Fear

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I am afraid.

But I am not afraid of death.

Or war.

Or fighting for an unknown cause.

I am afraid of myself.

My own self-destruction scares me more than anything.

Because when I am angry at someone, I try my best to keep my calm because I don't know if that person can handle the yelling.

The story telling.

The forgetting.

But when I am mad at myself.

There are no limits.

There isn't a boundary.

Because I already know that I deserve each slap.

Each kick.

Each and every scar that decorates my body. I deserved.

Because I was not born to be right.

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