I've gotta hide, I've gotta hide.
I can see the devil staring at me as if I had already died.
I see my fate ahead of me, there will be no wedding.
No wedding ring, no joy to sing of and I'm thinking maybe my life can go in a different direction, like a spinoff.
I cannot, I will not and I certainly do not know what will come of my life if I cut the wires, I might blow.
I looked up to the sky, asking God why he let me get this far when he knew how big of a scar it would leave me with.
I should've told myself that my emotions would leave me feeling as outcasted as John Smith.
I feel like a black sheep among these halls being taunted by the white ones, they make me feel so small.
I feel what I feel and I think what I think, but these sick and twisted little demons make me feel like I'm on the brink of the world's biggest cliff.
About to fall and die.
So be a good friend, and let me hide.
YOU ARE READING
Words.
PoetryThis is a book I write in to relieve my mind of the horror it creates for itself. Poems or not, they're words. Definitions or examples, they're words. My words. Read it or not, they're my words.