My Soldier - Missing Home

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A/N ~~ Bit of a longer one today.. Hope you enjoy it ;)


~~Saturday Morning, L.A.~~

Lizzie POV

"Hello is this Scott? Yes, I'd just like to confirm an appointment I made with you today.."

I made sure to get up before Harley today. After our long day at the Studio yesterday, we decided on going out for dinner before coming home and we both ended up in bed before 9pm. I am so glad that everything went the way it did yesterday, having Harley with me really was a blessing. The interview went really well and the pictures came out amazing so I am so excited for everyone to see the feature when it comes out next week. I made sure to tell Harley how proud I am of her for how she handled everything, and how open she was with some of the questions. I never expected her to talk the way she did, but it's amazing to see how comfortable she was by my side. So I am even more happy that I booked her surprise for today now after yesterday. I have the weekend off so I thought about what we could, instantly remembering about Harley's birthday present I bought her last year. Thankfully, when I rang last week, they had space for today so I booked Harley in and kept it as a surprise for her. I knew I would have to be awake before her today to be able to ring up and make all the arrangements, so once I confirmed her booking, I started getting things ready to make us both some breakfast before going in to wake Harley up. I am so excited for her to see where we are going, she has talked about wanting some more tattoos for ages now, so I can't wait to see what she decides on getting. Her tattoos look really good on her, so getting some more is deffinently something I am supportive of. She keeps teasing that she is going to get a Wanda Maximoff tattoo at some point, which is incredibly cute, but then she adds that she wants a Black Widow one too and I can't help but feel a little jealous at the thought of it. The idea of her having Scarlett on her body.. Makes me feel, weird? Shit I need a distraction before I spiral over it again..

As I head back into the bedroom, I can't help but admire Harley sleeping so peacefully still as I quietly walk over and carefully sit on the edge of the bed near where she is lying. I don't want to wake her, but I also don't want her to miss out on my surprise for her. I start stroking my fingers through her hair soothingly, feeling Harley's body relax completely under my touch, even in her sleep. I catch her eyes flickering softly behind her eye lids as I admire my sleeping Soldier.. Something about us being here and living together has made me feel impossibly closer to her since we arrived in L.A. I could get used to us being like this in our own little space, whether it be here or we could find somewhere in London in the near future? I don't think I want to live apart from her unless we have too, even though it may be too soon to be thinking this way, I want this. I just hope she does too.. But for now, I am just making the most of our time here before she has to go back to work in a few weeks. Even though it is only a training course for 2 weeks in London, I already know I am going to miss her like crazy since I have to stay here in L.A for work. My mind begins to spiral again, so I decide to distract myself and wake Harley up gently. "Harley.. Baby." I whisper, trying not to startle her from her sleep as I continue to run my fingers through her hair until she begins to stir awake slowly. She brings one hand up to her eyes, rubbing the sleep from them as she groans adorably as her body wakes up. My heart racing instantly when her eyes open fully and meet mine, a smile growing across her lips when she sees me beside her. "Morning beautiful.." She says in her incredibly sexy morning voice, sending a shiver up my spine. "Morning Soldier.." I reply softly, making her smile grow wider as she moves back slightly and pulls me with her gently to lie in her arms whilst she wakes up properly.

"Why are you waking me up this early.. I didn't think you had anything on today?" She mumbles into my shoulder as she squeezes me tighter. "I didn't, but I just got off the phone and I have a quick meeting to go too. And I was hoping you would come with me then we can go get lunch afterwards?" I tell her a little white lie, not wanting her to know about her surprise until we get there. Hopefully, she will forgive me when she sees why. I can't help but laugh as she groans and whines into my shoulder, snuggling into me more as she does. I love this side to Harley, and not many people get to see this softer side to her, so I feel incredibly lucky to be one of them. She comes across as this amazingly strong, confident character but when you get to see this side to her, it only made me fall for her more. I suddenly come back from my small daze, feeling her body relaxing more into mine. She's falling back to sleep. I carefully wiggle from her arms, rolling her onto her back carefully and straddling her waist so she can't sleep. Resting my hands on her stomach, I sneak them under her t-shirt and gently scratch at her skin, making her squirm a little under my touch as she forces her eyes to stay closed. "Come on Soldier.. I'll make breakfast whilst you have a quick shower?" I say pleadingly, causing her to only groan quietly as I feel her hands reach down onto my slightly exposed thighs sitting either side of her body. "Is that a yes?" I tease a little, making her finally open her eyes a little so she can see the slight grin pulling at my lips. "You know I can never say no to you.." She mumbles sleepily, making me giggle and blush slightly. "Your cute Harley." I tease, making her eyes open properly this time as she frowns adorably at my words. "Don't frown like that, you'll get wrinkles." I call her out playfully, digging my finger tips into her waist making her jump slightly from my touch, breaking her frown into a small smile. "Don't start something you can't finish Olsen." She challenges, making me raise an eyebrow in reply as I move my hands a little higher and dig them in again under her ribs to make her laugh. But her eyes quickly narrow at me and instantly I shudder a little. Oh shit..

