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Chapter 38 / Debate × Among × Zodiacs

As the night time came to end and it slowly became day, you felt a pain deep inside your heart like something of yours was lost. Something was wrong and off but you couldn't put your finger on till you got to the Zoldyck Mansion and watched the news while a butler was fixing you up.

"No.."

Your grandfather was dead. He died with his fight with the King who had died as well. The butler finally finishes patching you up so you start you use your nen ability, Slow Heal, to speed up this healing process more than it already will be as. A tear drops down your cheek as the butler bows to you before he makes his way out and Illumi walks in.

He doesn't say a word just sits next you and pulls you into his embrace. You finally break, sobbing into his embrace. He lays back and pulls you on top of him carefully, holding you close to him as you cried into his chest, gripping his shirt tightly with your fist. "I'm sorry I couldn't be there to save you sooner.." Illumi's voice breaks slightly, pain seeping into his voice.

Illumi broke seeing you emotionally messed up, not only from the pain the Chimera Ants caused but also your grandfather's death. You sat in his arms for a solid hour just with you off and on sobbing but finally you had fallen asleep from all the exhaustion. Illumi sat on the edge of the bed looking at you, sadness slowly spilled into his heart while anger grew. Where was Hisoka? What would he think of all this? Illumi knew he had to go find Hisoka to help him out here.

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You woke up to a thump on your head," Ow- What the-" Your eyes adjust to the surrounding area and you're in an unfamiliar room. In fact looked like an infirmary with a nurse sitting at her desk. She looked up from her notes when she heard the thump and your voice before she gets up and comes over to you," Are you alright, Miss? We're experiencing some turbulence so I'm very sorry that." While she checks your head, you're left their with confusion.

"I'm sorry, I don't think I heard that right.. T-Turbulence?" She smiles sweetly at you briefly," Yes ma'am, you're on a blimp right now, your boyfriend had dropped you off here for now-" You start getting up slowly but she starts to panic a bit. You chuckle before you stretching out and cracking your back and neck.

You eye smile softly and hum quietly as she admired you for a moment," Hey it's alright, I'm gonna go find him, thank you- I never got your name.." She blushes harshly as she snaps out of her thoughts and manages to say her name. "M-M-Momo.." You chuckle slightly as you start walking out. " Thank you Momo, for everything, even though it's your job! Caio!~"

"Now just to find, Illumi.."

You walk around the large blimp finally finding the last area, a bar area. Your eyes find the back of Illumi's head, immediately making you smile and as about you're go over there, your heart drops and you stop dead in your tracks seeing who's right next to him.

"H-H-Hisoka.."

You manage to breathe out. Illumi turns around feeling your presence following in his suit, Hisoka turns around. You manage to not pass out from how hard your heart thumping while your stomach tries to run away. He's in shock seeing the state of you. Last time he saw you, you didn't have all these visible scars and bruises covering your body.

You and Hisoka lock eyes making you even more paralyzed. Illumi sighs softly before saying something to Hisoka and coming over to you. He brings you over to where they were both sitting and sits you in his chair and sits in the other chair, making you sit between the two.

You just stare out the window, not daring looking at Hisoka but he stares at your face with confusion, hurt, anger. You all sit in silence before you feel a familiar hand slowly and gently move your hair out of the way to put his hand on your cheek. Hisoka makes you look at him but when he sees the scars, bruises, your eyes that once shimmered brightly was no quite dull up close, something inside of him breaks and snaps. His hand slightly trembles with emotions on your cheek.