Heart of stone

Therapy?

Nat woke up the next morning on Wanda's chest, feeling slightly big. She didn't move, she didn't want to. She wanted to feel Wanda's love, and she could from here. She loved it. She saw Wanda doing stuff on her phone, looking at it very intently. She didn't think much of it though and settled back into her comfy spot.

"Goodmorning baby..." wanda whispered, kissing nats head. She knew she was awake but let her snuggle for a while longer , lord knows they both needed it.

After hours of research wanda had finally found a therapist that she thinks could help Nat. The therapist was called Violet, she was in her 40s and Wanda had been messaging her, booking sessions and finding out about her. She wanted to make sure Nat would feel safe and had someone she could talk to, someone who could help her.

During this time of thinking, Nat had managed to slip into little space and felt sad that she wasn't getting any attention from her mama.

"Mama?" She whispered, the atmosphere around them still mellow. "Yes my love?" Wanda said, immediately putting her phone down. Nat smiled and pulled at Wanda's shirt gently, Wanda smiled and gently lifted her baby to be across her lap before lifting her shirt.

Nat latched on quickly and suckled hungrily. She closed her eyes and enjoyed the feeling of milk coating her throat.

"Baby mama has some stuff to talk to you about okay?" Wanda said, gently combing her fingers through Nats hair. "Today we're going to see a really nice lady that mama has been talking to." She carried on, letting Nat nurse as she spoke. "And this lady is for you to talk to. She might be able to help you with everything going on in here," she pointed to Nats head. "And after a little while, it might make your heart feel better too."

Nat kept nursing. She knew that her mama wouldn't put her in any bad situations but she didn't know about new people. "After you're finished nursing can we get you ready so we can go and see her?" Nat nodded and nuzzled into Wanda as best she could, her latch still strong.

After five or so minutes Nat had finished and Wanda managed to get them both ready. Nat wanted to stay big but Wanda knew that the stress of today would cause some unwanted slips. Especially because Violet worked with Littles a lot she had a very safe and comforting aura about her, even when her and Wanda were talking.

As Wanda loaded Nat into the car she got an uneasy feeling, she was still worried that this might not help Nat, and wouldn't know where to go if Nat needed even more help. Even with her worries, she drove. Nat needed help and she was willing to try anything.

They arrived at a clinic, although it was pretty far for them to drive for only an hour or so, Wanda was hoping it would be worth it.

She helped nat out the car and held her hand as they walked in, thankful nobody had told press about their whereabouts. She knew they wouldn't be, but these days you can never be sure, people will do anything for their five minutes of fame.

"Hi, we're here for Violet?" Wanda said at the front desk, watching as Nat looked around anxiously. She could tell she was trying her hardest to stay big, even if it wasn't working too well.

"Last name?" The lady at the desk asked in a bored voice. "Romanoff."
"Please take a seat, Violet will be out to see you soon."

Wanda lead Nat to the waiting area, holding her hand tightly. "Wanda I wanna go home..." Nat whispered as she looked at other people waiting. Some of them looked like Littles too, some of them just looked sad. Some looked scary, some of them were still children. It broke nats heart.

"I know baby, we can go home after we have seen Violet okay? I promise you that we don't have to come here again if you really don't want to, just try it once Okay?" Wanda said, making Nat nod. "Okay mama."