ” Emma responds.

“How about you? It’s kind of late no?” I ask a little possessive. It is late, her hair is all messed up and her sent is mixed up with a guys. I can’t help but feel a little annoyed.

“I went to the drive in with a friend” she states simply before opening her door “Good night.”

“Wait… You want to over tomorrow?” I ask a little worried about her.

“Hmm sure” she says before slamming the door shut.

I don’t know why I want her to come over or why I care about her feelings. I shouldn’t she isn’t my mate. Yeah she smells wonderful but that doesn’t mean I will want her. Vampires don’t usually mate with Humans we usually mate with one another or chose a magical creature like a witch, fairy or mermaid. There all really beautiful and strong. Of course right after the last war vampires are at the top of the food chain. We are followed by werewolves I hate those dogs. They are so uncivilized.

I go back to my apartment and clean up a little. The look on Emma’s eyes haunts me the rest of the night. I can’t get involved with her so I shouldn’t think of it but I swear she won’t ever see me with other women at least. I don’t want her to be hurting because of me. I told her we would only be friends and that’s all that I’m going to be with her. Well seeing as she just saw me with that woman it should emphasize that I’m not interested in her I guess it kind of works out.

I lie on my bed and try to get some sleep knowing that she will probably come during the day. I hate waking up during the day I mean can you freaked blame me? The sunlight burns like hell. I won’t die from some exposure but if I stay out more then an hour I would combust in to flames. Yeah I don’t sparkle like a fairy dam teen fiction making a mockery of us. If I were to ever get my hands on that writer so help me god. With my last thought as a threat I fall in to a deep sleep.