My Soldier - Missing Home

Can't Save Everyone

A/N ~~ Emotional one for Harley.. Who will she go too for comfort..?


2nd November, 2018

~~Day 27, Nepal~~

The last 48 hours have been one of the worst 48 hours in my life. Seeing all those kids in so much pain, their cries and screams will forever be imprinted in my mind. We counted a total of 40 that we managed to treat and help as much as we could. There were 6 who we couldn't save, no matter how hard we tried and we are yet to see how many didn't make the trip from the hospital. I don't think I have had time to blink these last two days let alone do anything else. I vaguely remember Charlie forcing me to stop and drink some water at one point but other than that, everything is pretty much a blur. Dr Miller arrived some time yesterday which was a relief but she was no where near prepared for what was waiting here for her. Dr Karr and I did our usual work and thankfully, we managed to do our best work so far just when we needed too. Natalia stepped up a whole new level and was incredible. I think she managed to scare some of the guys with her stern tone which was entertaining to watch when they would rush around to get what she needed. 7 Section really pulled together to help us all out, as much as they aren't medically trained, they are all first aid trained and are always willing to be hands on so they were a huge help. It meant we could all concentrate on our patients without running around to get different supplies all the time. Charlie kept everyone in check and kept us all going with water and anyone who seemed to be flagging he made sure to get us to rest as much as we can. It was a very long two days but we did it.. Together.

"Hey buddy. How are you feeling?" I ask the little guy sitting infront of me. We've barely been able to keep track on names so we haven't tried to remember just yet. This little guy has a broken wrist and a gash in his thigh but he is doing well now and is very alert. "Good." I smile at his bright brown eyes looking up at me as I fill out his chart. "Bad tummy or bad head?" I ask and he shakes his head no with a beaming smile. "Good. Are you hot or cold?" He takes a second before making an unsure hand gesture with his good hand so I reach forward and feel his forehead. "You're a perfect temperature bud." He beams again as I mark it down before I hold up my index finger infront of him. "Follow my finger okay?" He nods and his eyes follow my movements with ease making me smile wider. "Great job. Now, get some sleep if you can okay." He nods his head excitedly before lying back to get comfortable on his make-shift bed. I ruffle his long hair before moving on to my next patient. I continue on my route around the room now that everyone has been treat and now we are just keeping everyone happy and healthy until spaces become available at the nearby hospitals. A few urgent patients were moved yesterday by ambulance but everyone else is still waiting for beds to come available. The room is filled with noise with all the bodies inside since 7 Section are still here keeping the kids entertained as best they can so we can do our jobs easier. I can't help but laugh at Tyler and Miles putting on a really shit puppet show with socks on their hands but the kids are loving it and their laughs are music to my ears as I make my way around the room.

"Lane." Charlie's voice catches my attention as I am checking on the little girl who is very likely going to lose her vision in one eye after getting something trapped in it for the entire journey here. "One second Captain." I reply as I finish my checks with the little girl. "Do you have any pain anywhere sweetie?" I ask and she shakes her head softly in reply. "Bad tummy?" She nods a little making me frown slightly. "Okay I'll get you some water and medicine to help." She smiles gently before I check her temperature and realise it's a little high. I mark it down as a possible sign of an infection starting so we can monitor her closely for the next couple of hours. "I'll be back with your medicine okay." She nods with a wider smile as I help her lie down before turning to see Charlie waiting for me to finish. I walk in his direction and nod for him to follow me as I head towards the medicine cabinet to get some antibiotics. "What's up Charlie?" I ask and he sighs as he leans back against the wall. "We need someone to go confirm the kids who didn't make it." He drops on me and instantly my stomach twists at the thought of it. He seems to sense my discomfort and quickly turns to face me again. "I know it fucking sucks but I we need someone who knows what they are doing." He explains but I know this needs to be done regardless of how I feel about it. I finish getting the medicine ready and turn to face him. "I'll go once I am finished my rounds. But I'm not taking Natalia." Charlie quickly nods in agreement as he follows me back to the little girl. "It's your call Lane. Whatever you need. I'll go get the paperwork ready for you. Meet me outside." I kneel beside the little girl and open some water for her. "Yes sir." Charlie nods and heads off, leaving me to finish what I need to before meeting with him outside.

