Fat Girl In A Little Coat

Part 27

"I'm not drunk Billy!" I shouted out my window. I didn't care if the world heard it, they don't know what him and I are talking about. We had more beer downstairs as I was mocking Billy. "Don't blame me for ehat they did to you. Oh shut the fuck up. You don't know that shit and hell I went through." I opened up another beer. "Screw you. I don't drink." Putting the beer bottle down. Crossing my arms as I started to cry. "I'll come get you if I don't. Bullshit, all of it.. he's leading you on Tory.. No tears for that asshole."

I went upstairs to see if Steve and Nancy are awake and they are there having sex... good for them.. I curled up, wishing that Billy was back in my room to tell him everything, but this man.. this man.. No he doesn't need to know my life story. I'll just ignore him like I did today. I didn't eat after that, I went to sleep, you couldn't tell me that the room world shook.

Waking up with the worst headache it wasn't a hangover I had one of those before with my father when he made me drink. I went with Steve to school, today was going to be a game, the boys I guess were happy about it. Steve wasn't as much but he always gets over it one way or another. I lost my color in the skin as I wore my sweat shirt, it was hot in there, but I was cold. After his shower, Billy sat right beside me as Tommy was standing right in front of us.

"You coming to our game tonight?"

"No." I was focusing on not trying to fall asleep.

"Tommy, can you grab my bag from my locker please?" Tommy was more happy to do it. Tommy was the puppy of Billy's it was funny to watch. "Why not Mayflower? Hangover?"

"No, I had those before and this isn't it. Besides, I really don't care for sports."

"Is your Pipi going to be home?"

"No." Ugh so that means I do have to go shit!

"Well you know the rules better than I do. And if I recall you have to go if Pipi isn't home."

I stood up as I saw Barb and Nancy. "If you think that I'm coming for you, I'm not." I walked off.

Billy stopped me as he was in front of me now. "Here." He hands me a ticket. "My dad nor Susan will come, besides Max has to come as well."

"And you want me to babysit her huh?" I see that Tommy comes back, Ugh. "Fine." I took it before he could see or do anything. "I'm not doing this for you, just remember that." Then I walked away from him and Tommy so fast that I ran out of breath.

Nancy looked at me. "You alright?"

"Never drinking again."

Barb and Nancy both laughed. Ignoring Billy was somewhat smart but I kinda regret it because he just looked sadder, so we were alone in class. "So ignoring me again?"

"No, Billy. I haven't felt well since yesterday. Before you came."

"Then why drink?"

"Why care?"

"Because I know the real story Tory, what happened with you and your dad."

What? Steve? No... Who? "Who told you?"

"One of the adults, they were talking about it. Why couldn't you tell me?"

Oh god why are they talking about it now? Maybe he didn't get caught. "Billy, how could I?" I looked over as I had a minute. "It's something you don't go talking about. I don't blame you or anyone else. I only blame myself and him." Teachers walked into the room as I took my seat that was far from him. Well if he knows what's going to happen? Nothing good can come out of this.

Leaving the school after the final bell, I made it out of here as fast as I could not because of what Billy said. But why are people talking about it still? Is there more news that Hopper and Steve along with Pipi that they aren't tell me?

Steve went to his car as he saw my note we drove off as fast as we could. "Why in gods name are they still talking about this?"

"Are you sure that is what he said to you?"

"Yes! Has he escaped again, cause there is no anniversary about this."

"Maybe they heard also that he had escaped and that they found him and that was that?"

"But the whole story Steve?"

"Maybe Billy asked."

"Oh god why would he ask?" My hands covered my face. "I hate being me."