I was still sitting on the same chair as before, my phone laying on the floor after i dropped it and never picked it up. My back was hurting me from how i was leaning on the back of the chair, arms in front of me, without moving. It hadn't been that long since i stopped the call with the other. I couldn't bring myself to listen to them crying as well. And i hadn't heard from Alan too. I didn't even know where i would stay tonight. If i would be able to go back home with my bike or not.
« Judith ? »
I turn to look around, my eyes probably looking dead. Alan was back.
« What ? » My voice was breaking between letters, clear sign that i had been crying my throat out.
« Your motorcycle has been brought here. It is by my car, in the underground parking. »
I turned back to were i was staring at the wall. « Right. Thanks. »
« I also got in contact with Thomas Miller. One of your friend and Hannah's boyfriend, i gathered. A colleague of mine has gone to retrieve them from where they are as he informed me that they didn't have functional cars anymore. »
« Good. »
I honestly didn't care that i sounded disinterested. I was feeling so empty and full of sadness at the same time. I didn't want to talk with anyone right now.
« I took the liberty to tell them that you were here too. They should be back in approximately fifteen minutes. »
I nodded. I brought my sweater sleeve's up to my nose, never caring if i made it messy. That's when a tissue was brought to my eye. I looked up to Alan who was the one to hand me the tissue. « Thanks. »
« You're welcome. » He sat next to me again, looking at me as if he wanted to ask me something. Of course he wanted to ask questions, he's a cop.
« What do you want. »
« There was somebody there right ? The noises i heard weren't the ones of Hannah, weren't they ? »
« And what if there was someone else ? The whole place disappeared in flames Alan ! What ? You want to bring the dead ? ! Alright, do it then ! »
He sighed. « Maybe it wasn't a good idea. I should have know you would have the same temperament in real life than on the phone. »
« Your decision. Your mistake. »
After that, i stayed quiet. Because even if he didn't say anything, he was still a police agent. He backed away when he realized that i wouldn't be talking anymore. In fifteen minutes, ten now, the group would be here. And i would have to be face with reality. How will Jessy react ? Or Lilly ? Would they blame me ?
I was the one who made a mistake. I should have come here much before that.
I must have zoned out at some point, because i was brought back to reality by a bunch of people coming in. Without thinking about it, i tried to turn around so i wouldn't be face to face with them. Because, Jessy, Lilly, Cleo, Dan and Thomas where here.
« Where is Judith Tolis ? ! »
Of course Jessy would be the one in charge. I felt bad for the guy at the front, but only for a split of second.
« Please Miss, calm down. You are in a police station. »
« Right, and i want to know where my friend is ! » Her voice broke and i understood that she was just trying to suppress her sobs. Like i had been minutes before.
Taking pity of the man, i composed myself and turned back to them, standing up. Nobody noticed me until i was the one to speak up.
« I'm here. »
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It's not the same anymore (Duskwood Fanfiction)
FanfictionJudith couldn't believe what had happened in just a couple of hours. All her world just shattered. The fire was still going in front of her eyes as she couldn't bring herself to think. What happened that made her world disappeared ? Why was it happe...