Once I am done my rounds, I wash up and catch up with Dr Karr to let him know my next job. He quickly offers to take over but I tell him to watch over the Centre and Natalia whilst I am gone. He gives me a comforting smile before I go to Natalia and let her know too. "Hey Jones. Got a sec?" She nods and comes over to where I am stood out the way of little ears. "Everything okay Lane?" I feel my smile faltering as she looks up at me. "I need to go confirm the kids who didn't make it. But Dr Karr is staying here if you need help with anything whilst I am gone. I won't be long but just in case you need anything." I explain and see her eyes gloss over instantly. "Do you want me to come with you?" I quickly shake my head no in reply. "You don't need to see that Natalia. Trust me. Just hold down the fort whilst I'm gone. I'll take some of the guys with me." She smiles softly and reaches out her hand to hold onto my forearm for comfort. "Radio if you need anything okay?" I nod and smile gratefully before leaving her to get back to her work as I search the room to see who is not busy. I spot Miles and Bones standing taking a breather so I wave them over and point outside. They quickly nod in understanding before I head outside to meet with Charlie. I see him standing at the truck with a clipboard ready for me. "Too early for this Charlie." I comment light heartedly, trying to settle my turning stomach but it doesn't help at all as I take the clipboard from his hand. "It's never a good time Lane. Who are you taking with you?" I look up from the paperwork and nod over to the doors just as I hear Miles' voice. "Miles and Bones Sir." I reply and he nods in reply.

"Gear up lads." Charlie tells them both once they reach us at the truck and throws over some protective equipment. They quickly get themselves ready as I fill out some of the paperwork in advance, already being geared up myself besides from some gloves and a mask. "What's all this for Captain?" Bones asks and I quickly tense knowing I didn't even ask them if they were okay with this. Shit. "I need you both to come with me to confirm the kids who didn't make it from the hospital. You can say no if your not comfortable with it?" I interject before Charlie can explain and they both quickly turn to give me a softened look. "Whatever you need Lane." Bones quickly replies before putting his gloves on. "I'm here with you Cap." Miles tells me as he waits for me to get ready. "Thanks guys." I put on some gloves and slip my mask over my head and leave it hanging on my neck before we get there and turn to Charlie. "We won't be too long Captain." I say and he nods in reply. "Radio in if you need anything. And take your time, there's no rush." I smile gratefully at Charlie's words before turning to Miles and Bones. "Ready?" They both nod so I begin to lead the way up the side road near the Centre that leads to the temporary morgue that was set up and then maintained by the volunteers thankfully. "Let's get this over with shall we? I don't want to be here all day." I tell both the guys walking either side of me and they both nod in agreement. "Good idea Cap. Not the best of jobs for an early morning." I nod slowly in reply as my eyes follow the bright white tent up ahead of us. "Masks up." I tell them both and they quickly follow suit as I lift my mask over my mouth and nose, not wanting to come away with anything to pass on back at the Centre. I take a second to compose myself before lifting back the curtain and getting started..


