Based off of the song "If I Didn't Love You" by Jason Aldean and Carrie Underwood
As I sit here on the sofa I'm staring at my phone screen. The Lock Screen shows me that the time is almost midnight. I'm starting to get worried because my boyfriend Christian hasn't came home yet. Not to mention that I haven't heard from him either, I mean he usually calls or texts me. I think to myself that if he isn't home by midnight which is in 10 minutes then I am going to call him and text one of his teammates that I am friends with.
Once those 10 minutes were up I gave in and called Christian. Of course it went straight to voicemail which can mean 2 things that 1) he is on his phone making a call or 2) his phone is not charged and completely dead. I left a voicemail for him that said "hey Christian it's me. I haven't heard from you in a little while. It's midnight here. I know you were going out to party tonight, but if you need me to come and get you just call or get someone to call me. I love you, bye." I kept it together on the outside but on the inside I was slowly starting to panic because I haven't heard from Christian and I am worried he could be hurt,drunk, or passed out. I then decided to text one of my close friends who also happens to be a teammate of Christian's Ryan Braun. Ryan and I have known each other for years prior to Christian and I ever meeting/getting together.
Kristen: Hey Ry...I have an emergency.
Ryan Braun: Hey Kristen. What's up? Do I need to come over?
Kristen: Not yet I don't think, but I'm starting to get worried. I haven't heard from Christian since before he left to go out to the club tonight.
Ryan Braun: Okay. Let me tell Larisa what's going on and then I'll come over. I'll sit with you and keep you calm while we try and get in touch with Christian.
Kristen: You are the best. I am so grateful and appreciative of you.
Ryan Braun: Love you little sis 💗
After about 10 minutes I heard my doorbell ring. I quickly got up to open the door and there stood one of my close friends mr. Ryan Braun. I then said "oh Ry thank you for coming." He then gave me a hug before saying "it is not a problem at all. You know that I would do anything for you."
-Time Jump- (the Next Morning) When I got up the next morning and turned on my television this is what I saw....
🚨ESPN BREAKING NEWS🚨 Milwaukee Brewers star left fielder Christian Yelich was seen leaving the Opera Nightclub with a mysterious girl. Christian and the mysterious girl were photographed walking out of of the club obviously a little too intoxicated. The couple were also photographed in a hot make out session.
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From what we know about Christian Yelich over the past few years he had a girlfriend by the name of Kristen. As far as we knew they were still together. She has been seen coming to the Brewers games and hanging out with the team and their wags out and around Milwaukee. We know that the girl that is featured in the above picture is definitely not Kristen. Is there trouble in paradise?
After the segment finished on ESPN my so called boyfriend walked through the front door of our shared house. I looked at him and immediately shook my head. Christian then came rushing over to me and saying "baby, baby you have to believe me and not what's being spread about me." I looked at him and said "save it Christian. You didn't even have the decency to even text or call me last night. I was so worried, I even talked to Ryan to see if he knew where you were." Christian tried to extend his hand out and place it on my shoulders but I quickly swatted his hand away. He said "c'mon Kris you know I love you." I just looked at him and shook my head before saying "ugh I can't with you. Until you have better sense to know that I am not worthy of being cheated on you do not deserve me. We are breaking up. Go back to your "mystery girl" from the club."
Christian stood up from the sofa and started walking towards our bedroom. After a few minutes I heard sniffling and the sound of things dropping on the floor. He came out of our room 20 minutes later and had a suitcase packed. He looked at me with tears running down his face and said "I'm leaving. I'm going to stay with Hunter. Just know that I love you Kristen and that I am so sorry" before walking out the door. After he left I just sat there on my sofa and cried.
I guess I was so exhausted from everything that I fell asleep on the sofa. After I woke up I felt a little bit better, but it still hurts that Christian cheated on me though. I decided that to make me feel better I was going to watch some of my favorite movies, eat plenty of snacks, drink lots of wine, and then plan a little rest/relaxation night.
During my late night relaxing I heard my phone ding letting me know that I had a few messages. I had some texts from Ryan and Larissa, Ashlynn, Cameron, and one from Christian (insert eye roll emoji). I responded back to everyone first and left Christian's message last. His message said "Hey Kristen, I just want to again apologize for everything. I know that I am probably the last person that you wanted to even hear from at the moment. I am so sorry about what happened. I was drunk and not thinking clearly. Now that I am staying here at Hunter's I have had time to reflect on what mistake that I have made. I miss you so much and I am so sorry. Maybe over time you can forgive me. Love you babe."
-Time Jump- (1 month later) As I looked at my calendar app on my phone I noticed that it was the start of a new month, with that being said I have been slowly talking to Christian again. After everything that happened I could tell that he truly felt bad about it. Ryan said that everyone could tell that Christian was off of his a-game and was so stressed out. I even got a call from Christian's mom Alecia. After speaking with her, I realized that I needed to work things out with Christian because I missed him and I loved him.
Christian and I have been taking things slow and he has been working to gain his trust back with me. Tonight he is going to come over to the house and pick me up; he has planned a dinner date for us. He wanted to go to one of our favorite Italian restaurants in Milwaukee called Zarletti. When we were together we would always go to that restaurant.
At the restaurant
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After we ate Christian leaned forward and extended his hands out for me to grab. I grabbed both of his hands and placed them in mine. He then looked at me and said " if I didn't love you I wouldn't be sitting here today. I am so grateful for you for letting me have another chance, what I did was a big mistake and I know to never do it again. You mean the absolute world to me. I love you with all of my heart Kristen. Would you do me the honor of being my girlfriend again?" I smiled and said "I love you Christian. Of course I will gladly be your girlfriend again. Now please come back home to me."
A/N: Hope you enjoyed your imagine! So sorry it took so long, I've been theworst at updating. HopefullyI can getanother one out this week, before I head to a college football game this weekend. Thank you so much for all of the votes, comments, andrequests on this book. 💜
