Like a cockroach, Always Survives

134. Stefan S. & Kai P. | Memory Spell

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Request: Hi beautiful! I wanted to request a oneshot where the reader is dating Stephan. But she ends up with a sier bond to Kia who's in love with her. Thank you so much 💕

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You had never thought that this was going to happen, It wasn't ever supposed to happen but here you were listening to Stefan tell you that you died and Kai had decided that he didn't want you to so he brought you back. You weren't even aware that you and Kai were ever that close you didn't even know him before he came back from the Prison World, you had grown up in Portland but you don't remember ever meeting him or the rest of the coven, you didn't even know about the Supernatural back then, you were just a kid back then you moved to Mystic Falls when you were 6 or 7 years old.

"(Y/N) are you okay?" Stefan asked.
"Why did he save me?" You asked. "I don't even know him."
"I don't know, none of us do, no one else has seen him since," Stefan answered.
"So then what was the point, Stefan I don't even know if this is what I want." You gripped at the covers over your legs before looking back at him "but I don't want to die if it meant that you owed him something for nothing."
"(Y/N) that's not the choice that you need to be making, you need to decide whether you want to be a vampire or not." He answered.
"You'll be here?" You asked.
"Always." He nodded.
"Then I guess this is okay." You nodded as you leaned over grabbed the blood bag that he held in his hands.

It was a couple of months before you saw Kai again, or more to the point it was a couple of months before he approached you and by that point, you had realised something that you didn't want to admit but you spent a lot of time thinking about, you liked to convince yourself that it was just because he was the one that had turned you and you didn't know the reason why but still when he sat in front of you there was a feeling that you couldn't describe blooming in your chest "What do you want?" You asked as you looked up from your work spread out on the table in front of you.
"I just wanted to see how you were getting on." He answered with a shrug.
"After you turned me into a vampire?" You asked.
"They told you that I saved you?" He asked, you looked at him for a second and realised that he seemed genuinely shocked by that.
"You thought that they would lie?" You asked.
"You think they wouldn't, I figured that you saint of a boyfriend would think that it would do you more harm to know." Kai explained with a shrug "but since you do know your probably wondering why I brought you back."
"Are you going to tell me?" You asked.
"You wouldn't believe me if I did," He smirked and you glared at him as you leaned back in your chair.
"Then get lost." You ordered as you turned your attention away from him.
"You really shouldn't turn away from me like that." He warned and you looked up at him almost immediately. "I didn't say that I wasn't going to tell you, just that you weren't going to believe me... At least not right now."
"Why not right now?" You asked.
"Well, you used to know me." He shrugged "when we were kids, we were pretty close back then."
"So why don't I remember you?" You asked.
"I don't really know that myself but since your a vampire it's not compulsion, it has to be a memory spell." He answered with a shrug. "Your parents never talk about Portland do they?"
"What does that have to do with anything?" You asked.
"Well, it means that they know about the memory spell or the same one was used on them." He explained, "but there is no need to worry about them, all I cared about you."
"Aww, I'm flattered" You answered sarcastically.
"Look I'm not going t force you to do anything but if you want to know what it is that everyone had made you forget... Drink this." He slid a vial across the table once he was done talk and then stood up to leave.