~~Thursday Evening, L.A.~~

Lizzie POV

My week has been a lot better after being able to talk to Harley on Tuesday morning. It was a huge relief seeing her safe and healthy. As much as I was worried about her being called away the way she was, I know she is okay and that's all that matters. I made sure to message everyone that was waiting for news to tell them she is okay and that I had got the chance to talk with her. Scarlett was quick to reply telling me how thankful she was that she is okay. MK and Ash replied a little later telling me how relieved they were and my Mom rang me as I drove into work to make sure I was okay. As soon as she heard my voice, she could hear how much better I was for being able to see Harley so now she isn't worried about me or Harley. My days became so much lighter and everyone on Set noticed. I made sure to tell them I had spoken to Harley and they were all really supportive and happy she is okay. They keep telling me how they can't wait to meet her so hopefully they get the chance before we finish filming. We managed to stay on Set longer to get more done now that I wasn't so tired which was productive and we got a lot done in just a couple of days. And as much as I can't wait to catch up even more sleep tonight, I couldn't turn down an invite from Scarlett this morning asking me out to dinner with Chris since he is in L.A for a meeting so I am currently getting ready to go meet them nearby. I'm sitting infront of my mirror applying some make up, my eyes looking a lot less tired but there are still some dark circles there. I decided on wearing something comfortable so I opted for some dress pants and a white blouse, making sure my necklace from Harley is on show. The green against the white making it stand out even more.

Once I am ready, I make sure to send Harley a picture with her necklace proudly standing out before I head outside to meet with my L.A. driver. "Good evening Miss Olsen." He greets as he opens the door for me. "Thank you Hugo." He makes sure I am inside before closing the door and driving to the restaurant I am meeting Scarlett and Chris at. I reply to a few messages before we arrive to a sea of paparazzi waiting outside the car. Instantly I begin to panic but as soon as Hugo opens the door, I see Chris standing waiting to escort me inside. I smile gratefully as he helps me out the car and blocks the cameras as best he can beside me as Hugo does the same on the other side. I thank Hugo before following Chris' lead inside as a waiter holds open the door for us to get straight in. I shake off the panic setting in as I look up and see Chris' beaming smile. "Thank you Chris." I smile and he offers his arm for me. "My pleasure Liz. Come on, Scarlett is already here." I easily hold onto his arm as he leads us to the table near the back of the restaurant. "You look amazing as always Lizzie. It's good to see you." Chris says as we walk through the tables. "Thank you Chris. You don't look too bad yourself." I joke back as I tug at his shirt making him laugh as we turn the corner and see Scarlett waiting for us at the table. I let go of Chris' arm as I rush to greet Scarlett with a hug which she gladly reciprocates. "Hey Scar." I mumble into her shoulder before she pulls away. "Hey hot stuff.. You look amazing! It's nice to see you all smiley again." She compliments making me smile even more as Chris pulls out my chair for me as Scarlett sits down in hers. "Thanks Scar. You look stunning as always." She smiles at my words before a waiter comes to the table to hand us our menus and takes some drinks orders. Scarlett quickly opting to share a bottle of wine as Chris orders a beer before we decide on what we are eating and order.

"So what brings you to L.A Evans?" I ask as after our drinks arrive and he quickly smiles and takes a sip of his drink. "Meetings and stuff.. Nothing special." He shrugs off as Scarlett hands me my glass now filled with wine so I thank her and take a sip. "How's life in Sunny L.A Liz? Scar told me your filming again." I nod and smile as I fill him in on what I have been doing and he is quick to compliment me on it. He's one of my biggest fans no matter what I do, I'm so glad we met he's one of my closest friends on and off Set. We fall into comfortable conversation as Chris catches us up on life after finishing filming Avengers since it's been a while since I've seen him before he is quick to ask about my life. Scarlett smirks across the table and instantly I know she has obviously been filling him in about Harley but I indulge them regardless and tell Chris about my latest news. He ends up gushing about Harley and the night out they had with Tom in London before I even met her and I laugh at how excited he gets talking about her. Our food arrives and we carry on chatting between mouthfuls, wanting to make the most of our time together when we can. Scarlett gives us an update on Rose and Colin and I can't help but beam as she talks about my favourite little human. After finish our meals Chris orders another drink and we carry on talking, the conversation turning back to my new love life as Scarlett brings up my phone call on Tuesday. "How was Harley when you spoke to her Liz?" I feel my smile falter slightly as I think back to how tired she looks with her cut and bruise which Scarlett seems to notice as she reaches over for my hand on the table. "She just looked really tired.. She also had a cut on her cheek and a bruise on her head from the Earthquake." I explain and Chris quickly quirks an eyebrow in confusion.

