Untouched Love

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Suddenly my mind shot back to reality as I realized I was approaching the house.

I walked through the door and my family greeted me with warm smiles and loving hugs. Even though I wasn't gone long I always am happy to see my family, we're all very close and I'm so grateful for that.

We shared laughs and sat in the living room by the fireplace, which is where I spent most of my time because I am constantly cold. My sister was teaching my brother sign language while I watched them. She had been learning for quite some time now and I always found it so fascinating.

After I went to bed me and Andrew texted throughout the whole night. We still always find something to talk about regardless of hanging out for days.

I smiled and pressed my phone against my chest. Closing my eyes, feeling like everything was finally going right and I had everything I wanted.

Then things got even better. I got a message from my friend back at my old job that she had a place in Andrews city that I'd be able to stay at for a bit. Best part was, it was only 20 minutes away from him versus 2 hours. I was so excited! I was even able to move in as soon as February 1st, so the next morning I started packing.

We spent most days together throughout the weeks, mostly just laying around being lazy because it was far too cold to do anything fun outside.

Then came the party.

February 5th

Andrews cousin invited us both to a party she was asked to go to. We both said yes because we thought it'd be fun, actually going out with some people and better yet I got to spend it by Andrews side.

The party was at 10 so Andrew had invited me over to hang out a bit before we had to get ready. I didn't want to wear anything that showed too much skin, but I also wanted to dress up a little to impress my man. I know we're already dating so I don't really need to dress to impress, but god was it ever fun to wear a tight dress and watch his eyes undress me.

I went with a thigh length black dress that had lace gently falling across my chest. Paired with fishnet tights and black combat boots.

After getting ready I grabbed my jacket and headed for Andrews.

I felt like a bad bitch honestly, the dress, tights, boots and makeup. I don't feel good about my looks often but every once and awhile I have good days.

I pulled up to his place and headed straight down to his room because he was in the shower. I laid on the bed, scrolling through tiktok while I waited. After 15 minutes I heard the door open and I got butterflies. I think I will always get that feeling when I see him, no matter how many times we're together.

He jumped onto the bed and kissed me all over, causing my makeup to run from the cold water droplets that splashed onto my face from his fresh mint scented hair.

"Babe stoppp, I'm gonna have to redo my makeup!" I couldn't even keep a straight face because I just loved all the attention from him.

"Pshh, who cares, you don't need makeup to look beautiful, I've told you that a thousand times you crazy lady." He said with a smirk.

I don't know why I found it endearing when he called me "woman" or "crazy lady", but I think it was the dorkiness in him coming out and I loved it. Everyday we spent together he would get more and more comfortable around me.

We talked and cuddled for a bit before it was finally time to head out. He grabbed us drinks beforehand so we had enough booze for a good time.

We all hopped into the car and headed for the party.

Me and Andrew didn't really have anyone to talk with at the party, it was kind of awkward at first so we sat on the couch and talked with each other and pet the cats that we found sprawled out on the couches.

Him and I were about 5 drinks in so I was definitely feeling a strong buzz...being a lightweight and all.

I don't know what it is about alcohol but it just makes me feel all my feelings x10. As soon as I'm drunk or even just tipsy, all I want is to be wrapped around him, kissing him, just completely involved with him.

I could tell he was feeling the same way from watching his eyes dance around my body. Everything this boy does makes me weak...but the way he looks at me? Fuck.

He was across the room playing beer pong and I was sitting on the couch, but when we shared glances it felt like we were the only two people in the room.

I actually had a lot more fun at the party than I thought I would. I'm not much of a party person but being there with Andrew made the whole night worth it.

We ended up staying there until 4 am. We all completely lost track of time with how intense our beer pong wars got. After talking for a bit longer with everyone there, we headed back home. Andrews cousin drove us back because she didn't tonight.

It wasn't until the drive home that me and Andrew realized we were more drunk than we thought. Laughing at who knows what because we were too intoxicated to remember. We got home and headed straight to bed. I swear we both passed out the second our heads hit the pillow.