After he left you did too, making your way to Stefan's house to explain everything that happened with Kai "What you think that you can trust him?" Damon asked.
"There's something that's been bothering me since I was turned into a vampire." You answered with a sigh. "I wrote it off as just not knowing the circumstances of him wanting to keep me alive but it's always been something else, there was an emptiness that just sat in my chest it was always there like I was missing something and there was only one time that it wasn't."
"When?" Elena asked.
"When he was sitting right in front of me." You answered honestly. "I think there was something more there and the only way that we are ever going to know is if I drink that."
"(Y/N) that could kill you," Stefan said and you shook your head.
"No it could hurt real bad but there's no way that it's going to kill me. I want this feeling gone and there is only one way that I'm going to know is this." You picked up the vial and took the cap off downing it before anyone could stop you. At first, there was nothing but then memories rushed at you at a mile a minute you knew Kai, you had been more than friends with him before they sent him off and because they couldn't tell you what happened they erased all memories of him from your mind and suggesting that you move away, the feeling in your chest was a sire bond that you didn't want. Tears welled in your eyes and you clenched your fist.
"(Y/N)?" Stefan asked as he stepped forward but you stepped back.
"I'm sorry." You bit your lip. "I wanted to be wrong but I'm not."
"What's wrong?" Stefan asked.
"It's a sire bond." You answered. "I knew him before he went to the prison world, they took my memories of him so I'd never come looking or ask about him again."
"(Y/N) calm down," Stefan said softly.
"I don't want it but he's never going to let me get rid of it. I-I'm just going to be stuck with him, what if he realises what that means." Your mind started to reel.
"(Y/N) look at me!" Stefan ordered and your eyes moved to him. "I promise you that we'll help you find a way to get rid of this okay?" He asked and although you didn't believe that there was any way that you were going to get out of this you answered.
"Okay."

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You should have known that this would have started something, Kai came to check up on you a few days after you had drunk the potion, he didn't know what you had decided to do so, of course, he was going to come and find you, by then you were starting to realise that there was something more than just knowing each other back then, you were kids so neither of you really thought about it and you assumed that Kai had thought about it a lot when he was alone while they took your memories from you and you lived your life as if nothing had changed.

When Kai sat in front of you again you smiled without thinking "so you drank it?" He asked and it was then that you caught yourself but you couldn't find it in you to feel bad for smiling at him.
"You killed them all, that was why they made me forget." You said and he nodded.
"I don't really understand why, it's not like you could have gotten me back." He shrugged.
"They probably wanted to make it seem like you never existed." You answered "and I kept asking questions."
"Questions?" He asked.
"You just disappeared and I wanted to know where you went but most people pretended that I hadn't asked about you, Jo did want to tell me but your Dad stopped her and that was when they wiped my memories." You explained and he smiled when you shrugged.
"What are you going to do now?" He asked. "You know with the sire bond it's going to be hard for you to be with him, I mean you feel better when I'm around don't you?"
"I don't know what you're talking about." You dismissed his accusation but he just smirked as he leaned forward.
"Tell me the truth." He ordered and you but your lip before you finally answered:
"I feel better when you're around."
"Don't you want to feel that way all the time, I never stopped thinking about you, there were only 2 things that I wanted to do when I got back here and that was kill the rest of my family and then find you." He explained.
"Why?" You asked.
"Because you understood me, you were never scared of me and you listened to me, I was a person to you I was Kai." He answered.
"So what happens if I say no?" You asked.
"Then you say no." He answered.
"What? You're not going to force me to come with you?" You asked.
"I want you to want to come with me otherwise it'll be no fun." He smirked and you frowned.
"What's going to be more fun?" You asked.
"Can't tell you that until you join me." He smiled as he leaned over and pressed a kiss to your cheek before getting up and leaving your eyes followed him out as Stefan walked in, he looked over at you as if you make sure that you were okay and you smiled at him as he walked over.
"What happened?" He asked.
"He wanted to see if I took the potion." You answered.
"And?" Stefan asked.
"We talked about Portland and everything, he told me that he knew about the sire bond." You said and Stefan nodded.
"He didn't make you do anything? He didn't ask you to do anything?" He asked.
"Not yet, he said it's more fun when I want to leave you guys." You answered.
"So he wants you to leave?" He asked and you shrugged.
"Looks like it, but he said that he wasn't going to force me to leave, I don't know how long this is going to last though." You sighed.
"Well don't worry I know that it's easy for me to say that but we haven't stopped looking for a way to get rid of it," Stefan promised, you looked at the door of The Grill and nodded smiling but you found yourself wondering if that was such a good idea, he was after all the first person that you ever loved and the memories that you had told you that he wasn't a bad guy.