Wanda and Nat finally arrived at the airport, leaving the rental car in its designated spot before going into the airport. Wanda held Nat close, aware of the many people around.
Before long they were surrounded with people, not only paparazzi but also fans and haters. "Did your brother Pietro really die?"
"What's it like living in the stark tower?"
"Over here, look at this camera!"
"It's your fault all of those people died!"
"Your my hero I love you so much!"
"What we're your test results?"
"Is it true that your a little?"
Questions kept coming, about Nat and Wanda and all the other avengers. Wanda managed to keep her cool but Nat on the other hand was starting to panic. Her breathing became shallow as she held tighter onto Wanda.
Wanda quickly gathered what was happening and pushed past everyone, trying to get away from them. She quickly saw a worker and looked at them for help. The worker immediately nodded and started speaking on the phone, making security come and hold the people back.
The kind woman helped them both to a separate lounge, letting Nat have her panic attack in private.
It only took a few minutes to calm down, but it was too overwhelming for both of them to go back there.
"You okay?" Wanda asked, looking at Nat worried. "They know I'm a little..." Nat cried, tears making their way down her cheeks. "They know I'm a weak little baby." She started to sob.
Wanda quickly let go of her hand and held her face, gently but so they were looking into each other's eyes. "Natasha Romanoff. Being a little does not make you weak, it does not make you fragile and it does not make you a lesser human being." Wanda said, wiping Nat's cheeks with her thumbs.
"Now I want you to repeat after me, okay?" She said and Nat nodded, tears still falling from her eyes. "I am beautiful."
"I am beautiful." Nat replied in a shaky voice.
"I am strong." Wanda carried on.
"I am strong."
"I am amazing."
"I am amazing."
"I am worthy."
"I am worthy."
"I am not weak."
"I am not weak."
"I am not a lesser person because I am a little."
"I am... I am not a lesser person because I am a little."
"Good job, once more. I am not a lesser person because I am a little."
"I am not a lesser person because I am a little."
Wanda smiled at this and nodded before carrying on.
"My mama loves me."
"My mama loves me."
"And I love myself."
"And I love myself."
"You did such a good job okay?" She said and Nat nodded, wiping her eyes after wanda let go of her face.
After a few minutes Nat looked over at Wanda and she could feel herself start to slip. "Mama... mama sad?" She asked, looking at Wanda, who was wiping her own tears away.
"Mama doesn't like seeing her baby sad, but she's very very glad her baby tells her when something is wrong." Wanda replied, kissing Nat on the cheek.
"Baby'irl yuves mama." Nat said hugging her, tucking her head into the crook of her neck. Wanda hugged Nat back, holding her head in place. She rocked gently as they both stopped crying. "Mama loves you too babygirl." Wanda finally replies, pulling away from Nat to wipe both of their tears.
It only took ten minutes or so for the woman to come back in and let them know that their flight was now boarding. They both quickly went through a private security check before getting on the plane.
Although it was a normal plane, Nat felt safer knowing she was in it rather than out with all of those people again. She couldn't deal with that again.
Although a few people would probably come up to them or whatever, they could be at peace to a certain extent.
Wanda sat in the middle while Nat sat next to the window, wanting to look out and see the clouds. As Nat looked out the window, Wanda lay her head back, closing her eyes but not sleeping. Nat held Wanda's hand in her own, tightly. Although she wasn't scared of flying, she was scared of people and being away from Wanda.
She was in her big headspace again which calmed her nerves slightly, she felt a lot better about being in an airplane while she was big juste incase someone were to come over and talk to them.
About halfway through the flight there was a tap on Wanda's shoulder. She opened her eyes to see a blonde woman with a small boy. "Hello, I'm so sorry for waking you but my son really wanted a picture with you if you wouldn't mind..?" She says, looking at Wanda and Nat with a smile.
Wanda smiled back and looked at the boy who had huge eyes and a big smile on his face. "Of course, I'll take a picture with him. Did he want one with her too or..?" She asked, gesturing to Nat.
"If that's not an issue." She said with a smile again. "Not at all." Nat responds, turning to the woman and standing up. They both go next to each other, Nat stood next to where Wanda's sat and the little boy infront of them. The mum took a few photos before putting her phone in her pocket again, smiling at the two women.
"Thank you so much!" She says, holding her hands together. "Thank you!" The little boy says before turning to them with a huge smile on his face. "Your welcome little dude, what's your name?" Nat asks, crouching down to his level.
"Joey." He responds, looking through his rectangle glasses at the woman. "That's an awesome name, thank you for letting us take a picture with you Joey, your an awesome little dude." Nat says, giving him a fist bump.
He leaves with his mom after a few more words and Nat sits back down, looking out the window. Wanda lays her head back again, closing her eyes but not sleeping.
After an hour or so they start to land. Normally this stuff would freak Nat out, but she's been on planes loads of times so it doesn't upset her anymore.
They grab their bags before bracing themselves for the paparazzi. They walk out to loads of people flashing lights at them and asking random questions about anything and everything, even a few fans.
As they walked past they saw a few people with pens and paper. Although they felt bad, they didn't sign them. Nat was on the verge of another panic attack and Wanda wasn't too far off one either. Both woman made their way to happy, who had the car, and made their way home.
It was only a short drive but Nat thought it was too long. As soon as she got home she ran to her room and jumped onto her bed, beyond happy that she was in her own bed.
"You sleeping in here tonight or in my room?" Wanda asks, seeing Nat laying in her own room instead of where they usually sleep. "I'm gonna sleep in my own bed tonight... if that's okay?" She said, unsurely.
"Of course, do you want me to come on or would you rather just a night alone in your own bed?" Wanda says, knowing sometimes you need some alone time. "Can I stay by myself? Just for tonight." She says, not wanting to stay away from Wanda for too long.
"That's fine, I'll be in my room and have my phone on me if you need me, okay?" Wanda says, going in and kissing Nat's forehead. "Thank you... goodnight." Nat says, laying down.
"Goodnight Nat, love you."
"Love you."
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Heart of stone
FanfictionWanda had been living in the tower with some of the other avengers. Although she is a caregiver she doesn't have a little. Nat was a secret little. Although the avengers knew about it she hated showing her little self. She became closed off and dep...
