BAD MEETS GOOD

CHAPTER 19

Hey snowballs this one's dedicated to all of you. I didn't think I'd get to chapter 19 I felt discouraged but imma keep doing it till we have our ending. Alot of you are constantly asking if it's a good ending or a sad one but I can't tell you cause I don't even know which way I wanna take it. Thank you for the love and support you've given so far I do appreciate it. If you have any questions please feel free to comment or message me.
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Aurora Pov
1 week later.

"You're getting married hahaha." Anna says while laughing for some odd reason I didn't understand what the joke was. "What's funny cause I'm missing the fucking point." I say in a blank tone. "You're going to be a fucken Rossi oh my goodness you are going to be a wife, not any wife but my brother's" she says laughing hysterically.

"Am I high or are you high cause right now I feel too sober to be dealing with your nonsense." I say with frustration. "I'm not going to be a fucken Rossi, always remember I'll be a Fucken Carter til I die. Your brother is going to be my business partner not my fucken husband I belong to no man, much less your brother."i huff in a irritated way.

" Also the wedding is on Saturday not today or tomorrow so calm your tits." I end the conversation by walking inside my bathroom.

"Being a fucken Rossi isn't that bad I promise you and didn't you and my brother make your own alliance by being civil." she asks curious, alot happen that night but he's a man and I know he'll expect me to bow down to him.

"I'll never love your brother Anna so just stop trying, I'm pregnant with another man's baby and I'm inlove with that man so your brother has no chance."I say looking at my baby bump that seems to have grown in just five days.

"Bro I was playing what's going on. You took everything so personal real quick." she says exhaling the breath she was holding in. "I miss him Anna, the way he touched me the way he held me he's probably the only one I'd bow down to but I'm sure he'd never respect me gosh I'm such a fool.

He worshipped me and I can't find him it's like he never existed. I miss him" I say shaking. "I miss him" I say now breaking down and that's when this bitch broke my door and hugged me telling me it's going to be alright and it gave me some comfort and a bit of hope but It was his comfort which I wanted. That blew my mind up like how I could still love someone I met once three months ago. Like would he know I was pregnant and I was horny and moody all day.

Would he even care. Those were the questions I asked myself everyday when I tried finding my Luca. The only Italian I fell inlove with just in one night. I can finally say I love two Italians Anna and Luca not to forget my Godmother and her sweet soul.

"Why's life so unfair" I said while breaking down in Anna's arms. "We'll find him Rora we will but you need to tell me his name so I can talk to my connections" Anna said while rubbing my back.

"I can't" I just said while crying on the spot something in me knew if I told Anna his name she'd find him but I was scared

oh fuck I was scared.

"why Rora don't you want to see him." she said sounding concerned about me I just stopped talking or crying and held my baby bump that was tiny but mine.

"I'm. Scared" two words that no mafia leader should never say but I was a pregnant woman right now and emotionally distraught so I wasn't even the bad bitch version of me.

"Don't be scared" Anna said while she held me for what felt like two hours but it was just twenty minutes. We sat on the floor in my bathroom for twenty minutes everyday since this mood had been actived which started last week it's only like sometimes I'd get this emotional and she'd have to bail me out of meetings or anything at this point but today I ended up with a broken bathroom door.

I've been angry or I'd get so emotional and I couldn't be around my own family or they'd ask questions which wasn't making this search easier.

"Everytime they told me they couldn't find him I killed someone who had nothing to do with it and I'm so exhausted Anna" I said now looking at her pleading with her not to ask me again. "His name give it to me." she said pleading with me sensing my hesitation she gives me a look that makes me weak.

"Luca" that's all I said and she froze

"Luca who Rora?"was all she said now making me stay alert.

"I don't know he never told me his surname I barely saw the guy. I mean I wanted us to stay a mystery cause I needed a quick fuck I didn't know I'd make love with the guy alright."

Anna Pov

"How does he look like then" I asked now curious about this Luca guy cause it couldn't be who I was thinking.

"He's tall maybe 6'4 and he has hair that's short ish but you can grab it so it's not that short and he's very funny but oh yeah he has a dimple on his left cheek and has eyes that remind me of the ocean they're actually kinda like yours but his are more stormy like and are baby blue in the center. "that's when she pauses trying to think of more.

"Anything else maybe his voice how does he sound " I say trying to jog her memory.

"Ohhh yeah he's voice is like husky but like the deep kind and he has huge hands that are magical shit. He also used to call me Amore alot and had a thing in telling me that I'm going to be his wife but guess what I'm marrying another man not him." she said shaky which made me sad for her cause I can't imagine never finding Sébastien but I felt for some odd reason that she was describing my brother but I had to gather more proof before I could tell her. It couldn't be Giovanni so who else has Luca in their name...

"He's also a Don that's all i remember" she says scratching her head I swear I never want to be pregnant if that's what you look like when you remember shit.

"how'd you know that you said yall were very mysterious so how'd you know that." I ask out of curiosity

"oh Alfred told me" she said so casually which hit me like a fucking brick.

"Alfred" I said repeating his name.

Shit that's my brother's private driver.. Wait so not only is she looking for her mysterious man but he could be my brother.

"Show me the mask" and that's when it hit her "do you know him" she asked with so much hope in her eyes it made my heart smile. "maybe but to remember who wore what I'd remember if I saw his mask." I say trying to cheer her broken heart.

"alright let me shower first then I'll show you it." She said and I just gave her a small nod walking out the now broken door." You owe me a fucking door you dirty whore" and I knew she was back to her normal self. I swear pregnancy wasn't and isn't playing with her cause she's forever emotional or angry or upset or hungry.

She's the scariest right now and I think everyone's noticing her mood swings. "Alright hoe, new door that'll be your wedding gift." I say winking at her.

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