Before I even have chance to try and defend myself, my back is colliding with the bed and Harley is quickly hovering above my body, her free hand that is not supporting her weight soon finding my waist to tickle me as I am pinned to the bed by her legs. I burst into loud laughter as she lowers her head down onto my now exposed stomach and bites at my side, making me squirm as I try and escape her attacks. I hate how she knows where I am most ticklish now so she can get me so easily. I can barely breathe through laughing as her hand travels up and down my side as her messy hair tickles along where she is nibbling at me. "Harley! Stop! I'm sorry! Please.." I try and beg her, and when she hears me, she stops her actions and looks up into my burning face, my cheeks on fire as I catch her smirk. "I didn't quite hear you? What did you say baby?" She teases but I quickly give in, not wanting her to tickle me again. "I'm sorry.." I whisper and she grins smugly before lifting up to meet my lips in a kiss. "I did warn you baby girl." She whispers against my lips, causing a different type of shiver to travel down my spine, but we can't get into anything like that right now or we will be VERY late. As much as I would love too.. Especially after yesterday in the changing rooms. As she leans in for another kiss, I find an excuse to stop her, putting my finger up against her lips centimetres away from my own. "You need to shower and brush your teeth.." I tease and instantly she laughs lightly and shakes her head softly before biting my finger playfully. "Behave yourself." I warn her in a low tone of voice, her eyes darkening slightly instantly as she meets my gaze. Noted. "Coffee?" I ask sweetly, causing her to shake off whatever was going through her head as she smiles in reply. "Only if your making one." She replies like always, making me smile widely as I leave a kiss against the tip of her nose before I get up and let her get ready as I go make a start on breakfast.

I can't stop smiling to myself as I make us something simple for breakfast, knowing Harley needs to have something on her stomach for her appointment today. Once I hear Harley come out the shower, I make us our coffees so they are still warm for her. I get completely caught off guard when she comes out in just her towel, asking me what she should wear for today. When I remember how to speak again, I tell her to wear something comfortable before she heads off to get ready, leaving me a little flustered so I distract myself replying to some messages on my phone at the kitchen table. It doesn't take long for Harley to re-join me, unfortunatley she is fully dressed this time in some jeans and t-shirt. "Thank you for all this baby." She quickly says as she sits at the table with me and we have breakfast together. I catch her up on what my sisters have been texting me about as she just sits and takes it all in whilst she eats her fruit. I love how she always gives me her full attention, no matter what it is I am talking about. She never looks uninterested or bored, something I have had in the past. I then tell her how Mom wants to have us over for dinner whilst we are in L.A, which she is already looking forward too. I love how much my Mom adores Harley, and vice versa. I can't wait for my Mom to come to London sometime and meet Stuart and Maisie. And I know I will have to bring my Sisters too since Maisie loves them already. I want to bring Stuart, Emily and Maisie to L.A too when we can arrange it around work and School. I get a little lost in my thoughts again before Harley starts to clear away the dishes around me, snapping me from my daze. "Harley I-" I try and argue but she quickly cuts me off with a kiss as she walks past with some plates in her hands. "You know the rules.." She teases and instantly I can't help the huge smile that breaks out. "I'll go get dressed then." I tease back, making her chuckle as I practically skip out the kitchen and towards the bedroom to get ready. I opt for a simple summer dress since it's quite warm outside, wanting to actually look like I am attending a meeting so Harley doesn't suspect anything just yet.

