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Isang magandang umaga. Nakatitig ako kay Khaleesi na mukhang pagod na pagod na sa ginagawa niya at mukhang puyat pa.
Hindi maalis ang tingin ko sa kanya habang tutok ang mata niya sa harapan ng laptop niya. Kanina ko pang gustong magsalita at kausapin s'ya dahil mukhang matutuyuan na yata ako ng laway pero mas pinili kong huwag muna dahil alam kong kailangan niya ng mas maraming oras sa ginagawa.
Mag-iisang buwan na simula no'ng unang beses ko s'yang nakausap. Isang linggo matapos 'yon hindi ako nagdalawang isip na umamin sa kanya.
Bakit pa ako magdadalawang isip kung isang taon na rin akong nagtimpi at natorpe?
Gusto ko naman talaga s'ya at sigurado na ako. Malinis ang intensyon ko kay Khaleesi. Sa mga nagdaang araw sa mag-iisang buwan na nakilala mo s'ya mas nakikita ko kung ano 'yung mga katangian niya at lahat iyon ay ikinamamangha ko.
May mga maliliit na bagay akong natutunan sa kanya, isa na doon 'yung deretso s'ya lagi magsalita. Kung anong nasa isip niya, iyon ang sasabihin niya sa 'yo. Minsan nga pakiramdam ko aatakehin ako sa puso dahil sa derekta at walang kasinungalingan niyang sagot sa mga tanong ko na madalas ay kung bakit s'ya nakatitig saakin.
Khaleesi is very studious. When she's studying, she doesn't mind if I talk. One of the things that I like about her is even she was doing something and I'm talking, I knew she's listening. Khaleesi is always soft and calm spoken. She also has soft personality. She doesn't like it if she thinks she did bad to others or she did make others feel bad.
Sometimes when she's rejecting my offer, she'll say sorry two times because she feel like I was disappointed of her rejection.
I was never disappointed every time I have an offer to her, for example bringing her things, and she rejected it. I want to do simple things to her like helping her bring things but she always said no, she can do it alone. I understand. I was never disappointed. I'm even amazed and proud on how she's very independent.
She doesn't usually asked for help if she know she can still do and solve her own problem, but if she knew she already can't she'll not hesitate to asked for help.
And I'm always there.
Always there to help her when she needed me.
I'll support her being independent and babied her when she needed help.
A small amount of time with her makes me knew a lot of things she likes and doesn't like.
And just like what I told her, I wanted to knew things more of her. I wanted to observed more of her.
I already knew how her attitude works. I knew how her expression will changed if she doesn't like what she heard or see or when she's confused and also disagree with something.
Khaleesi doesn't talks a lot but her moves shows a lot of her.
She's so precious that I wanted to take care of her more.
She also valued time. Doesn't like being surrounded of crowd. Doesn't like attention. Doesn't like other flavours of cake. Doesn't like vanilla flavoured in ice cream. She likes strawberry so much. Any food that has strawberry is her favourite. She doesn't like going out. Likes to read. She's also good artist. She draws really well.
She always like it when her hair is in ponytail and I liked it too. Very much because whenever her hair tied up, I could see more of her face.
Walang harang.
Napapaisip tuloy ako. Ano pa kayang malalaman ko tungkol ka kanya kapag mas lalong tumagal na magkasama kami? Alam kong madami na akong nalaman tungkol sa kanya pero interesado pa rin ako sa mga bagay na tungkol sa kanya na baka iilan lang ang may alam o sa sobrang komportableng tao niya lang ipinapakita.