"What happened to her?" He quickly asks with worry in his tone which makes me smile softly at how much he genuinely cares for her. "The Earthquake hit early in the morning when they were all in bed and they ended up getting thrown out their beds. Harley ended up hitting the side of her desk on the way to the floor, cutting her cheek and bruising her head." I explain and Scarlett laughs quietly to herself which I catch and glare over at her. "Sorry I just, I can imagine she found it just as funny when her headache wore off." I can't help but laugh at her, Chris doing the same. I don't doubt she found it funny when the initial shock left her from the Earthquake. She can never take herself seriously when it comes to things like that. "But seriously, other than being tired, did she look okay?" Scarlett asks in a sterner tone and I smile over to her. "Just tanned really.. She was covered up with her uniform so I could only see her from the neck up. I just hope she is taking care of herself properly." I ramble a little and both Chris and Scarlett reach out to comfort me. "I'm sure she is Liz. And if not I'm sure others will be. You said it yourself they are a tight family unit. They will be taking care of her for you." Scarlett quickly comforts me and I do feel better with what she said. "Yeah she said the same to us when we talked about her job. They are really close so no doubt they will make sure she is eating and drinking enough everyday." Chris adds in and I smile at their words. "Thanks you two. I just, it's so new and hard to get used too. I just wish I could see her properly so I know she is okay. I mean, it's only been 4 weeks. I still have to wait another 8 weeks to see her.. It's a long time." They both nod softly before Scarlett suggests a walk along the beach nearby to clear my head and I easily agree to it. Not wanting to be on my own right now..

We settle the bill and make sure to avoid the cameras outside before we make it to the small beach not far from the restaurant. We take a slow walk together, just settling in the peace and quiet before Scarlett breaks the silence. "You never told me what you bought Harley for her Birthday Lizzie?" I grin to myself as I think about my present before looking over to Scarlett. "I booked a day with one of the best tattooist in L.A. She mentioned a few times how she wants another tattoo so I thought she could get one when she comes back from her Tour." I explain excitedly and glance over to see Scarlett's grin. "That's a good present." Chris comments making me laugh. "It is.. Plus, her tattoos look really good on her so I can't for her to have some more.." I let out my side motive for the present idea and Scarlett is quick to laugh at me. "Your sneaky Olsen.. But your right, her tattoos are nice." She comments and I quickly snap to look at her, wondering how she knows what they look like. "How have you seen them?" I question and Chris chuckles at my sudden change in tone before Scarlett holds her hands up in defense. "I stalked her Instagram with Colin after you told me you were dating." I can't help but giggle at her blunt honesty as Chris just laughs at us. "Okay fair enough.. I didn't know they were on her Instagram." I argue and make a mental note to have a look myself when I get home. We fall into another small silence but my mind is starting to wander again as I think about Harley and how I haven't heard from her since our phone call. Knowing what she was needed for has been playing on my mind, worrying she works too hard and hurts herself somehow..

