I Thought You Said it was Easy. (A Union J Fanfic)

Chapter 15

Chapter 15:

*Still the first week*

*Tuesday*

Megan’s P.O.V

After Costa yesterday, I just hung out with the lads in my room, I was slowly becoming more relaxed around them, but I still wasn’t that comfortable.  After breakfast I went up to my room and made contact with everyone from home. As I facebooked Jade and Bella I began to feel homesick and tears started sliding down my cheeks. It was tough being so far away from home at only 16, before I realised it, it was time for lunch, although I wasn’t very hungry so I decided to skip it. I heard a knock at the door and I heard JJ shout “You coming down to lunch Megan?” “Erm, no, I think I’ll pass” I sniffed. Fudge. I sniffed, they’re gonna know why I was crying. “Open the door, Megan.” I heard Jaymi shout. Fudge. I can’t let him see me like this. “Now, Megan” Jaymi boomed, I was left with no choice.  Each one of the boys gave me a hug. “Guys, I don’t need your self-pity, I’m fine” Good Job Megan, you sounded convincing there. “Megan, we are your friends and, we don’t want you upset” Josh mentioned. “Look, guys, I’m just a bit homesick, alright? Go have lunch I'm not hungry.” I put on a fake smile as the boys left my room. I closed the door and lay on my bed and just bawled my eyes out.  I don’t know why things are just so overwhelming at the moment. Man-up Megan you can do this! I tidied myself up and headed downstairs. It wouldn’t be long before I was going to get recognised in the street so I decided to do some sightseeing. I went on the big red, double-decker bus that travelled around London. It was nice to sit and relax in the fresh air. When I got back to the hotel it was dinnertime and I was hungry. I went into the bar and got a sandwich to bring up to my room. I can’t eat big portions of food now because I need to lose weight if I’m going to be on T.V every week. I ate my sandwich and fell asleep whilst watching some movies.

*Wednesday*

Today, Tulisa was back in the UK she’s been spending the last couple of week in St.Lucia on holiday. She asked me, Lucy and Jade out to lunch. I got up at about 10 and went down to breakfast. I came back up to my room to get showered and dressed. I sing different songs whilst getting ready, whatever pops into my head. I decided to put my hair is a plait to the side. I wore a dark pink skater skirt and a black lace top that has three quarter length sleeves. I wore black heels and had skin coloured tights on as well as it is getting quite chilly. I put on some concealer, foundation, blush, eye shadow, eyeliner and mascara. I grabbed my bag before I left. I took one last glance in the mirror. Ugh I looked huge, I hate my legs, and they’re so fat. I didn’t have time to change anyways. I rather just hang about my room in trackkies and a hoody.

After lunch, I just came back to my hotel and played my guitar. It was my escape at the moment. I would just play guitar and sing and I would feel slightly better. I went to the gym at dinnertime when it was nice and quiet. I needed to lose this fat A.S.A.P!

*Friday*

I hadn’t spoken to the Union J boys since Tuesday. I wasn’t avoiding them, but I wasn’t exactly looking for them. They know. They know that I cry most days, because I’m homesick and lonely. I don’t want their self-pity. I hate when people give me their self-pity. I prefer to be on my own, that way no one can hurt me.

After breakfast, I sat on my laptop in my jammies. My phone buzzed. I got a text, it was from Tulisa. Woah, this was surreal, I’m getting a text from a famous singer. “Wakey Wakey Megan, Coming 2 de hotel in a hour! T xx” Fudge. Tulisa is coming in an hour and I look awful. I took a quick shower and threw my hair up into a messy bun. Fudge it. She is probably coming up to my room, I’ll stay in my trackkies and hoody. I just sat on my laptop waiting for Tulisa to arrive.