Sebryan

Chapter 19

Tys pov
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I'm not gonna lie, bae talking to me made me turned on, but also pissed off

I'm not stupid, I knew bae would catch onto me ignoring him, I just didn't think it would be this soon

I don't know why he's so mad, I didn't think he would care that much to be honest, but I guess I was wrong

It's clear that I need to leave him be for right now, so he can take a breather

I'll just have to find a different way to ignore him a way, he and everyone else won't catch onto so quickly
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Angels pov
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Well, that was.... Odd? I'm not sure what's going on to be honest
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Regies pov
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Oli fell asleep on me while we watched the movie.

I kinda figured this would happen to one of us, I'm just glad he's the one who fell asleep

Now I can think about my possible feelings for him

He sleeps so peacefully, even when I carried him to our room, he slept

He tightened his grip while we went up the steps, but it was adorable

What is this feeling?

I've never had this feeling for anyone, let alone a boy?

Oli makes me feel so complete in life, so happy, he knows how to calm my worries, and ease my mind set

He understands my jokes and makes my heart skip a beat every time I'm near him

How do I tell him that?

How do I tell him that I like him?

Like him more than a friend that is
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Ryan's pov
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I know seb is in our room

And that's the problem. I told Kane I was going up here, so if he sees me go somewhere else he might think I was lying to him, or that I was thinking of seb

But the problem with going in there is that I need time away from seb. The last thing we did when we were alone... well it made me question my sexuality even more
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Ryan had walked into the room, only to see seb on the bed staring at his phone.

The only part that made Ryan question if he was okay, was the fact that seb looked down

He didn't seem like his happy self, he looked hurt

He was suppose to be asleep, but Ryan had known seb wasn't tired

Why was seb hurt? Who fucking hurt him?! Ryan thought

But then it hit him

Maybe he did

He never intended to, but he did

He hurt the one person who would never intended to hurt

I wanted to say something, anything but my mouth couldn't form the words to speak to him

What if i say something wrong? What if i- what if I mess everything up? What if It's true that I like seb, but I screwed It up already?

I hadn't realized that I had zoned out while staring at seb, but once I did I instantly regretted coming in the room

Seb had been staring at me as I zoned out thinking about him

"Still not gonna say anything?" Seb asked sounding like a gasp of air type question instead of a stern rude one

Before I could respond seb got up, bumped my shoulder and left the room, with a slam coming from the door
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Shit

Why didn't I say anything?
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Sebs pov
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What's his problem?

Am I seriously that bad of a person? That bad of a fucking friend that he can't even talk to me? How can he stare at me but not talk to me?

This is on me

I can't blame this on him

He can't help that he can't gain feelings for me

This is on me

I made the mistake

The mistake of falling for Ryan Nguyen
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My thoughts had finally caught up to me, to realize that I had just bumped into Bae

I hadn't realized where I was going, but now that I have, it saved both me and him from not falling from the impact of both of us walking

I guess he was overthinking too

"U good?"

"I'm fine, u?" Bae replied

"Yea, but u look mad, someone piss u off?"

"Yup, u?" He replied, seriously irritated

"Yup."

"Wanna talk about it?" He asked

"Nope"

Both of us nodded and took our own ways
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Walking down the halls were like normal, well that was until I heard moaning coming from a certain someone's room

"Fuck- d-Darren!"

One

What the fuck

Two

Why is Justin moaning darrens name?

Me being the dumbass that I am, I let my curiosity get the best of me

And let's just say

I wish I didnt
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End of chapter

OKAY THIS FUCKING SUCKS ASS BUT I WANTED TO POST THIS FOR U ALL

THIS SHIT IS FUCNING AWFUL AND IK, YALL CAN RIGHT COMMENTS IF U WOULD LIKE I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY FOR THIS BEING A ASS CHAPTER

I HONESTLY CANT FIND CREATIVITY NOR CAN I FINE ANY FUCKING MOTIVATION.
BUT I JUST GOT FINISHED PRACTICES FOR TENNIS SO NO MORE TILL NEXT YEAR SO LETS JUST JOPE GUYS

TJIS CHAPTER MIGJT BE EDITED WHEN I THINK OF SOMETHING BETTER JUST TO WARN U

BYE BABES!