Untouched Love

35

10 o'clock came around in what felt like seconds. We got our jackets on and got into his car.

Late night drives are honestly one of my favorite things to do with Andrew. The loud music, the city lights flashing against our skin, the flirty glances and the way he tries to sneak his way over to me, gripping his hand on my thigh. Pure serotonin.

We ended up getting stuck in traffic, so we were a little bit late, but luckily it was only by 5 minutes.

During the movie I noticed that he would keep looking over at me and smile. I pretended to not notice so I kept my eyes locked on the screen, but before too long I felt his hand lightly touch mine. It was like he was trying to hold my hand for the first time...grazing his thumb against mine, slowly creeping closer until our fingers were intertwined.

I don't know why he acted nervous with certain things, especially since when we were dating, those things came effortlessly. Now it's like we're meeting for the first time again and he doesn't know what to do.

After the movie, we surprisingly weren't tired at all. We ran back to the car because it was cold as shit out and the car still had to be warmed up.

"Do you wanna grab some food?" He asked.

"Haha, I don't know what places will be open at 1 am, but hell yea, I'm starving."

Fast food was our only option at this hour, so we decided on A&W.

After grabbing our food, we drove back home and headed downstairs to eat in bed.

It was 4 am by the time we actually got ready for bed. We were terrible at that...we always intended on going to bed at a good hour, but it always turned into 5 am nights.

When we woke up the next morning I knew that neither of us worked so I wasn't exactly sure when I should go home, because I sure as hell didn't want to.

"So...do you have anything fun planned for today?" I asked shyly, trying to pry a little bit.

"Not really. I'm going to see the movie we just watched with one of my buddies later haha, I liked it a lot and he's been wanting to see it with me."

"Oh nice!"

"How about you, are you up to anything today?" He asked.

"Not really..."

We both kind of went quiet after that, still not giving a clear answer on whether he was going to kick me out or not.

I know I had tendencies to not leave his house until he literally kicked me out. That was actually one of my other habits I wanted to break. I want to be able to live my own life outside of Andrew and be the first one to say that I wanted to head out. The only problem was that I could never push myself to do that because I never wanted to leave his house...

So I know it's going to be hard, but this is definitely something that I need to work on. For his sake and my own so I don't feel like I rely on him all the time.

We got dressed and headed upstairs to grab some breakfast. He ended up making me scrambled eggs, sausage and cut up some fresh strawberries.

After I finished, he put on some netflix and curled up on the couch beside me. Well...I guess this means I get to spend the day with him until he has to leave for his movie.

We didn't even do anything with our day other than watch shows and cuddle.

Then 10 o'clock came around once again and I knew this was my cue to leave.

I gave him a hug goodbye and wanted a kiss, but I didn't always know where he laid with that. After pulling away from the hug, I stared at him, trying to hint with my eyes that I needed to taste his lips.

He looked at me and started to smile. "Oh I'm sorry, can I help you? Are you asking for something??" He said while biting his lip softly.

"Hmm, maybe..."

He pushed me against the door aggressively and kissed me hard, biting my bottom lip and grabbing my hips.

When he pulled away I was literally speechless...that was the last thing I expected him to do. He saw my reaction and laughed.

"Haha, oh sorry, too much?" He asked but knew what the answer was. He just wanted to hear me say it.

"Uh, no no...I was just not expecting that...like at all."

"Well good. I like to surprise you sometimes." He said with a smirk.

I gave him a small smile before looking at the time. "Oh shit, you really gotta head out now if you want to catch your movie on time."

I gave him another hug and we parted ways. Every time I walk down his steps, I have the most stupid grin on my face. This boy is bad for me but I can't get enough of him. He's like

my poison. My drug.