[MUS3] Love In A Mess (PUBLISHED UNDER IMMAC PPH)

CHAPTER 22

Huhuhu! Sorry po pala sa naabala ko kanina. Ito na  po talaga ang update!

TW! Mention of death.

Chapter 22

Desmond Pov

"Rap, bud... I," I inhaled and let out a deep sigh. "I-I think... Rap, I screwed up." Finally, I got to say it out loud. 

"What?" Rap inquired on the other the line. "It's fucking early in the morning, Desmond. You're disturbing my sleep."

My lips contorted upon hearing him. Sa pagkakaalam ko sa mga oras na ito ay nagigising na siya. Si Rap kasi iyong taong matagal kung matulog pero ang aga namang magising. Kung di ko lang siya kaibigan ay maniniwala akong na disturbo ko talaga ang tulog niya ngayon. But he is Raphael Marcet. I knew him!

Wala rin naman akong paki kung maaga ba ngayon o hindi. Ang sa akin lang ay dapat may masabihan ako nitong nararamdaman ko. Bago ito sa akin. I may play fire with boys, but this whole fucking thing that was happening to me was so new to me. Tingin ko si Rap ang makakatulong sa akin. Si Laszlo rin siguro makakatulong kaso nang iwan din naman iyon.

"As if!"

"Sweetie, sinong kausap mo? Let's sleep more, please."

I chuckled when I heard Dareen's bedroom voice from the background. Now I know! Damn this friend of mine! So damn whipped by Dareen.

"Yes, baby. Tatapusin ko rin itong disturbong tawag ni Desmond, hmm?"

"Okay."

"Talk, Desmond. You fucking wake my baby up."

Ngumisi lang ako at sumandal sa headboard ng kama. Nakatawag ako kay Rap ngayon kasi pagkagising ko ay wala na Finn sa tabi ko. So I decided to call Rap right then. Though, I'm sleepy. Kahit na sinadya ko talagang hindi sumama sa party last night para makapagpahinga ng maayos pero di rin naman ako pinatulog ng maayos kagabi.

I gulped when I remembered how my t-shirt looked so hot on Finn. It looked like a dress to him, but... Jesus! It was so fucking hot. It's fucking waking up my member below. 

"I already told you, Rap."

"Damn! Where did you screw up, Desmond? In your business? Another attack in your territory? Mission failure?"

I sighed.

"I hope ganyan ang problema ko ngayon Rap. But it's not. It's fucking not, Rap."

"Then, tell me, where the hell did you screw up? So that I can go back to sleep." Galit nang wika ni Rap.

"I think... I'm in love? I think, I'm in love, Rap. Please, help me!" I begged him.

"Think? You're not sure, you motherfucker?!"

I rolled my eyes.

"Yes! I think I am. W-well... it's fucking my first time Rap, so how would I fucking know if it is love?" I almost yelled.

"Ano ba ang nararamdaman mo, Desmond? Be clear with your feelings, bud."