Sebryan

Chapter 17

First I would like to say
I'm so sorry for not writing as much guys, shit has been busy, I had forgotten how sports and homework do not go together, but that's really not an excuse. I haven't had motivation I'm so sorry babes. I made a commitment to u guys and I intend to continue to keep that, it may take time, but I will try my best to continue writing I wanna continue writing, for u and for myself
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Nobody's pov
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Darren had gotten back from his walk. He was going to go for a drive originally but the air was more helpful

Darren entered the house about 5 minutes into the movie.

Everyone heard the door open and looked back to find Darren standing there, a blunt expression on his face.

You see no one was worried when Darren ran, because he tends to do that when someone is either chasing him, or if he realizes he forgot something or had a food craving, because we all no Darren is the chef.

Oli was a little concerned, but it had clouded his mind once his worry for everything else had kicked in.

Stress is a big problem for everyone, even more so when they don't talk about it. Oli being one of the biggest people who has stuff on their plate, tends to forget things sometimes because of the stress.

It's not that he doesn't care for Darren, a lot is just on his mind, and even tho Darren may be sus, there's times he needs his space
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Even though everyone looked back, there was only one person Darren has really noticed. And that was Justin

And that made Darren mad. Not only because of what he had heard earlier, but also because Justin sat there smiling. The perfect smile Darren loves so much.

Was Justin actually playing him?' how could he be so smiley after saying that about Darren

This was all Darren could think about
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Meanwhile seb was having the same issue with Ryan.

How could Ryan avoid him after everything. Was he playing with his emotions.

Seb was fed up.
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Darren had quickly told everyone he was going to his room, because he was tired,with seb doing the same.

No one questioned it seeing as those two are always sleepy.

No one but seb and Justin.

But they kept that to themselves
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The movie had continued while Oli decided to make a bold decision and lay on regies lap.

It may happen a lot but lately it's been different, the courage has almost gone out the window, until regie started playing with olis hair.
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Kane watched everything happen. Of course he smiled at the events, but the question of what happened with the others, made his smile fade.

What happened?
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Ty was busy doing manager things, while bae sat on the couch thinking of him

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In Darren's room
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Darren's pov
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Everything hurts.

The sadness I had a little bit ago, has turned into anger

Why the hell did he play me? Do the guys know? Do they hate me, did they just pretend to like me too? Do they have me for being sus do they care? Am I enough for them?

The door knob, jiggled loudly, due to it being locked

"Darren, why is our door locked?" Justin asked

"Leave me alone Justin" Darren replied, his attitude and tone sounding blunt

"What why, are u okay?"

"Justin go" Darren replied, his voice getting sterner each time he speaks

"Darren open the fucking door" Justin replied, as he juggled the door knob harder, his patience thinking, as he wanted to talk to Darren about the kiss

Darren stood up, dried the tear that was about to fall from his face, and opened the door

Justin quickly walked in as Darren shut the door

"What's wrong?" Justin asked, his voice sounding soft with sympathy

"Don't act like u care bro, what the fuck do u want" Darren replied, already annoyed with Justin

He knows Justin doesn't like him, he knows he was planning him, that he meant nothing at all to him

Or did he

"Why are u acting like this? Did I do something wrong? The fuck u mean I don't care?

Justin's voice sounded hurt, how could Darren think he didn't care about him?!

"I heard u Justin. I fucking heard u! U never fucking cared about me I meant nothing to u" Darren responded, his voice somewhat yelling with the annoyance of knowing he's still in love with Justin, playing a role into the anger

Justin looked shocked, how could Darren here that? If only he heard Justin's thoughts on how he truly felt about him

"What nothing to say justin?"

Darren scoffed while he turned away from justin, ready to leave the room

"U never fucking cared" Darren whispered under his breath, not meant for Justin to hear but he did

"The fuck u mean I never cared! I was trying to tell my self I didn't care for u Darren! But I do. I really fucking do!

" justin yelled, pissed off, not at Darren but the fact that Darren believed he didn't care for him

"Then Why would u say that! Why would u try to convince yourself u don't care for me! Huh?!" Darren yelled now facing Justin again

" BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE U!" Justin screamed, not realizing the words that came out of his mouth

"What?"' Darren replied, his heart pounding not sure if he heard right

"I love u. More than a friend Darren." Justin replied, his smile making Darren melt, but his confidence slowly fading as Darren hasn't replied yet

"D-Darren?" Justin asked no response had come about

"Dar-" Justin was quickly cut off as Darren pushed Justin up against the bed and kissed him

"I love u too" he replied, as he went back into making out with Justin
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OKAY SO THERES GOING TO BE CHAPTERS UPDATED OK IM TELLING U. IK THIS IS ALOT ABOUT JUSTIN AND DARREN ANS IK THATS NOT WHAT THE STORY IS ABOUT BUT IT WILL MAKE A PLAY INTO SEB AND RYAN I PROMISE IM STOLL FIGURING SHIG OUT WITJ SEB AND RYAN SEEING AT THERE THE MAIN CHARACJTERS
BUT SONT WORRY SEB AND RYAN WILL BE WRITTEN ABOUT OK, AND THEY WILL HAVE A EVEN MORE DRAMATIC THING OKAYS.

Anyways I'm so sorry babes Ik I haven't been posting, I seriously apologize, I haven't had motivation latley, but I'm trying and I know this was short but I'm gonna continue and try to make chapters happen more and more, I'm gonna try to update today with another one as well