Once we are both ready to go, I grab my bag and car keys and lead us both out to the car after locking up behind us. Thankfully, I have a rough idea of where the tattoo studio is so I don't have to use my phone for directions as I begin to drive us there. Harley decides to plug her phone into the car so she can play some music, but she instantly regrets it. After going through a couple of songs, I instantly recognise the next song that comes on and can't help but laugh as I hear Jeremy's voice. Luckily, we pull up to a red light so I can turn and face Harley as she is laughing at my knowing expression. "Renner, really?" I tease and instantly her laughter gets louder as she nods her head proudly. "It's a good song!" She defends and we both burst into laughter. Then it clicks as I think about the previous songs that have played so far. "What playlist is this of yours?" I tease further and instantly I see her cheeks blush slightly. "It's uh.." She hesitates but I quickly jump to call her out on it, already seeing the name of the playlist when I have been picking music on her phone before. "Do you have a secret Marvel playlist..?" I ask playfully, causing her to laugh a little nervously. I love seeing her like this. "Maybe.." She grins as I pull away from the now green light and continue our journey. "Your so cute Soldier." I tease and instantly she scoffs playfully as I reach for her hand and bring it back onto my lap. "Our secret." She says softly, bringing my hand up to kiss the back of it before resting our hands back on my lap as I drive through L.A. "Always Angel." I reply easily, glancing over with a huge smile, seeing Harley's matching smile as she catches my gaze before I focus back on the road, seeing that we are already close. It doesn't take long for Harley to start singing again as her eyes wonder out the window to her side as she watches the streets pass us by. I love her being so relaxed. I wish she could be like this all the time..

I turn into the small car park sitting just further down from where the tattoo studio is. Thankfully, it is in between a few different buildings so Harley doesn't flicker as I park the car and shut it off. I turn back, grabbing my bag from the back seat as Harley jumps out the car and comes to open my door for me. Something I will never get tired of, her small little gestures that make me smile like crazy. She helps me out the car as I leave a quick kiss on her cheek before I turn back and lock it behind us. I catch Harley searching the buildings around us, obviously wondering which one we are going too before I take her hand in mine and lead us to where we need to be. She easily follows my lead, her eyes taking in everything around us until I stop us outside the studio. Her face quickly turning towards me with a confused expression as I just smile back at her. "Why are we outside a tattoo studio?" She questions, and I can't hold it in any longer. "Happy belated birthday!" I cheer jokingly and instantly her face relaxes into a knowing grin as she looks back at the studio then back to me, laughter growing as she shakes her head softly. "Your so sneaky Olsen." She calls me out playfully, making me laugh as I lean up and kiss her quickly. "I know. But I wanted it to be a surprise." I defend and she quickly pulls me in for another kiss. "I love it already.. Thank you baby." I can't help the huge beaming smile on my face as we walk inside, being met by the receptionist as she stands up and smiles between us both. "Good Morning. Do you have an appointment with us today?" She's quite young, covered in stunning tattoos. I smile and let Harley go off and look at the work hanging on the walls as I walk over to the front desk. "Yes, it's with Scott, under the name Harley." I reply easily and she checks her notes before smiling back up at me. "Great, he's ready for you if you want to head straight through to room 4?" I thank her before leading Harley towards room 4 where we are greeted by her tattooist for the day. She is practically bouncing with excitement as we say a quick hello before he gets started on planning her design.


~~Saturday Morning, L.A.~~

Normal POV

"So, I know this was unexpected this morning for you Harley, but do you have any ideas on what you want as a design?" Scott asks me as I sit back in the chair. Lizzie has already gone to get some drinks for us all so it's just the two of us here to plan what I want to get. "There are a few designs I have wanted to get.. A couple I thought of for my best friend who I lost serving in the Army." I begin to think about what I have been wanting to get for James for a while now but never have. "I'm sorry to hear that Harley.. What did you have in mind?" I smile at Scott's kind words before thinking back to what I had as an idea. "Well.. Hear me out, but when we were working together, we had our own nicknames for each other. And since we both liked Marvel, I ended up being the Bucky to his Captain America.." I explain and Scott begins to smile and nod his head. "Okay, I can work with that. How about a half and half shield? Maybe some writing underneath?" He brainstorms and instantly I love the idea. "Sounds great!" I say excitedly. "Okay let me just go and stencil something up, I'll be back in a few minutes." I nod and smile as he gets up with his tablet in hand, just as Lizzie comes back through the door. Scott leaves the room as Lizzie brings my drink over for me before sitting in the spare chair not too far away. "I'm guessing by that smile you have picked something?" She asks and I nod my head excitedly. "I have." I tease and instantly she narrows her eyes slightly at me, making me chuckle. "Well are you going to tell me?" I can't help but laugh at her tone before giving in to her far too easily. "I decided on something for James.." I begin to explain, telling her the idea we brainstormed together. Her smile grows at the idea before she jumps up and comes over to where I am sitting, giving me a comforting kiss. "Proud of you.." She whispers against my lips then goes back to her seat. "Thank you baby.. I've wanted to get something for a while but I never got around to it. So why not now." I add and she beams over just as Scott comes back into the room with a design printed out already.

