Peculiar [PSLU #1] [GL]

P01

Krystal's POV

It was odd to see this girl infront of me, she smiles as if I'm the most beautiful person that she ever meant. I wonder if her heart beats the same whenever we look at each other. Because I do like the fact that whenever my eyes land on hers, it felt deep and comfortable. It felt just like how home should be.

"You shouldn't be here Krystal", I gasped the moment I heard her voice. It was crucial, pain and agony. I can feel the torments are slowly filling up my body.

This voice, it felt like I heard it before, it felt something inside of me is slowly opening up- like a wound that I had been hiding for years.

"Mahal, wake up. You do not belong here." 

I tried to get a hold of her hand, but she wouldn't just let me read her emotions nor she didn't want me to touch even a bit of her skin, as I tried once again to get a grip of her I can feel that there was like a liquid feeling beneath my palms.

it was a blood, full of blood.

I suddenly woke up with a feeling of a heavy headache. My eyes begins to turn into watery as it felt that my nightmares still keep on bugging me whenever there's a rain. I don't know what happened before but my mom told me that I got into a car accident when I was about to turn into a third year student.

Maybe that is why I am still having these thoughts that maybe I have suffered from minor memory lost or just another nightmare because I do hate bloods. Naalala ko parin naman kasi ang iba sa past ko but for some reasons hindi ko maalala ang ibang memories ko nung first year at ibang parts nung 2nd year, kalahati lang ang naalala ko dito.

Although may iba akong glimpse of memories pero alam kong may mali, may kulang.

"Anak, it is still slightly raining outside. Do you still want to go to school? I could ask the school to make you get excuse for today." I got up and slightly open the door for my mom and painted some small smiles in my face.

Ayokong nag aalala sakin si mama. She knows how much I love the feeling of rain but also the same as how much I hate it. Pretty confusing right?

"Hindi na ma, baka mawala na yan. Konting patak nalang naman na." 

Ever since the car incident happen. My mom would always fetch me and bring me to my school to make sure I'm safe pero minsan driver nalang namin naghahatid lalo na kung meron itong importanteng meeting.

I guess driving by myself caused me a huge trauma but I am working on it. I am trying.

Huminga ako ng malalim bago kunin ang mga damit na susuotin ko sa school, saktong first day naman ngayon kaya di na ako nag abala pang hanapin ang school uniform ko. Pwede naman ang casual clothes kapag first day namin. Saka ako pumunta sa restroom para makapag shower na.

I don't want to be late on my first day of school considering na maganda records ko and ito ay malinis. I do like studying a lot just like how I love arts, binabalak ko kasi na mag summa cum laude pagka graduate namin. Yes that's right,  first day namin ngayon as 4th year students and I am currently taking up Architecture.

My mom are known for this field while my dad is currently a engineer. Hindi naman nila ako pinilit na itake tong kurso to siguro dala narin ng admiration sakanila dahil nakita ko kung gaano sila ka passionate dito.

"Anak, enjoy your first day. Know that I am still gonna be proud of you and I am, I just can't believe that my daughter ay malapit na mag graduate." Maluha luha nitong sabi.