Perrie was pretty mad in class the next morning. "But we told you all the reasons why you shouldn't f*cking do that. We said why and you agreed only for you to manipulate Kook into letting you come over so you could- what was all that about huh? When you asked Jade to write that shit on your hand. Think of her not yourself. Now more than ever you should be putting Leigh before your own selfish desire to not be trolled on by people on the internet. Leigh-Anne is having a hard time." She was lecturing Jesy during the period of time that they should have been doing a class exercise. Everyone was just hanging out instead of doing it though.
"I know, I know but like . . ." Jesy had hands on her head. She had told Jungkook to not let the others know about what happened but of course he went and ran his stupid big mouth. He couldn't resist telling Perrie everything could he?
"But what?" Perrie folded her arms. She was sitting next to Jade. Jade was actually between her and Jungkook even though the desks were in pairs. Jesy had a chair in front of the three of them.
Jade had logged out of Instagram to get away from all the unwanted attention she was receiving. She also muted her name from all of her other social media accounts. People were still talking about everything and she didn't like it. And to make things worse I have to deal with seeing me rapist every day. Those girls were very prevalent in the halls now. They still believed that they were in a feud with them but none of them were giving them the time of day. They're all idiots.
"You lot don't . . ." Jesy sighed. "Yes you keep saying that Leigh-Anne is getting it the worst but guys, people hate me. My reputation is through the mud because Liza made me out to be- I know I was horrible but I'm allowed to grow and change right? And I have."
Jungkook made a face. "You're not as horrible but you still have the tendencies."
Jesy scowled. "Thank you for that." She rolled her eyes. "It's now completely okay for people on the internet, strangers to call me vile names and to even make fun of the way I look and . . . They're editing pictures of me to make me look like a f*cking witch! I see the edits. They make my nose all long and put a pic of Leigh next to it and have her as a princess and-and . . . ahhh!" She crossed her eyes and released a silent scream.
"Jesy you need to stop looking at it then. Get Joe to hold your phone. We know how ruthless the online world is so we understand that this must be stressful for you but if the hate has gotten to that magnitude then you're allowed to just put it away. You can even delete TikTok. You don't have t-" Jade decided to try to help but she was cut off.
"You guys keep saying 'oh just delete it', 'just don't look at it', 'ignore it', and saying that doesn't tackle the problem! It's like you're saying it's okay for these people to degrade me like this. Are you on their side or mine 'cause it feels like no one cares how this is making me feel. Plus, if I delete TikTok how will I be entertained? Bitch I live for shit posts!" Jesy just didn't get how they could be so casual when she was being dragged left right and centre.
Perrie massaged her closed eyeballs then stopped to speak. "Jesy we're not saying that you deserve the hate you're getting okay? But for now what everyone is telling us to do is to just leave it alone and wait for it to simmer down. My publicist thinks that that's what's best too." She shrugged.
Jesy made a whiney noise. "But with Leigh she only doesn't wanna defend me because she's uncomfortable. Like . . . your friend is being dragged! Does she not care about me?" She felt so alone in this. Her parents were even saying the same thing. It's not that easy to put my phone down okay?
"I'm sure she does but Leigh is . . . Jesy you saw the video where that grown man made fun of her when she made the statement regarding her dad. You sent it and now she's traumatized." Jade faced Perrie. "Right?"