"Lizzie? What's wrong?" Chris asks softly and I snap from my trance and notice I am standing completely still on the sand. I shake my head as they walk back a few steps to where I still am. "I just.. I'm worried about Harley that's all I'm sorry." They both shake their heads and reach for me again as we find a bench to sit down on together. "You don't have to apologise Lizzie. It's only natural your going to worry about her. I can't imagine how hard it is having no contact with someone you care so much about but we're here for you." Chris quickly comforts as he rubs his hand up and down my back soothingly. "He's right Liz. I couldn't do it personally. But I know you can because you and Harley are made for each other. And it won't be forever. Like you said, she comes home in 8 weeks then you'll have her by your side again." I smile and wipe away my tears as Scarlett rubs her hand up and down my arm softly. "I know and I know I am worried for nothing but.. When we spoke, it got cut short because she was needed right away. A children's hospital collapsed and all the kids were being brought to the Medical Centre she is working at. I dread to think what she is dealing with.." I explain as best I can from what I heard and instantly I notice Scarlett tense up completely as Chris looks at me with shock in his eyes. "Fucking hell.." Chris whispers as I see Scarlett wipe a tear away from her cheek. "I just know she will work herself too much if it means helping those kids.." I choke up on my tears and Chris quickly pulls me into a hug as Scarlett composes herself. "Those kids are in the best hands with Harley Liz. I just know it." Scarlett says softly and I smile as I reach for her hand, knowing she is thinking about Rose.

We take a few quiet moments and it's nice having both Scarlett and Chris here with me to hold me up whilst I talk about how I am feeling. I feel better talking about how I feel and have them here to comfort me about it. But the quiet is broken by my phone ringing. I don't think too much about it until I pull my phone out my purse and see who it is ringing me..


~~Early Afternoon, Nepal~~

Normal POV

The walk back to the Medical Centre is silent between the three of us. Not knowing what to say for the best after what we just had to do. As soon as we get to the Centre, we strip off our protective gear and get rid of it outside before going in to wash up. Once that is all done, I send the guys off to get a drink and take a minute as I look around for Charlie. I finally find him in the storage room doing a count on the supplies and as soon as he sees me walk inside, I catch his expression change as he drops his paperwork. "All done?" He asks and I just nod, not being able to find any words. I hand him the paperwork and he glances over it before putting it to one side. "Come on, let's go outside." I nod and follow his lead as we head back through the Centre and sit at the back of the truck. Charlie quickly follows and hands me a bottle of water. "Thanks Sir." I reply as I take it from him and hear his scoff. "It's just me and you Harley, call me Charlie." I chuckle at his words as he stays standing by my feet as I take a drink of water. "Talk to me Harley." I can hear the concern in his voice but I have no idea what to say about what I just had to do. "What about Charlie?" I return and he sighs softly before turning his full attention to me as he jumps up onto the truck to sit beside me. "How are you feeling? Truthfully. Don't try and bullshit me." I let out a breathe I've been holding for hours now before taking another drink of water. "Sorry Charlie.. I just, it's been a rough morning." I stumble over my words and he quickly cuts to the point. "How many?" He asks carefully but firmly and I just give in. "18.." I whisper and he takes a sharp breathe, obviously not expecting that kind of answer.

"Go take an hour. I'll take over for you here. Take a walk, Ring someone." Charlie finally says something and it was not what I was expecting him to say. "Are you sure?" I check as I look to see if he is being serious. "I'm sure. You need it. Go just keep your radio on." I nod and let a small smile cross my lips as I see his genuine concern in his eyes. "Thanks Charlie." I say as I finish off my water and jump down from the truck. "Anytime." He follows and pats my back comfortingly before we go our separate ways. I go through the side door into the office to get my phone before heading back out to find somewhere quiet to make my call. I walk a little down the road, finding a little secluded spot and sit down, taking out my phone and not even thinking about who I ring before I search for their name in my contacts. I know there is only one person I want to talk to right now so I find her name but hesitate to ring her. I check the time to make sure it's not too late to ring, wondering if I should ring her when I am like this. But then her words play in my head, when she told me she wanted to be my safe place. No matter what. I smile to myself and know I need to ring her. I start the call and lift the phone up to my ear slowly, hoping she isn't busy and can answer. I nervously tap the empty water bottle against my knee cap as I wait for her to answer and for a second I think she won't but then at the last minute I hear her soft, excited voice answer the call. Already making the smile on my face grow hearing how happy she is to hear from me..

Lizzie - "Hey Harley! I wasn't expecting to hear from you so soon.."

