An Impossible Choice

Mates?

Yup surprice! I am posting again! :D because so many of you wanted me to! <3

Picture of Ethan on the side~

Also i dont know if i like him as an Ethan so let me know if i should change his name :D

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Christ POV

I have been running through the woods screaming her name over and over and over. I finally stop to breathe every muscle in my body hurt and that was saying something for a vampire even my heart was beating so hard I almost thought it would break through my ribcage. I just couldn’t give up it hurt so much thinking that she was out in the woods somewhere hurt and it was my entire fault. I knew it was whose fault could it be if it wasn’t my own?

I drove her away. At the moment I even though knew it was wrong, I had to do it. I had also pushed her away knowing my family was spying on us. After taking a call from my father in the study my whole senses went on to 10 fold. I felt my father’s goons outside of the home and if I could hear them they could hear us. I had to play along and make them think I didn’t want Emma any longer.

I was royalty and being royalty made me a high target and if I had to hurt Emma to keep her from becoming a target I would. The look in her eyes would hunt me for the rest of my life. I felt the tears I had been pushing back for the last 48 hours away. My heart was being compressed tightly in my chest and I screamed thinking it could burst. I needed to find her, she could have been hurt or kidnapped or worst.

I should have found another way to keep her out of their radar that didn’t involve her getting hurt but I never even thought they would find me. If my father could find me I was sure Emma’s kidnapper would eventually too. There must have been some sort of trail somewhere that led him to the pack house. I was stressing trying my hardest to figure out what to do to keep her safe making calls trying to figure out how my father found me. Then his stupid secretary and her blood bimbo waltz right on in.

Emma saw them of course she would with my luck. I knew I had to pretend to be disgusted with her especially because the bitch would go directly to my father. I didn’t fear him he wouldn’t harm me the next heir I didn’t think he would harm Emma. But there were so many people going against me taking the throne in a year. I just needed to  bite my time, to hopefully have Emma figure out her abilities. If she figured out how to use her magic and control her wolf she would be unstoppable she wouldn’t even need guards of course I would still want them for her.

“EMMA EMMA WERE ARE YOU” I screamed ones more taking off running. There was no trace of her no where. All the guys, enforcers and friends of the pack had all split up in to different directions and have been covering as much ground as possible. I couldn’t believe that the rain had been strong enough to wash away any sent of Emma no matter how sharp my sense of smell or the guys were it was virtually impossible to find her by sent now. There weren’t any tracks how could there be? It rained almost the whole night and on to the next morning.

I picked up my cell phone and called Jake who was the one staying at the pack house and he kept in touch with everyone through mind link. “Jake, please tell me you have heard something…” I plead.

“No… she hasn’t returned and they can’t pick up her sent…” he answers trying to suppress a sob.

I knew Jake blamed himself for causing Emma and I to fight even though I told him it was my entire fault. Josh blames him self for telling the guys to let her go. The rest of the guys blame them selves for listening. But I knew that it was my entire fault and no one else’s as soon as I find Emma I will grovel at her feet.