Fat Girl In A Little Coat

Part 53

"So we're having a sleepover right?"

"Yes Max." I haven't seen this girl overly excited in a long time. Steve took us to the back way were we didn't have to pay for tickets.

"We can get ice cream after this. My treat."

"Alright." I wasn't going to fight with her on that.

AS we sat down there was Billy sitting with Heather. We were in the back as we tried to stay quiet. It was kinda hard not too. The farther the way we are. He won't bother us. Movie starts, we would laugh so hard. I think I felt Billy watching us. Well your loss buddy have fun.

When the movie was over we had ice cream and sat down as we waited for Steve to get of work. "Why is Billy trying so hard for you?"

"What are you talking about Max?"

"He didn't have a date tonight and he's here with Heather."

"Look I have no idea why he stopped coming around. And now he's acting like a child. But I promised myself, he isn't on what he says that he is. Caring and kind. He's a fuck boy that he can walk around on girls and not caring who he hurts along the way."

Steve brought us ice cream. "So Pipi isn't going to be home. Good thing that you are spending the night with Max."

"Oh let me guess, you are taking Laurie out from something romantic."

"So what if I am."

"All I'm saying Steve, thank god and don't hurt her. She's really sweet and caring."

"I know." Rolling his eyes.

"The two of you really look out for each other."

"Well to servie in our family you kinda have too."

"Shit.." Max whispered.

"What? I whispered back.

"Billy."

"Ugh.."

Billy got ice cream for Heather and himself, Robin who also works with Steve took the order. "So what shall we do tonight, oh princess Max?" I was over it. Moving on.

"Talking about boys." We both giggled.

"Boys it is."

In Max's room we talked for hours we didn't know if Billy came or stayed out for the night. I went to the bathroom, I sighed as washed my hands. Billy was in front of the door.

"It's not nice to tease me like this."

"Tease you?" How am I doing that?

"Yes. You come over here and take care of my sister and act like what we have in nothing?"

"Whoa, whoa. Billy. I'm sorry. What did we have Billy? Who was teasing who sir? You stopped coming around. You stopped being there when I needed you. I moved on Billy, just like you. You are like everyone else in this place. You used me until, you didn't need me anymore. And then when you do. You act if it was my fault." I shook my head. "Oh but if I so called teased the keg king, I'm horribly sorry."

"Don't talk like that to me."

"And how should I talk to you, oh mighty one?" Pushing back into the bathroom.

"I was going through shit."

"No, no. I heard that one before Billy. WE were in a better place to talk about shit like that. You pushed me away, so here is me pushing back Billy. I don't want you. I can't have you. I'm not yours like you are not mine. We have to come back down to earth Billy. And we both did. I hit earth this morning. And it sucks. It's called like and we move on just like the world does." My heart aches for him. I want to hit him shake him and ask him why. I won't.

Shutting the door and locking it. My dad did this to me before, I won't panic. He sat on the edge of the toilet. "You're right... I've told you things that only you wanted to hear. Hell even I wanted to hear. There are no words for my actions on how I treated you. I... I went through something as well. That I thought a man or boy, whatever you want to call me . Should never tell his girl. Even if he wanted to." Licking his lips. " I don't know what I want in life anymore.."

"You mean scared to be with me? Is that it?"

"No, god no. I want to be with you. I get worried sick and I shouldn't. That if you did something that made me so angry that I would hit you or hurt you. I know excuses, excuses. I'm awful. Everyone sees it. That if I continue being that guy, the people would be running or not trying."

I'm not buying any of this. I want to. "You said that last time as well Billy. If you didn't want to be around anymore, then you should had said so. Then for me waiting for you. Crying for you. It's over Billy. I won't stand in your way on being with people that you are into. I'll have the window locked from now on. So you don't have to worry about anyone getting in." Please let me go.

"I still do Tory."

"What did, Mrs. Wheeler and Heather say something that hurt your feelings?" He got angry stood right to my face. Yeah my dad did this to, to make me crack. "You can lie to yourself. If there was truly something going on. You could had told me and I'd still love you, but I won't be someone's second choice because someone hurt your pride."

I unlocked the door as Billy let me go free.