"That's incredible." I comment as he shows me the design. It looks like it is straight out the comic books. Half Winter Soldier, half Captain America shield with some subtle details here and there and some writing to go with it. "Til' the end of the line.." I feel myself get a little choked up seeing the wording but I manage to hide it well from Scott, but Lizzie gives me a knowing look letting me know she seen it. "Okay where we thinking?" Scott asks, and I take a look around my body before deciding on my upper left arm. Scott gets me to stand up and roll my sleeve up so he can size it up before printing the stencil. We decide on where to place it all before he heads off quickly to print the stencil off. My excitement growing massively as Lizzie gives me a comforting smile. "Nervous?" She asks but I shake my head instantly. "Nope. I love the feeling of a tattoo needle." I reply and she quickly laughs as Scott returns so I move back to the mirror and let Scott place the stencil on my arm carefully. Once it is in place, I check it in the mirror, loving it already. I give him the nod and he turns to get his set up as I get comfortable in the chair, knowing it's going to be a couple of hours work. As soon as Scott is set up on my left side, Lizzie moves her chair closer so she can watch, placing herself on my right as she brings over my drink for me. "Ready Harley?" Scott checks as the tattoo gun goes off a couple of times, making my nerves spike a little but I nod my head confidently. "Yep." I tell him and he quickly gets to work. My nerves washing away as soon as the needle hits my skin. It's deffinently a weird feeling to describe to someone who has never had a tattoo before, but I am one of those weird people who likes the pain. (I mean, who doesn't!) I catch Lizzie jumping at the sound of the gun, making me laugh lightly as I turn to see her pained expression. "What's wrong?" I ask and she quickly turns to face me. "That sounds painful." I can't help but laugh at her scrunched up expression, she looks like she is the one getting it, not me.

4 hours later and Scott finishes up the last touches before wiping my arm clean. My body is so stiff but as soon as I take a look at my now cleaner arm, it was all worth it. My eyes instantly widen at how good the tattoo looks. "And that is you all done Harley." Scott tells me as he begins to clear away his table. "Thank you Scott. Can I go take a look?" I ask and he quickly nods his head in reply. "Sure go ahead, I'll follow you over in a second." I smile and slowly get up from the chair, stretching out my aching limbs as Lizzie giggles at me. "Take your time Harley." She quickly tells me softly, making me smile at her taking care of me in her own little way as I get to my feet and slowly walk over to the mirror. I take a good look at my arm, taking in all the little details before tiny droplets of ink and blood start to come through the sensitive skin. "Alright let me give this another wipe so I can take some pictures and then get you wrapped up, how does that sound?" Scott suggests as he appears at my side. "Sure thing." I agree easily as I hold out my arm for him to do what he needs too before I get some wrapping put on for the next hour or two until I get back to Lizzie's place. Once I am all wrapped up, I thank Scott for the millionth time, quickly telling him I will be back to see him again for another piece. He gladly gives me his card so I can book with him next time I am in L.A before I leave a tip with him. He tries to wave me off but I leave it at his table anyways, wanting to show how appreciative I am for his work. Scott walks us outside before we say a final goodbye to him and the receptionist then begin our walk back to Lizzie's car. I catch Lizzie's eyes on my arm as we make the short walk, but then I hear Lizzie's stomach rumble so I stop us outside her car before either of us get inside. "How about some food before we head back?" I suggest and Lizzie quickly smiles and nods her head in agreement. "Sounds good to me, I passed somewhere when I was grabbing our drinks earlier, it's not to far away if you want to just leave the car here?" I smile and follow Lizzie's lead further up the street before we walk inside a nice little restraunt, getting shown to a table in no time.

