Behind the Scenes

How it all Began

Have you ever heard of the saying that when two souls are meant to be, there is nothing in this world that could tear them apart. One look into each other's eyes, can completely turn their worlds upside down.

I quickly wrote this thought down into my journal reading it over and over. Thoughts like these had always played a huge part into my mind especially when queen and I had been talking about me trying to date again.

These thoughts and talks lead my stream to then discuss whether or not we believed in soulmates.

Which then brought to the point of whether it was actually love at first sight or was it just lust.

I was soon brought back to reality when my phone was going off and queens text saying to start stream.

Queen the bossy 👸💁‍♀️
Hurry up and start stream

Lupe🫡
Don't tell me what to do 😂

Queen the bossy 👸💁‍♀️
Shut the fuck up and start the damn stream

As soon as I sent queen that text I booted up my ps4. I had been streaming off of my Gaems monitor and ps4.

I know I know not the greatest but hey it's a start don't judge me. Oh and sorry I didn't introduce myself I am Lupe I've been streaming on YouTube on the side for a few months. I have a degree in Mathematics and I work at a high school, I am currently 29. I think that should be good to know for now. I mean this is what I was meant to do? Right?

As soon as got fortnite pulled up I started with my "Hey guys what is up and what is going on?" I adjust the camera and start pulling up chat. "I can't even imagine sitting here at 1.34k subs y'all are so amazing. Can't wait to see until we get to 2k." I say as I invite queen to the party.

"So Lupe, did you ever decide whether or not you believe in soulmates?" Queen asked as we waited for the match to connect.

"Are we really getting into this again?" I say laughing.

"Hell, yes we are all waiting to hear your thoughts." She said as I looked over at chat

Idk bossboy: come on Lupe we want your opinion
Lucky_swagger: it's not that hard

"Alright, Alright, let's see do I believe in soulmates... well yes I do. The thing about it is I do believe that there many different kind of soulmates." I say as I start farming mats.

"Ok, care to explain?" Queen says as I see her going after enemies.

"I mean that with you and me there are platonic soulmates, where we can just talk about anything and everything. Here's the catch though when can go forever without talking, but any time we can catch up super easily." I say

"Makes sense, but what about romantically?" Queen says after I noticed there isn't many people left.

"Ok, before I answer that," I say laughing "queens been trying to get me to date, anyways do I believe in romantic soulmates. Yes, in a way I feel as though I want to believe it. I feel as though there maybe that one person where it clicks where you lock eyes or there is a touch." I finished stream as we watched the channel hit 5k subs.

2 months later

I pull out my phone as I booted up my computer getting it ready to stream. I look back at my phone knowing exactly what I need to do to get pumped, every time I had to play music.