I am happy with my current boyfriend. That's what my heart tells me every day. But why did my heart pound vigorously like I was on fire that could combust every time I saw that woman? At this moment, my heart beats faster and hotter, anticipating so...
Thinking of how my life went from here, I wanted to build a family with her because I couldn't resist myself anymore. I have to fulfil what my heart desires.
She got my attention just by her smile, and I am already falling for her even more. And one day, when no one understood me, only she could make me feel safe and reassured because she was my home and my comfort zone.
I don't have to be pretentious anymore with my relationship and actually live my life as the person she loves the most. I like myself when I am with her, and I like it when we're together.
She made me realise how truly loved I was by her. Despite several tempers and sadness, I will still choose her to be part of my life because I like to make up with her and love her endlessly.
I am so in love with her from my deepest heart, and my love for her is extraordinary because she will be my best friend forever, as far as I have lived. And I can't wait any longer for her to tell me what I've been dreading to hear, "What is it...?"
But I still get so nervous when she looks into my eyes, even after we have dated for a while.
"Thank you, love, for everything. You give me a chance to love you. My life had never been so easy before you came into the picture unexpectedly. And I'm glad you swoop into my business even when I'm being an asshole with you because no one has ever taken an interest in my personal life." She nervously speaks up.
She continued, "And playing back our memories, I remembered every small thing you do, reminding me of why I fell for you in the first place. My heart beats faster and stronger because it's you that I love. So, now...Engfa, my love... will you be mine forever?"
Taking her hand with me, I said yes, and now my life has become complete. I was too deep in my mind to plan our future in advance, so I didn't hear a word she said next.
"Fa~ do you hear me? Let's make baby now~" She's proud of her comment even though it's not technically possible for us to do that without the help of science.
"Huh, what?" I was confused by her comment. Does she mean she wants a baby now?
At that point, she started to make her way to suck my neck, making me understand right away what she meant earlier. And let's just say we are wilding that night because since when are we not playing hard and rough...
...
A year after we got hitched, I've been dreaming of having my own child, and it's finally coming true when the IVF procedures worked on Char.
However, she's been feeling hormonal lately, making it difficult for me to satisfy everything she wanted. "I want to eat durian..." She requested it, and I immediately bought it for her.
Then, an hour later, she asked for another food that is hard to find in our areas, "Fa~ the baby in my stomach craved for some Beef Rendang..."
Ridiculous by her choice, I tried to persuade her to eat a simple dish I could make, but she became upset now. "I know you didn't care about the baby and me," She played the victim.
"That's not my intention at all. If you really want that, I guess I will try to make that for you...but you have to be patient, okay?" I calmed her down.
"Yay!! I love you, babe," She completely changes her mood.
Another hour passed, and there she was again, trying to request another food. "Babe~buy me a vegan chocolate pie~"
Okay, first of all, since when did she practice veganism when she just ate meat an hour ago?
"And where could I possibly find one?" I become sarcastic at her because of how ridiculous she has become.
But she just shrugged it off like it was my work now to search the whole nation for her dessert. "Babe, you know it's late already, right? I don't think a bakery would open this late," I tried to excuse myself.
When I thought she would give up on the dessert, she cried out of nowhere. "I know you didn't love me anymore...you didn't even try to find one..." She ran off from our bedroom.
Oh god! Now I know why some people don't want a baby... they haven't even been born yet, but I already feel so stressed out because of them.
I guess time to make up with my pregnant wife for the 100th time now. Proceeding to get forgiveness, I begged her and told her how important she was in my life, and I promised to find her requested pie tomorrow morning.
The next thing she paid back for my service as a wife/maid by showering me with love. Not to mention crazy, wild make-up sex to keep me alive. And I must say, she really knows her way around me.
However, let's just pray that she forgets about the pie the next morning.
...
"Ahhhhh!! Babe!!" Char shouted from the kitchen, making me anxious about what she had planned for the day.
"What's wrong?" I asked nicely, but then she pointed to the ground, showing that her water broke earlier than we thought.
"Oh my god!! He's finally going to come out!!!" I cheered up in joy just thinking that our baby boy would be born.
After sending my wife to the hospital, I waited beside her when she was about to give birth to our baby boy, and she looked very weak and sweaty.
"Baby, you can do this! You did a great job!" I intertwined her hand to give vocal support because I knew she needed that.
And on the 19th of July, 2023, our baby boy finally reached our world, screaming his entire lungs out. Judging from his voice, I could already tell he would become a great singer.
As the doctor gave the baby to Char, she held onto him for the first time, and from then on, I promised myself that I would take care of these two human beings and loved them more than I loved myself.
...
As a person who finally found happiness in my heart, I know now that Char's the person who fills my heart to the fullest with her love. I'm so lucky to have her in my life, and I will never have to question myself again as to whom my heart belongs because it turns out she owned all of my heart, and I owned hers. And there comes another cute human being that would make me and Char's life brighter than before because he's the missing piece that completes our life. My heart multiplied in size in the best way possible because it contained all my love for both of my favourite people. And they are my everything...
The End
Author's note:
That's it for my 2nd Englot story!!! I just want to say thank you for all the support you guys have given me ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
I hope you keep on supporting Englot always, and don't forget to watch their upcoming series, "Show me love", released on the 21st of February, 2023.
As for another Englot story, please don't have high hope for me. I might not be releasing any more of Englot's story, but if I'm keen to write another one, I am willing to do it. Again, I do not promise anything✌️
And as for my last song, I would like to dedicate it to the couple (Englot) and manifest their relationship to naturally becoming a reality. Let's pray together 😇👩❤️👩🙏
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