"I can't believe you didn't flinch for the entire time sitting in that chair." Lizzie comments as we are sitting with our drinks waiting for our food to arrive. "I told you, I don't think it hurts." I defend and she quickly giggles adorably as she glances over at my arm. "It is really nice, and an even nicer tribute for James. Are you going to show the guys a picture?" She asks sweetly and I can't help my growing smile as I nod my head. "Deffinently. I'll put it in our group chat later when I send a picture over to Dad and Maisie." I ramble a little excitedly. "Thank you for today baby. I really had no idea so it was an amazing surprise." I add, causing Lizzie to blush across the table as she reaches for my free hand on top of the table. "Your more than welcome Soldier. I'm glad it worked out the way it did since we had a long, draining day yesterday so I knew being here today would be more enjoyable." She explains and my heart beats so loud for her in my chest. She is so sweet and thoughtful in everything she does for me. I'll never understand how I got so lucky to have her in my life. Our food arrives and we enjoy the time together, laughing and talking about some plans we have for Lizzie's time away from work before we finish our meals and I quickly swipe the bill and pay, much to Lizzie's annoyance. We tease each other as we leave the restraunt over me paying, thanking the staff as we leave between our laughter. But our happy bubble is quickly burst abruptly when we walk out of the restraunt and immediately we are swarmed by flashing cameras and voices from every direction. Thankfully, Lizzie is already by my side so I instantly go into protective mode and reach for her, wrapping my left arm around her body and pull her into my left side. My hand firmly on her waist, holding her tight into my side as my right hand comes up to shield my eyes from the blinding lights. I feel Lizzie grab onto my t-shirt with both hands, one at the front of my t-shirt whilst the other is at the bottom of my back. Her face quickly burying into my chest as she turns away from the camera lenses, her body trembling in fear as the voices get louder.

"Lizzie! Harley! Over here!" "Lizzie! Lizzie!" "Give her a kiss Harley!" "Are you both living in L.A now?" "Captain? Over here!"

It feels like we are glued to the spot outside the doors of the restraunt for hours, but it must have only been seconds before I manage to get my bearings as I look out to see which direction we need to go in to find the car. As soon as I catch a glimpse of it through the cameras, I wrap my arm tightly around Lizzie and hold out my right hand infront of us both to get us moving, hoping the paparazzi around us take it as a warning to get out the way. They don't move much as they start to fire questions at the both of us, some harmless, but some are a little too personal. I can feel my anger bubbling as I feel the space around us getting smaller but I keep us moving as best I can, trying not to make contact with anyone, knowing what can happen if they catch something that can be twisted into looking bad to the public. "I've got you Lizzie, I promise, just keeping moving." I say into Lizzie's ear, trying to comfort her as I feel her shaking under my arm. I catch her head nodding slightly against my shoulder as I keep us moving, but one guy is getting far too close to Lizzie's side as he begins to yell over the rest, his questions becoming far too personal for my liking. "Lizzie! Are you only dating a Soldier to get people to like you?! And to widen your audience to the queer people!?" I try to get us out of the situation before something spirals but then the same guy steps out and reaches for Lizzie, instantly I see red and move infront of her with my arm still wrapped around her body protectively. "BACK OFF! NOW!" I yell in his face as he tries to get past me, but is very unsuccessful, as other paparazzi move away from the rising confrontation. "Now, now Soldier, don't be losing that temper of yours infront of all these cameras.." He taunts as my jaw clenches and my chest begins to burn. I go to reach for him, but I am quickly met by a hand grabbing my arm before I can move it towards him. The familiar touch instantly grounding me as my eyes seem to focus back towards Lizzie, who is now standing infront of me with her eyes looking up into my own.

"Harley.. Breathe." She tells me in a hushed tone into the small space between us. Her voice alone enough to help me calm down, but looking into her bright eyes always grounds me unlike anything else can. "I'm alright.. Come on." I whisper, wrapping her back in my arms and ushering her away completely from the cameras whilst we see a gap in the crowd. Thankfully the car is only a few feet away, so we get there quickly and I make sure Lizzie is in the passenger seat before I close the door behind her and rush around to the drivers side. I don't wait around, Lizzie handing me the keys without a word so I can start the car and begin our journey. I have no idea which way we should be going, but I just drive us away from anyone who could be following behind us to make sure we are both safe. The first few minutes of our drive is silent, neither of us saying anything as I just mindless drive through the streets of L.A before I start to hear laboured breathing coming from where Lizzie is sitting to my side. I take a glance towards her, seeing her panicked features as her eyes frantically search for something to focus on. She's falling into a panic attack, I had a feeling this would happen.. Fuck! I reach my hand over to find hers, feeling her instantly squeeze it between hers, enough to cut my circulation off. But I let her seek comfort however she needs to as my eyes search for somewhere to pull us into so I can give Lizzie my undivided attention. I can feel her hands trembling as I finally spot a small, empty car park to the right of us so I get us there as quickly as I can, turning off the engine as I park us as far away from any prying eyes as I can. I rush to turn my body towards Lizzie's, seeing her breathing erratically as she is still holding onto my hand fearfully. "Lizzie, baby.. Talk to me, what's wrong?" I rush out, gaining her attention as she looks to me with glossy eyes. I need to help her, sooner rather than later.

