Peculiar [PSLU #1] [GL]

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⚠️ WARNING: This chapter might contain such elements of abuse, mental health issues, self-harm, suicide and etc. Please read at your own risk.

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"Ano ang kurso na kukunin mo sa upcoming college mo?"

"Architect, Dad." Napapikit ako nang mariin nang biglang kumalabog ang lamesa. He was gritted his teeth hard pero ang nanay ko ay nakatingin lang samin na para bang wala siyang balak pigilan ang ama ko.

"I told you to take Political Science para sumunod ka yapak ko hindi ba?!"

"You are the disappointment in this family, Bianca."

Nuong bata ako kung tratuhin nila ako para akong prinsesa, pero sa bawat taon na lumilipas palala ng palala kung pano nila ako saktan dahil nagsisimula na akong hindi sumunod sakanila.

Namulat ako sa realidad na kahit kailan hindi naging mabait ang ama ko, he was just that dirty politician na kagaya lang rin ng iba. Everything about him was just a two-faced act just because he was a public figure.

"Dapat mong sundin ang ama mo, Bianca. Magpalit ka ng kurso."

They wanted me to be like him, they wanted me to take the steps of becoming a politician too. Pero ayoko, di ako magiging katulad niya.

Kaya natuto ako magisa kumayod para sa sarili ko, I took a lot of part time jobs kahit call center pinatos ko na para lang makapag ipon. Dahil ang gusto ko talaga ay ang maging Architect, it was my dream job but they wouldn't let me take it.

Gusto nila sila nasusunod, just like how the old time goes.

"Do you need help?"

It was the first time that someone lend her hand on me, napasinghap ako nang makita ang kabuuan nito. She was a tall girl na may few blonde highlights sa buhok, she had this amazing eyes na kay ganda at maputing balat na para bang hindi man lang nasisinagan ng araw.

"Miss, are you okay?"

Napabalik ako sa wisyo nang makita itong inilagay ang palad niya sa aking noo.

"I'm o-okay.." Kumunot ang noo niya maybe because I was stuttering pero bigla itong ngumiti.

I felt something in me na hindi ko maintindihan. Her smile suddenly fade away kung ano ang iniisip ko, she has something in her that lit up inside of me.

I had to buy my own condo using my own money that I saved up, oo tumakas ako at hindi ipinaalam yun sa ama ko. I know he would just keep on hurting me mentally, emotionally and even physically. Dahil ayaw niya sa lahat ay ang hindi sumusunod sa gusto niya.

"I told you to take Political Science! Bakit ba hindi mo ko sinusunod!" He hit me on my knees with his golf club, malakas ang pagkakahampas niya sakin na naging dahilan para mapaiyak ako sa sakit.

"Please dad, stop hurting me. Mom save me please!" I pleaded pero tinignan niya lang ako na para bang wala siyang nakikita.

"Tangina mo, Bianca!" He shouted at me, hindi pa siya nakuntento at sinampal ako ng malakas kaya dumugo ang labi ko.

"Hindi ako tutulad sainyo! I will never be like you."

Sa nag daan ng araw wala akong naging kaibigan especially during those first two weeks, ayokong malaman nila na anak ako ng isa sa Senator na wala ibang ginawan kundi makipag plastikan sa buong bayan. Kinakahiya kong Morales ako.