Mess Series #2: Wrecked Ambition (COMPLETED)

Epilogue

I like her splendid attitude, she's smart, kind, and very soft spoken person. Mosr especially, her smile is too mesmerizing that you will think that you are being hypnotized.

Hindi ko pinansin ang nasa unahang nagpapakilala, nakatuon lang ang aking ulo sa nakahiga kong mga braso sa desk.

"Hi my name is Reign Ventura, I enrolled in this track because my father wants me to be an accountant and I lived for that dream," her voice is soft na parang hindi siya nagagalit.

Hindi ko namalayan na nakaangat na ang ulo ko at pinapanood siyang nakangiti at napapailing sa tuksuhan ng mga kaklase namin.

She's smart, every quiz ay pinipili ko talaga ang papel niya para iyon ang aking check-an. Her hand writing is precise and neat.

Pinanood ko ang bawat galaw niya. Her laughs made my heart flutter. The way she was focused on her goal is admiring to the point that I got scared because somehow I want to he on her good side. I want her to know my existence.

Pinagkasya ko 'yung sarili ko sa mga pasulyap at paghanga ng palihim sa buong grade eleven namin.

"Yiiehh!" si Gio, isa sa malapit na kaibigan niya at kaklase namin.

Nagtinginan kami sa pwesto nila at halos malusaw ako nang makita ang pamumula ng mukha niya. She's cuter than her usual look. Akala ko ay wala ng mas sasaya sa araw na magtama ang mga mata namin pero hindi pala.

Nang madinig ko ang sinabi ni Gio na sumang-ayon daw si Reign na gwapo ako ay halos liparin ko na ang alapaap dahil sa sarap ng pakiramdam.

I heard compliments a lot if time but knowing that she actually agree that I am good looking, I am giving my grattitude to my parents because they gave me this genes.

Nang makita kong sumakay siya sa jeep na sinasakyan ko ay humawak na lang ako sa baradila ng jeep na sinasakyan ko saka nagkunwaring tulog. Pasulyap-sulyap ako sa pwesto niya at habang pinapanood ko ang masaya niyang pakikipag-usap sa ina ay lalo akong nahulog.

Not all teenager on our age is close to their parents kaya naging isang standard para sa akin na close sa pamilya ang babaeng gugustuhin ko and here, the girl that I admire has all of the means to control me. She looks so innocent that I can't even taint that image of her.

She has a goal in life and I praying that she will get it in time. I believe in her perseverance and I know that she can do it.

Swerteng nahulog ang panyo niyang kulay pula na magiging dahilan ko para sabayan siya.

Her chinky eyes and chubby cheeks greets me. Plus her pinkish and small lips that moves when she talks.

Simula nang araw na iyon ay pinilit ko ang sarili kong maging kaibigan niya. Kaibigan dahil alam ko na hindi ako ang makakapagpabago ng pananaw niya.

She hates relationship and I understand it without getting explanation. Hell! I would understand and dismissed my idea when she talks about hers. That's how important her word for me.

We became friends and honestly I sometimes take a move but I easily changed it into platonic form of concern.

I like her, yes, but I know that she is not yet ready. I can't just pressure her.

And I realized that she is like that because of her ex, the ex who hurts her the most aside from her father. And now I grasp that knowledge, ang tanging magagawa niya ay protektahan ang sarili niya dahil hindi rin maganda na humingi ng tulong sa iba, in the end of the day, she only has herself.

When her ex became an exchange student, alam ko agad ang gusto nito. I am a man, and I know his actions because I am also doing that to Reign.

Alam ko man ang simpleng pagporma ng ex niya sa kanya ay hindi ko ito sinasabotahe. I know that she has the rights to choose who she wants to be with and I don't have a chance to hinder that.