All she can manage to do is shake her head as her breathing takes over her entire body. I try and help her in any way I have done in the past, but she is spiralling too quickly and it is really worrying me. "Lizzie try and follow my breathing.. Nice and calm.." I try over and over again but nothing is working. So, I use my last option, as my mind begins to spiral with worry. I lean forward, bringing Lizzie closer by her hands and into my awaiting lips. She freezes under my touch, but I don't move away just yet, giving her a chance to ground herself - remembering that holding your breath can help calm down a panic attack. And thankfully, after only a few seconds, she begins to slowly melt into my lips. Her hands soon follow her movements, lifting to either side of my neck as she pulls me into the growing kiss. I follow her pace, and it soon heats up between us as her fingers grip at the skin of my neck. I get lost as I feel Lizzie's lips part, deepening the kiss even further, my heart pounding against my chest uncontrollably. But when my thoughts rush back, I feel a tear roll down Lizzie's cheek which snaps me from her lips. I try and pull away to search her eyes, but the grip Lizzie has on me only lets me part us slightly as our breathing mixes into the tiny space between us. "Lizzie, we should-" I try and calm us both down but Lizzie cuts me off, shaking her head against mine softly as her breathing is heavy but controlled now, which settles my concerns a little. But still no words come from her, instead, I feel Lizzie's body lift from her seat and shift over towards where I am sitting in one swift movement. I'm startled but reach for her waist instinctively as she straddles my lap with ease, holding onto my shoulders for balance as her eyes meet my own. I catch a glimpse of how darkened her pupils are, only a hint of green now swirling in them as she flickers in a triangle between my eyes and lips, before crashing our lips back together in a heated, lust-filled moment of pure eustasy.

Our lips dance as one as our hands roam each other's bodies, grabbing and pulling as Lizzie takes complete control. My back is pinned into my seat as her hands are against my chest, gripping at my t-shirt as her tongue teases with my own. My hands fall to Lizzie's waist as I feel her hips begin to roll subtly into my own. My head becomes fuzzy, but I snap myself from it as I worry about anything going further whilst Lizzie may be feeling vulnerable and I would never take advantage like that with anyone, especially Lizzie. So I pull away as best I can again, feeling Lizzie chasing my lips with hers as her forehead rests against mine. "Baby.." I try and stop her, but she just shakes her head again in reply. "Baby.. We-" I pull back again, and this time Lizzie's eyes flash open and meet my own easily with an almost pleading look behind them. "Don't stop. Please.." She whispers, just loud enough for me to hear. Her tone unlike anything I have heard from her before. "But Baby I-" I try to argue but she cuts me off again, an intense and lustful look in her eyes as her hands grip onto my body where they are lying against my upper chest. Her head shaking ever so slightly. "Please Harley.. Don't stop." She whispers a little louder, her eyes almost burning into my own with so many emotions behind them it is hard to take them all in before she leans towards my lips once more, ghosting them as her nose nudges into mine playfully. "Are you sure?" I whisper against her lips, getting lost in the small touches between us. "I'm sure.." She whispers in reply without any hesitation before nipping at my bottom lip with her teeth. "I've got you baby girl." I reply confidently, looking up into her eyes, searching for any hint of doubt but I see nothing but love and adoration behind them. So, I wrap an arm around her body to hold her close before I use my other hand to reach down for the side of my seat, tugging at the clip to drop the back of the seat down as I use my body to push it back as flat as it will go.

I didn't anticipate how quickly we would move until my body flies back with the seat, hitting it when it comes to a stop with a thump when it can't go any further. Lizzie's body following mine until we are both lying down beneath the car windows, out of sight completely. I let out a grunt as we come to a stop and Lizzie's body lands on top of my own before I look up to make sure she is okay, instantly her eyes searching mine in return. We both burst out laughing in sync, Lizzie's hands still resting against my chest as our eyes never leave one another's. Lizzie then leans her forehead into my own softly as our laughter soon dies down, a tension rising between us again as Lizzie gets herself comfortable in our new position, still straddling my lap but lifting herself up so she can reach my lips easily. And as soon as our laughter fades, we fall right back into where we left off with our kiss. Lips parting almost instantly, hands roaming to find anything to grab onto. It doesn't take Lizzie long to find the bottom of my t-shirt, tugging at it until she moves it up my body and over my head, throwing it behind us leaving me in just my jeans and sports bra. Lizzie's hands roaming my now more exposed body as her hips start to roll against my body, searching for some friction. Fuck is it getting hot in here? Nope.. Just my incredibly sexy and stunning girlfriend on top of me, kissing me with so much emotion my mind can barely function properly. I never thought she would take control like this, but it is the biggest turn on and I can't keep my hands to myself any longer. "Where do you want me baby?" I husk out between our lips, searching her now slightly open, lustful eyes as she bites at her own bottom lip. Her cheeks flushing bright red to match her swollen pink lips. "Right.." Lizzie takes a hold of my right hand, slowly bringing it down the front of her body and then underneath her dress, leading me between her legs. My body forgetting how to breath at how incredibly sexy she is being right now.