Harley - "Hi Lizzie. Are you uh, are you free to talk?"

Lizzie - "Oh.. um, yeah of course. Is everything okay?"

Harley - "I just.. needed to hear your voice."

Lizzie - "Talk to me Harley, what's happened?"

Harley - "I uh. Do you remember the hospital that collapsed a couple of days ago..?"

Lizzie - "Yeah.."

Harley - "Well.. I've just got back from confirming some of the kids that didn't make it."

Lizzie - "Oh my god Harley.."

Harley - "There was 18 Lizzie.. they were so small."

My voice begins to crack down the phone as I hold back the emotions bubbling in my chest as I talk to Lizzie. "Harley, let it out if you need too. Take a minute and let it out." Her words make it hard not to just break down as I feel my eyes begin to sting with tears. The lump in my throat growing as I struggle to take a breathe. I lift my free hand to my chest, unzipping my top slightly to help me breathe. "I'm right here with you baby. I promise I'm right here.." Lizzie's soothing voice helps me begin to breathe again as I focus on her comforting words in my ear. "I just.. I wish they could have made it to the centre you know.. I could have helped, we could have.. We could have saved them." I pant out between breathes as tears begin to roll down my cheeks. "I know baby I know. It's not your fault. You help so many people and I am so incredibly proud of you." Lizzie tries but I can't help but feel defeated. "Not enough.." I say softly but she catches my words. "You do Harley. You really do baby please don't do that to yourself.." She quickly defends and I smile and wipe away my tears. "I miss you.." I tell her softly and I can hear her smiling down the phone as she sniffles her own tears away quietly. "I miss you so much Harley.. I can't wait to have you home with me again." My heart warms at the thought of being with her and the way she said home with her makes my smile grow impossibly bigger. "I'm counting down the days.." I admit unapologetically making her giggle softly. "Me too baby." She admits and we take a moment before I look over to the Centre, knowing there is a lot to do there. As much as I want to stay on the phone with my girl, I know I still have a job to do.

"I uh, I should get back. I.. thank you for this Lizzie. I really needed this." I tell her genuinely as I stand up and dust myself off. "I'm here whenever you need me. I promise you. Day or night. I'm here." I smile at her words as my heart is racing a little in my chest. "I'll ring you soon okay? And keep texting me, as much as you want too. I love reading about your days and seeing your pictures." I encourage her, knowing I will read them over and over again whenever I can. "Okay baby I will. Be safe for me." I start walking back to the Centre as I feel a lot better already. "Always my girl." We say goodbye and I come off the phone reluctantly, slipping through the side door to put my phone in my bag before heading back out to get straight into work. I wash up and get my gear on, seeing Charlie smiling over at me. I give him a reassuring nod across the room as I catch up with Natalia and Dr Karr on any changes before getting to work on my routine checks and medicine rounds. My mind clearer than it was, and being able to replay Lizzie's voice so clearly is helping to keep me focused on the kids infront of me. Knowing we do what we can and save as many as we can. The small smiling faces helping my mood to only improve as I make sure everyone is doing okay. 7 Section still working hard to keep them all entertained however they can. I make sure to check in with Miles and Bones, making sure they are okay as well as Natalia and Dr Karr. I love my second family.. But I can't wait to get back to my family back home. Four weeks in and I am already ready for home.


