Us Against All Odds (En)

Si jamais j'oublie

Happiness was as fleeting as a shooting star in the sky and could disappear at any moment.

Nicholas Sparks

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/flashback/

It had been a few days since Maya and Carina got engaged. They talked about the future while sitting on the couch.

- "do you really not want a child?"

-"I don't think so. At least not right now. Do you really want some?"

- "before you, no, I even once told Dr. Grey if she wanted my coffee because 'thank God I didn't have kids'... So she deserved my coffee. And I was dating Arizona at the time and she has a daughter you know... I think she didn't take it well... And then my Andrea saved my life, he came with his girlfriend at that time... Sam... I gave her a hard time..."

-"You and Dr. Robbins..." Maya said, not at all pleased.

-"I was not in love with her... If that makes you feel better. I had affection for her but that's all... Nothing more"

- "and so now you want children?"

- "you told me once that you didn't want to do things basically with me and that you wanted to do everything with me. And I want to do everything with you... And I would like to start a family with you..."

-"I'm jealous... And I don't want to share you. Carina I love you... I want you only for me"

- "What if something happens to me? Wouldn't you like to have a human being to remember our love?"

- "but I don't want anything to happen to you"

-"I don't want anything to happen to you either. But you are in a risky business..."

- "I'm a captain now"

- "and then... Vic's fiancé he was Fire Chief"

- "you have a point. So that's your biggest fear, that one of us will die?"

-"I think... Or that you forget me, or that I forget you"

-"I would be afraid to forget you, you have brought me so many things, I have evolved so much in your presence. You have turned my life upside down and I am eternally grateful. I wouldn't want to go back to the person I was before".

- "I love you Bambina"

- "If one day I lose my memory and forget you, would you hit on me again? Or would you tell me you're my wife?"

- "I wouldn't be allowed to tell you we're married... I'm a doctor, it's not necessarily recommended"

-"And you would hit on me? Again ... ?"

-"I will try to win your heart a second time... But what do I do if you don't want me anymore?"

- "just... Physically, I would like you. Don't get me wrong, I'm not in love with you for your looks... But I assure you that at first, I would be attracted by your physique so... Perfect."

- "yet the first time, you didn't say yes right away..."

-"I had a doubt about your intentions towards me... But after your smirk... I cracked"

- "I'd hit on you then"

Maya then began to hum as they looked each other in the eye:

'Rappelle-moi le jour et l'année
Rappelle-moi le temps qu'il faisait
Et si j'ai oublié,
Tu peux me secouer