"Here." She whispers against my lips, leaving my hand between her legs as she lifts hers back up to my chest, near enough at the bottom of my neck. As much as I want to make her feel good right now, I need to make sure she is sure about this before I go any further. As hard as it is to control myself at how incredibly attractive it was moving my hand like that. "Are you sure?" I husk out breathlessly. "More than sure." She replies without hesitation, looking deep into my eyes. "Tell me what you want..?" I ask in a low, raspy tone, licking along her bottom lip slowly. "You Harley. Just you.." She whispers barely audibly at how breathless she is. And at hearing her words, I slowly and gently slide my fingers up the inside of her thighs, finding exactly where she wants me to be. Feeling how wet she is for me already drives me insane, gently teasing her through her underwear as her body instantly pushes down into my hand. Craving more than a tease. "Don't tease baby.. Please." She pleads between our passionate, heated kisses. I can't help the smile that pulls at the corner of my mouth at the effect I have on her as I nod my head softly in reply. "No teasing baby girl.." I reply just as lowly before dipping my hand into her underwear, finding her weak spot and rubbing circles against it, causing moans to start slipping from Lizzie's mouth. My other hand finds her waist, guiding her hips to roll in rhythm with my movements as Lizzie's hands rest against my bare upper chest to help her balance. It quickly gets too hard for Lizzie to focus on our kiss, so I leave her lips and find her neck, nipping and sucking just enough to add to her pleasure but not so much to leave a mark. "Harley.. I'm close." She tells me breathlessly, leaning her head into my shoulder. I kiss my way up her neck towards her ear, my movements between her legs not changing but intensifying to help her reach her high. "I've got you baby, let go for me." I whisper against her ear, nipping at it playfully making her moan loudly into my shoulder.

Before I know it, Lizzie's body shudders as she reaches her high, but I can feel her body is already craving more so I don't allow her to calm down too much and slowly slip two fingers into her heat. Her body shivers and jumps as I enter her, slight sensitivity from her first high causing her to moan out my name. "Everyone is going to hear you baby.." I whisper into her ear, causing her laugh quietly and breathlessly. "I can't help it." She whines as I start to move my fingers now she is adjusted to the feeling of them inside of her, guiding her hips to move with them. "Use my shoulder if you need too.." I tell her, and I feel her nod her head against my shoulder before I move my lips back to her neck. "Oh my go- Harley.. Don't stop." She mumbles into my shoulder before I feel her breathing pick up against my bare skin. I find the spot that drives her crazy, rolling my fingers the way she likes, causing her to gasp loudly before feeling her teeth sink into my shoulder as her hands grip at my skin. Fuck that was so hot! She's deffinently leaving a mark after that. I move my fingers a little quicker, feeling her walls clenching around them already as her hips roll more and more. My free hand now gripping onto her thigh under her dress, making sure she is still covered before feeling her bite down on my skin again even harder this time. I groan at the feeling, but keep my focus on her. "Harley!" She screams into my shoulder before biting down hard as her body comes undone once, and then again. I help her ride through her highs, her body squirming a little as I make sure she is comfortable until I carefully move my hand away, causing her to moan slightly as I do. I leave delicate kisses against her neck as her body calms down gently. I feel her slowly push herself up from my chest, her doe eyes meeting mine with a soft smile growing across her lips. "Are you alright baby?" I whisper against her lips. She nods her head softly before leaning into my lips in a more careful, adoring kiss.

