||My Lovers||HisokaxReaderxIllumi

Chapter 26 / Pirates × and × Guesses

Trigger warning!! ANGST!!

It's been about a week since you've left Greed Island and left your home, you finally decided to go home, the aura around you has faded for the most part but is still very prominent. You sit in your car nervously while you look at your front door, you haven't spoken, eaten, drank water, or slept at all since you left and it's really getting to you. Hisoka is worried sick, Illumi is stressed, and Jay is angry. Well that's what you have assumed. You take a deep breath before getting out of your car and letting Prince and Midnight out too.

You walk slowly to the front door, barely having any energy to even stay awake. You unlock the front door and you are greeted by several people in the living room. Hisoka, Illumi, Jay, Itadori, Megumi, and Goji are all talking about you but that don't even notice you walk in so you just gently close the door and they still don't notice your presence.

You walk over to the group slowly before looking down at your feet and tugging gently on Hisoka's shirt, he immediately turns around towards you and everyone looks at you shocked at either you or your aura. "Princess.." Hisoka says gently to you making it feel like he's tugging at your heart strings, it makes you tear up. "I-I- I..." You try to spit out words but you just can't. Hisoka crouches down while everyone surrounds you too, he makes you look at him. He looks worried and tired, he doesn't even have make-up on, gel in his hair, or even his outfit, he looks like a regular, handsome man.

"Baby, what happened?" You close your eyes and take a shakey deep breath before telling him and everyone what happened.

"I- I- I almost killed her.."

"Who did you almost kill?"

"M-Machi.."

"Is that what that call was about and who you met with?" Jay asks curiously watching you with gentle eyes. You nod and sniffle before wiping your tears away. "She kept a secret from me, she didn't tell me that she was alive sooner, she-.. she waited a week to tell me... I told her that if I saw her again, she would know how it truly feels to be helpless at a cold blooded killer.." You close your eyes again before crying crouching down to the floor. Remembering what you told Machi is eating you up inside. At this point you don't care fragile you are or much weakness you're showing.

"Baby-"

"No!" You look at him with tears in your eyes. Everyone flinches at your yell at Hisoka but he continues to look concerned and confused at you. "Don't baby me! You didn't see the fear in her eyes when I was the way I was! No one should feel that way! I never want to make someone feel that way-" You gasp at a pain in the back of your neck and your vision starts to go black, all you can hear is distant yelling and chaos before you fall into a deep darkness.

Hisoka's POV:

"Illumi.. Now.. What do we do when Y/n is breaking down crying or anyway upset?"

"We don't throw a needle at her to make her sleep, we try to calm her down normally.." Illumi says slightly embarrassed while getting scolded by me. We both look at Y/n's sleeping body that I had to carry into our bedroom after he threw the needle at our precious Y/n. Everyone except me was pissed off and yelling at Illumi. I could understand why he did it but he seriously needs to figure that out. We don't even know when she'll wake up next.

God.. Does she know how much I love her? Does she know if she were to die tomorrow, I would kill anyone and everyone who even looked at me? I wouldn't be the same and I don't think Illumi would be either. She has touched our hearts in more ways than we like or admit but it feels nice and scary to love someone and be loved.

I don't think I would mind to settle down with her after I kill Chrollo..

Your POV:

Everything around you is pitch black and you have a tingling feeling on every inch of your body. Where are you? Where is this place? What happened? Why can't you open your eyes no matter how hard you try? Suddenly it becomes very bright and you're in a familiar house. It's your family home you lived in when you were young and you're sitting in the living room watching cartoons. There's a delicious smell coming from the kitchen.