Chapter 21

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Ryan's pov
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"Don't you get it?! He played me! He hates me! He fucking played me! He knew how I felt for him! He knew I was catching feelings and he played along! But when things got to real he ignored me! He never fucking liked me! He used me as his fucking play thing! I meant nothing to him."

Seb cried
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Narrators pov
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Ryan had walked away with tears forming in his eyes as he heard seb's words.

How could he hurt him? How could he hurt someone he cares for? Someone he loves?

He thought
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Ryan knew what he needed to do...who he needed to go to.
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Knock knock
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The door opened, about 10 seconds after, only to reveal the one person who knew seb best, better than anyone in fact

He is his brother after all
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"Ryan?" Oli asked, confused as Ryan's face was sad, yet somehow determined

"I need your help" he responded

"Is everything o-" Oli was cut off as Ryan grabbed his hand and ran down the stairs with him.

He opened the door, and got into Ryan's car
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"Ryan what the heck?!" Oli yelled

"I fucked up oli!" Ryan yelled, tears had fallen down his face as he had finally let out how he felt

"Ryan what's wrong?" Oli asked , u could see the genuine care in his dark brown eyes
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"Promise you won't hate me?" Ryan asked, his eyes were all red and puffy, while the inside of his eyes glistened, shining with his tears

"Why would I ever hate you?" Oli asked
"I-I'm *sighs*"

"It's okay ryan, I'm always gonna be here for u"

Ryan felt someone better by Oli's words

Oli is always there for everyone, that's what the rest of nsb and the stars love most about him, he's a phenomenal leader, and an amazing person. He's always supportive

That's why Ryan knew he could tell him

"I'm... im gay" Ryan looked down as he said that, although Oli is Oli, he didn't know how he would react.

Oli's face has gone pale, he had a feeling Ryan was gay but he never thought hw could be right. He didn't understand how Ryan fucked up? Did he admit his feelings to someone who didn't feel the Same way? Was it not seb? All his thoughts had began to overthink and work for both Ryan and his brother

He knew they had feelings for eachother, how could Ryan have fucked up?

"I- I'm sorry I thought u would be okay with it... but I guess your not just forget I told you-"

Ryan was cut off by Oli, he was confused until he heard what Oli had to say

"Ryan I'm more than okay with it! I don't care that your gay, your one of my best friends why would that change anything?"

"How did you fuck up?" Oli asked

"I wasn't sure if I was gay. Me... and seb, we'll I like him. Shit I love him, more than a friend..."

"You love my brother?" Oli asked

"Y-yea" Ryan replied

"That's amazing!"

Oli replied, he was happy. He knew seb liked Ryan, and hearing that Ryan loves him? He knew seb would finally have the relationship he'd been looking for, he knew it would make both him and his brother happy"

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