"I can't find it.." Lizzie giggles as she looks for my t-shirt, her body still on top of mine as she leans over towards the back of the car. "Looks like your driving like this Soldier.." She teases as I lift her back up to face down at me. "Such a shame." I tease playfully with a wink, making her blush before we slowly start to get up now her body is a lot calmer, Lizzie carefully moving back to her seat so I can sit upright and move my seat up. Once we are both back sitting up, I look over and see her checking her hair in the mirror, making me chuckle lightly before moving to search once more for my missing t-shirt. "What's so funny Soldier?" She teases, nipping my side before I come back up to my seat. "Nothing at all baby girl.." I tease back, making her nudge me away playfully before we both fall into laughter as I start the car up again. "Shall we?" I ask, pulling my seatbelt over my body and buckling myself in. "I think that's a good idea Soldier." She teases, making me laugh lightly before I begin our journey home once I put the address into my phone to guide me. Lizzie doesn't stay away for long, as soon as we are back on the road, she moves as close as she can to me as I drive. One of her hands on the back of my neck as the other finds my free hand after she stretches her legs over the top of my lap, resting our entwined hands on top of her legs. I could get very used to this. I love how affectionate Lizzie can be, I can never get enough of her. I lift her hand up with mine, leaving some kisses against it, causing her to giggle adorably as she scratches at the back of my neck. "You deffinently need some more tattoos Harley.." She shares softly as I glance over and catch her looking across my body. "Do I now?" I tease, glancing between her adoring eyes and the road infront of us. "Yes you do, very much so.." She admits giddily, making my heart pound against my chest. "That can be arranged baby." I grin seeing her blushing cheeks as her fingers start to run through my hair soothingly.

"Thank you, for protecting me today Harley. They all seemed to come out of no where, but you didn't think twice about protecting me from them all. I'm so lucky to have you.." Lizzie breaks the small silence that fell between us, being so open with me. My smile quickly growing at her words as I squeeze her hand in mine. "I'll always protect you baby. No matter what happens, I will forever keep you safe." I ramble slightly, but catch a glimpse of Lizzie's beaming smile in reply to my words. "Your amazing Harley, truly." I kiss the back of her hand in reply as I drive us home in a small, comfortable silence before we arrive and head inside together. Lizzie's phone ringing as soon as we get inside. She excuses herself to answer it in the bedroom as I head to the kitchen to make us something to drink. She isn't on the phone long before she comes back to join me, bringing me a t-shirt with her thankfully. I slip it over my shoulders after thanking her before she quickly sits down on my lap, cuddling into my body as I wrap my arms around her. "Everything okay?" I ask softly, leaving small kisses on her head. "It was Rachel.." She tells me easily, and instantly I start to worry. "Oh.." I reply softly, letting her tell me when she is ready. "She got word of what happened today, and wanted to know from me so I explained everything to her. She said if anything is said about you from today, she will take care of it since you were protecting me." She explains and I nod my head and smile at her words. "Tell her I said thank you from me please." I ask and she nods her head in reply. "I will Angel." I smile at her calmer tone of voice as she snuggles into my body impossibly closer. "How are you feeling?" I ask carefully, causing her to smile softly. "Better because of you Harley. I don't know what came over me in the car, but I just wanted to be with you, close to you. But thank you for making sure I was sure about it. I love you so much Harley." I can't help the warming feeling in my chest at her words. "I love you too baby." I add before just holding her in my arms.

"Harley?" Lizzie's soft voice breaks our comfortable silence, bringing me from my small daze. "Yes baby?" I ask in reply, leaving a soft kiss against her cheek. "Do you maybe want to join me in the bath?" She asks a little shyly, making my smile return even bigger this time as I nod my head against hers. "I'd love too.." I tell her easily, feeling her smile against my chest. She slowly gets up from her place in my lap, reaching back for my hand to lead me towards the bathroom. She obviously doesn't want me too far away from her. I follow her lead, reaching the bathroom before she lets go of my hand and begins to run a bath. "Can you have bubbles with your tattoo?" She asks sweetly, making me laugh lightly as I nod my head. "I can, I just won't submerge my arm into the water." I reply, making her beam over as she adds some to the running water. I just watch in awe as she tends to the bath, she really is ethereal. Once it is ready, she gets in first as I carefully un wrap my arm and clean it before undressing and joining her, slipping into the bath behind her, allowing her to learn back into my body as we both relax completely into the water. Moments like this being beyond intimate and special as I savour every second. Today has been a roller coaster, but to end it this way with Lizzie is all I could ask for. "I love you Harley.." Lizzie whispers, snapping me from my wandering thoughts as she turns her head slightly against my chest. "I love you too Lizzie, more than I can put into words." I reply easily, running my fingers up and down her body soothingly. I love how confident she is becoming with her body. She is so beautiful, and I wish she could see herself through my eyes. But I will make sure I tell her everyday just how beautiful she is. No matter what, I will always remind her just how amazing she is. She deserves so much, and I want to be the one who gives her everything. I never want to lose this girl. No matter what happens.

My Girl.. My World.. My One.