~~ L.A. ~~

Lizzie POV

As soon as I come off the phone to Harley, I let my tears fall freely as I slump back in the sand. She sounded so defeated and exhausted, and having to do one the most unimaginable things anyone would have to do. I can't even begin to think about how she was feeling. I bring my knees up to my chest as I wrap my arms around my legs and hug them close. I miss her so fucking much and I just want her here so I can hold her tight and make her feel better. I feel my tears falling more and more before a comforting arm wraps around my shoulders. I can smell Scarlett's perfume instantly so I relax into her arms as she just hugs me. We stay like this for a little while before she pulls away and hands me a tissue to wipe my tears away with. She sits and waits for me to compose myself before asking anything. "Was it Harley?" I nod my head and she sighs softly. "Is she okay?" I nod again and she lets out a small relieved sigh as she runs her hand up and down my back. "So how come your so upset Liz?" She asks gently and I look over to her, seeing her genuine concern for me. "She's had a really bad day.. And she sounded so different on the phone. It just.. It hurt to listen too." I explain as best I can and instantly she moves to sit infront of me so we can talk it through. "Okay.. Is she okay now?" I nod my head and smile a little. "She sounded better before she had to go.. I just, can't imagine what she is feeling." Scarlett nods and reaches for my hand. "She is trained to deal with what she goes through Liz. We will never experience what they do out there but they get the help and training they need. But the fact that she rang you to talk too, means you're her safe place. Even half way across the World." I smile at Scarlett's words, that's all I want to be for her in her bad times. Her safe place where she comes too for comfort.

After telling Scarlett what she told me on the phone, I can see it in her eyes she is just as shocked as I am. "She's fucking incredible that girl." I laugh lightly at Scarlett's words as I wipe the last of my tears away when I suddenly notice Chris is gone. "Where's Evans gone?" I ask and Scarlett just laughs. "Took you long enough, he had to get home but he said to text or ring him whenever you want too. He's here for you." My heart warms and I smile before my mind goes back to Harley. I look out over the waves of the beach and start to smile even more thinking about how much Harley loves the beach. How we have so many plans to go surfing so she can teach me and how I want to spend all our free time lying in the sand together, knowing it's a comforting place for her to be. "What's got you smiling like that?" Scarlett's voice snaps me from my daze and I chuckle nervously before my mouth runs away from me. "I'm just thinking about how much Harley loves being at the beach.. I can't wait to be back on the sand with her." I have to stop myself from saying what I was going to admit but Scarlett seems to notice as she looks right at me. "What are you not telling me Olsen?" I shake my head nervously, not knowing if I should tell her but then I can't help myself. She's my best friend after all. "I want to take her to the beach when she comes home.. Somewhere special so I can tell her how I really feel.." I start to explain and Scarlett's eyes widen as I do. "And that is..?" She says excitedly and I can't contain it anymore. "That I'm in love with her.."

I'm completely taken by surprise when Scarlett leaps forward and engulfs me in a hug. I return it as best as I can before she pulls away and waves her arms around excitedly. "FINALLY! I've been waiting to hear you admit it for weeks!" I can't help but laugh at her tone. "When did you finally realise it?" She asks giddily and I can feel my cheeks blushing slightly. "The day she left.. I wanted to tell her at the Train Station but it didn't feel right since we were already so emotional. But then as soon as I watched her leave, I regretted not telling her." Scarlett's smile fades into a pout at my words. "That is so sweet.. Have you told anyone else?" I giggle and nod my head. "I told my Mom. She wanted to know our whole story over dinner and then called me out on it when I was showing her some pictures on my phone of us together. She can read me like a book and she is so excited to meet Harley." I can see how excited Scarlett is about all this and it only makes me more sure I want to tell her as soon as I get the chance. "That's cute. Your Mom is the best and she will love her. So when are you going to tell her?" I hesitate for a second before turning to look over the waves again. "When she comes home. I don't want to do it over the phone when we are so far away. I want to do it properly, somewhere where it is just us. I don't even care if she doesn't say it back yet I just want her to know how I feel." I feel my eyes welling up with happy tears and Scarlett quickly wipes them away for me. "She will say it back, without a doubt. That girl adores you with every bit of her. The way she looks at you is enough to tell anyone how head over heels she is for you Liz. Trust me." I can't help the huge smile on my face at the thought of her loving me as much as I love her. It might be fast but there's no denying my feelings for her anymore.

I'm in love with My Soldier..