"i'll give everything up"
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the first time i heard your voice felt just like it happened yesterday, and your sleepy face while singing in front of a book. i supposed it wasn't your plan to sing alone in the library but since you thought no one was round, you just did.
and i'm glad you did.
i awkwardly stood there until you finished the song and until i build the courage to approach.
"your voice suits the library" is the first thing i said to you, you almost drop the book but still managed. you're still so shy and i wasn't that friendly but i did my best to make conversation with you.
"what's the award?"
"a song, winter. a song is what would they give us" i looked at winter so deep while telling her about the audition of bands if we ever win. "it could be a hit and we're gonna be a real singer" i told her more.
"and why would i agree? i'm a film student and i'm more into creating stories than singing" ofcourse she wouldn't agree that fast.
"i'll do everything"
"can't think of anything as for now, maybe in the future that could be used?" i would do everything for you, winter.
getting to know you and you, getting to know the members of our band. it's been years, but still feel so fresh.
all thanks to your voice, we're here. we're here, standing in front of a crowd, cheering for us and with those banners with our faces, names, memes etc.
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"c'mon stand up, babe. you should change your clothes first" here i am, standing up infront of winter. i'm all in my pajama now and she's still in her formal clothes. "tired?"
"and lazy" winter just rolled her eyes infront of me. this ass.
i understand that she's tired so instead of just watching her lay down on the sofa, i made her body sat up. she was all too shock and got more shook when i unbuttoned her top.
"what's your next plan now?" she asked but i didn't even give a glance and just left her to go in our room to grab a shirt and short and tossed it on her.
"that's my plan, now change so we could have a rest" i gave a very wide smile.
"i'm not changing"
"kim minjeong"
"yes, ms.yoo i am changing now" she basically just wore them in a span of a second.
and when we're all good, we just laid down and take a rest for the night.
"uchinaga said we'll release a new song for the first tour" i looked at winter beside me. she's eating chips and was just about to put one on her mouth when she looked at me, eyes wide open.
"album?"
"no, single track" and she finally ate the chip. "i don't know, the recording would be next weekend"
"what's the???"
"it's tuesday, love" winter just smiled and continued eating while we discussed what was the song about with our bandmates, giselle and ningning through text.
we haven't heard the demo yet but according to the lyrics sent at us, i assume it would be acoustic. i don't know.
"you said you had a story in mind, right? why don't you make lyrics inspired from it and let's see if they could release a song about it too? could be an ost" i suggested because these days, she's busy writing or reading something.
"would they approve though? i have plenty of plots in my mind and lyircs but would they?"
"are you doubting again?" winter raised a chip infront of me, i just opened my mouth and let her put it in. "just try"
