Sunflowers | GonKillu

Rememberance x and x Acceptance

Gon's POV:

oh right..

Killua!

Shit how could I forget-??

"W-wait! Lief! Stop- how long was i out again? How long do i have left to save Killua-?" i asked nervously, my hand twitched a bit as he froze.

"Save your friend? Right yeah that.." he chuckled and looked at me with a straight on smile, "he's probably dead"

"D... Dead?" My voice quieted soberly and Lief chuckles, "haha I meant he could be dead, You only have 3 hours left. Now come on we need to meet with grandpa!" He hummed almost heartlessly and I chuckled, "yeah.. Haha... Funny.... You bastard" I muttered the last part as my veins swell in anger but I take a breath to calm as we walk. I got a glance at a clock as we get close to the dining table.

"oh. I.. Have to leave" I said, I have to save killua that's literally why I'm here! Lief hums and ignores me, shoving me down in a seat by the counter and Huifen smiles, on his stack of books again and had patiently waited for our arrival. I mumbled to myself and Huifen chuckled, "now now Gon, you'll see your friend soon. But now, won't you settle for some warm elderberry tea?" He hummed and I sighed, thirsty and nodded. Might as well, so I can fucking leave.

The old man hummed contently as he poured some soothing aromatic tea into jade cups and I calmed from the smell. Huifen hummed and stared at me, opening his eyes so i was frozen in space and couldnt move. It didn't effect me as much as before, instilled fear was tollerable at this level now.

"Hmm... Fascinating. You seem more tolerant to the ability. But its no use if you cant save your little friend, he's probably on deaths bed right now, miserable, inmobile. Due to your selfishness, overwhelming negligence and anger. And yet you are just sitting here, about to have tea as the person you love most is going to die. How does it feel? To be useless" he said in a monotonically pitiful voice.

"H.. He's... Not... Going.. To die"

With determination within me, my veins throbbed and i strained my hands and they were able to twitch and close into fists as i was able to stand up barley, straining and gasping hard for air. This was so hard to do, to even move a finger at all. Sweat dripped down my body and the only thing i could do is try my hardest to stand, straining my body and new power for the energy. My fists and legs were quaking weakly as i stare at Huifen and he actually hummed impressed and closed his eyes and released his deafening hold on me, the breath leaving my body as it all relaxed and my legs gave out, collapsing on the floor as i got a nose bleed from how much power i tried to rush out. This all made my vision hazy and my ears ring.. Just how strong is that man? Probably not as strong as old man Netero but... He is monster in his own rights.

Lief gulped, "Are you sure you um.. Didn't push Gon too far?" he asked and Huifen chuckled, "nonsense, his body will heal from that at a miraculous pace." he smirked with his wolfish white grin, "He will save his friend"

Killua's POV:

BOYFRIEND???

"H-he's not my boyfriend!" i retort at the 80's callback, snapping my wrist away from his hand.

"Oh he isn't? Then I assume the homoromantic attraction you have for him is just homie love, right?" Jasper purred.

I sighed, "oh shut it fisco girl reject" I mumbled defensively. He chuckled and held my chin in his slender grasp. His cold hand was a vice grip, threatening to break my jaw if it even increased slightly in pressure.

"Speaking of rejection, how are you and that boy that shouldn't matter, hm?" He asked, a questionable tone as he studied my face. I scoff softlly and look away, defiantly ignoring his integration. "I've suffered torture by the best, so go ahead and try and weed anything out of me" I growled bitterly.

He hummed amused, "Is that a dare?" he intrigued with a slight purr in his voice, and I forgot to speak for a second. "... No" I said quiety in response, "And... He.. Left. I have no idea where he went. He just went and... Never came back" i said calmly and that earned a curious hum from the man as he unhinged his hand from my jaw, "silly boy- we would all be in a whole different story if that boy loved you. Remember? This is about you, and your one sided attraction to a selfish, stubborn.. Arrogant brat. Why even bother?" he smiled and that made me pause.

Yeah... He fucking left me and my baby sister. When we were sick. When i was unconscious.

"Is he ever going to care? Or come back? Why wait?" he crooned persuasively and rubbed my shoulders. I stared at the floor. He doesn't give two shits about me. It's all about that bitch, Violet. Gon has only been selfish and... Controlling this whole time. Why do i go along with this? It's just a joke to him, a game. Just because he can't have both of us, he gets into a prissy fit.

"I see you agree with me, white boy" Jasper smiled a chesire way, his lips curling up in satisfaction of the situation. I look up at the anomaly of a being and looked into his eyes. "... Have you come here to just make me doubt myself? What are your intentions?"

"Ahh the mouse seems eager to play the cat!" he said excitedly, picking me up under my arms causing a squeak from me, "H-hey!" i retort, not liking being manhandled. He smiled and leaned in my face.

"The mouse needs time to become a cat, doesn't he?"

(sorry guys hahaha just busy)