Heart of rainbows || Englot || Completed

Chapter 23: Crying in the bedroom

Charlotte's POV

Goosebumps began to flare out over my whole body, making me want to do things I shouldn't have done to Fa. Something forbidden that could endanger our friendship as her lips kissed my bare neck. 

"Aahh~" I slipped out a weird noise. At this point, I backed away from Fa when I realised my innocent mistake, except that her grasp over my waist was much faster than my reaction in order to attain the proximity between us. 

And what she did after that caused me to become immobile in an instant, "Make love to me, Char...please." When she put it that way, I lose it again for the second time. But when I look at her flushed face and messed hair, I get butterflies that don't seem to be gone for a while.

"Fa... I don't think this is right," I told her to stop before we crossed our boundaries. Yet, Fa completely disregarded my warning and kept going to suck my neck. As she sucked me, I felt hot on my neck and was pleased when I got the feeling of her lips and tongue.

Now, my mind became distorted beyond my previous reasoning to not make out with my best friend. My body thoughtlessly wrapped around hers and let her nuzzle on my neck. 

Maybe because it's prohibited, I like her lips touching my neck. This caused me to allow Fa to do whatever she wanted with me without resisting no more. 

As it would kill me if I didn't do anything to her, I charged in and pinned her on the wall to do the same action. Carefully I bite her neck and suck afterwards with a more intense feeling. I embrace her so she wouldn't feel bad doing this with me, instructing her softly in an alluring voice, "Let me carry you to your bedroom..."

Surprisingly, Fa liked it when I took the initiative and went along with what I told her to do. I was scared about what to do next, but somehow she reassured me that she needed this. 

So I carried her in a bridal way to her bed without even bothering to turn on the light when all that I could focus on was to satisfy her. Then, I let her fall on the bed and started flickering my tongue around her collarbone. 

At that moment, she held me tightly, intensifying my moves and kissed her everywhere but her lips. "Mmmmmh..." She enjoyed it whenever I used my wet lips. 

Getting heated, I commanded her to take off her clothes while I unclothed myself. Without realising that this will be our first time seeing each other in our naked state, suddenly, I become speechless, like a baby doesn't know how to form a word. I was awed by her hourglass-shaped body. 

However, her face became sad when her eyes focused on my body. "What's wrong, Fa?" I was concerned at her sudden change in expression. 

"That..." She pinpointed my old bruises and my almost invisible stitches from my previous surgery. Right then, I grasped the situation, took her hands, and brought them together to comfort her.

"I am fine...I am not hurt anymore," I felt really bad seeing her sad. This is one of the reasons why I leave the hospital. It wrecks my heart to see her miserable because her emotional pain clearly impacted me too. 

"All of this wouldn't happen if I didn't become nosy about your affairs...I should've-" Fa sobbed her heart out.

"Hey...it's not our fault, but Win. You shouldn't feel sad. I am okay now because I have you..." I cupped her face and wiped her tears away. Maybe because she was too drunk, she became emotional.

She stopped crying for a few minutes, but I could feel her lips now on my marked bruises when she kissed them. Somehow her action showed me that she indirectly tried to eliminate the pain I felt when the abuse occurred. 

Honestly, I feel touched by her intention to make me feel better because, in some way, the agony begins to reduce little by little. 

After some time, Fa gradually felt tired from the weeping and drinking, causing herself to sleep while her naked body was glued to my body. 

In my case, I couldn't immediately sleep because I got carried away by her sadness and guilt over me. Thankfully, we didn't do anything that night, or else my soul would've left my body, and we would regret everything we did. 

Author's note:

So many emotions were expressed in this chapter, huhu. Enjoy reading! Make sure to listen to the song below yeah. I very much recommend it to everyone!