Sebryan

Chapter 17

Let me just say, Tennis. Wooh takes all my time up, sorry about the late update babes.
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Oliver's Pov
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Everyone is in the living room for the 9am meeting. Luckily it's just a checkin to see what's going on. Right now I'm not sure what we're waiting for, but everyone seems to be quiet.

But hey I'm not complaining, I need the silence.

I'm not sure on how I feel anymore. When me and regie became friends I considered him my bestfriend, he always helped me with problems, he knows how to make me laugh and feel safe, and his smile lights up my world.

I could have a bad day, and all I need to here is Oli, coming from his mouth and it makes me happy. I don't know what it is about him that makes him so different then everyone else.

Ever since we've been partnered as roommates I can't help but feel like something has changed. Not in a bad way, but I'm not sure if it's a good thing either. I don't know what it is but, ever since regie asked why I never tried to talk with the girls who dmd me I've been wondering. Why haven't I?

That was a few days ago. Now I think I know why. But I'm not sure if anyone, Especially regie would like that answer.

What if I like guys? What if it was a a specific guy that I wanted? Would he hate me? Would my friends; my family hate me? Will seb still consider me his brother? Will he not love me anymore? And what about me and regies friendship.... What if he doesn't feel the same way and I screw it up.

All of this is too much to handle, and with multiple people in this house it makes it hard to even think. Why is it the one time I need them to block me from my thinking, they all go silent?

Speaking of, what's wrong with everyone?
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Regies pov
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All night I kept tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep. Oliver Moy was the cause of it. He's clouded my mind in more ways then one. All I can think about is his beautiful smile, and the way his eyes light up when I see him, the way his laugh calms me down even when I'm pissed.

He has this effect that I didn't know anyone could have on me.

I know I'm a sus person, but when it comes to
Him it makes me nervous to do those things with him. He makes me nervous around him, and it's been happening even more ever since we've been roommates. We cuddle so much more now, it's become the only way I can sleep.

Oli couldn't sleep either and I'm Not sure why, I just hope he's okay. What if Oli hates me, what if I do have feelings for him, but not in the friend way, will people judge me? Idc if anyone does. The only people that matter is Nsb which is my family, my other family, and of course him. I love him to much to lose him.

I can't say anything, it will only ruin our friendship.
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Kanes pov
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I'm lost. Maybe it's because I slept the wrong way, which made my back hurt even more
, that it's causing me to be confused. But I could have sworn I knew everything that happened around here. So why does it seem like something big happened that I don't know of.

Dam it. I knew I shouldn't have played the game with Angel all night. Why am I so competitive.

Maybe I should just sit here and watch everything play out, maybe I'll figure out what happened last night.
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Angels pov
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What the fuck is happening?
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*😭ah Angel so clueless my sweet angel, pun intended*
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Justin's pov
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He kissed me.

Darren kissed me, and I kissed him back.

Why did he pull away? Was I not good at it? Did he not like it? Does he regret it? What if our friendship is ruined!

I tried to talk about it, but he just shushed me and told me to cuddle so he can sleep. Of course he said it with a smile, which made my stomach turn in butterflies.