Her days passed like a whirlwind of emotions. She can't possibly think straight because of what's happening on her body or maybe, even on her health.
Araw-araw siyang nakakatok ng takot na baka maging katulad siya ng ama.
She loves her father dearly, she loves all the memories they spent even at the times where he is no longer a father material for her. She always be thankful that she is a fruit of love by her parents but having a sams fate as her father is too much for her.
She wants to have a family of her own, she wants to have a degree, she wants to have a better work for her mom to just rest. Gusto niyang mamuhay ang kanyang ina na walang iniintidi pero sa lagay ng katawan at kalusugan niya, tingin niya ay hindi niya kaya.
Pinipilit man niyang patayin ang lahat ng negatibong opinyon ay hindi niya magawa dahil miski siya ay unti-unti ng nararamdaman ang pagbabago sa katawan niya.
"Rei," she stopped midway as she saw Jace who is looking exhausted.
Hingal na hingal ito habang nakatuon ang parehong mga kamay sa magkabilang tuhod.
Nasa milk tea shop siya sa bayan,medyo malayo sa tambayan nila ni Jace nitong mga nakaraan.
She smiled to hide the bitterness that is slowly swallowing her. She can't just drag people down together with her. Kung may lulubog man ay tama ng siya na lang, ayaw niyang may makasamang iba lalo na't importante sa kanya.
She can't meddle with his life, now. Maybe on this life time. She can't meddle with him when she's still studying on her senior high because she wants her dignity and respect for herself back and now, she can't just drag him down especially now that she knows Jace's stand at the university.
She's done in that thought.
Her smile is a mirror of what she truly feels. She knows that. But instead, she tried to hide the bitterness using a beam on her face.
"How's your day?" she asked.
Jace shrugged his shoulders before he finally settling down in front of her. She gave her tumbler to him.
"Good. Medyo nahirapan sa performance task pero kinaya naman." Kung normal na araw siguro ay pagtatawanan niya ito dahil sa kahanginang sumama sa sinabi ngunit ngayon ay hindi niya magawa.
She took a deep breath, making him creased his forehead. Mahina siyang napailing, mukhang nakakaramdam na ang kausap niya.
"Siya nga pala." Inabot ni Jace ang envelop sa kanya na alam na alam niya ang laman.
Pinilit niyang abutin yun kahit na ramdam niya ang hindi kasiguraduhan sa kanyang gagawin.
"I think its for the better if you stop doing this," mahina man ay sinigurado niyang malinaw ang kanyang sinabi.
"Huh?"
She looked at him and shook her head while wearing the most beautiful accessory of a woman, her smile. "Parang hindi na kasi nagiging fair. Yes, we will have a different set of questions in the entrance exam but I will have a hunch on what topic we will have based on the reviewers you give me."
Nakatingin lang sa kanya ang lalaki, parang nahihiwagaan sa kung anong koneksyon ng reviewer sa sinasabi niya. Jace,her friend, wants to help her to get in her father's dream university and here she was, declining his help.
Well, she can't accept his help knowing that his stand in that university is on rocks.
"Rei, what do you mean?" he asked, parang pinipigilan pa ang hininga na makalikha ng tunong. "Mostly sa mga may kaibigan na nasa university ay ganito rin ang ginagawa. That's why I don't understand why you are now declining my help."
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Mess Series #2: Wrecked Ambition (COMPLETED)
Novela JuvenilReign Ventura has her plan on her life. From the strand that she will get on Senior High school to the course that she will take during College. Her family planned everything for her. Para kasi sa kanila, kailangan maging handa na, maging planado l...
