Why won't You Love me ((Suga Yandere 21+))) ft JHOPE

••• 오십육 ~ healthy •••

YOU POV

It took about 10 minutes for Yoongi to call you. You picked up after the 4th ring—no need to lead him on. Besides, every minute you spent out of his sight was precious.

"Hello?" you answered, rounding the next bend in the beach-side road. "Is—"

"Where the hell are you?" Yoongi demanded instantly, voice full of fury. "Do you have any idea how WORRIED I was when I came downstairs to find you gone? Do you have a death wish?"

"I left a note. Is Harry sleeping?"

Yoongi swore under his breath.

"Come back right now. Or--fuck it. I'll come get you. Send me your location—" A sound of rustling clothes followed by footsteps echoed through the phone. "And don't even think about asking anybody for help. I swear, if you act out again like this I'll—"

"WHAT?" you cut in suddenly, unable to take 1 more reprimand. "You'll do WHAT to me?"

You fought back the urge to cry.

"How much longer are you going to threaten me like this, huh? How much longer are you going to control me?" You let out a distressed sigh. "I guess you think I don't have feelings, that I can be ok after the guy I loved since I was a kid lied to and cheated on his WIFE with me! But it doesn't matter to you~~you don't have feelings. You just do whatever you please, you're selfish and insufferable, controlled by your d--"

"FUCK!"

He was so upset you could almost hear a vein popping.

"Fuck--FUCK IT ALL! Just GO, goddamnit! Go and get your fresh air. Shit."

You waited, sensing more.

"I'm sorry kitten," Yoongi apologized at last, after a few seconds. "I'm sorry, ok? I overreacted. I thought you ran away again and—" He cleared his throat."Not that I was thinking about—about myself but...when you got kidnapped last time..." His voice reduced to a murmur. "Just...If you got...got taken...again..."

You couldn't believe it.

Min Yoongi was being shy.

"I'm fine," you replied. "I'm not going to talk to anybody. Just want to take my mind off of...what happened today." 

A few seconds passed before he answered.

"Ok. Take your time then."

You waited again, sensing more.  But the call ended.

He must be sorry deep down. And he knows he won't win....chasing me....

Sighing, you looked out to the ocean expanse beside you. Somewhere, across kilometres and kilometres of water, there was your high school, your parents, Taehyung and Chanyeol,  wondering where you had went, how you were doing, if you were ever coming back...

It had only been a few weeks but it felt like years. Years of being with Yoongi, of running away, of loving and losing Hoseok, only to find...you weren't in a relationship at all. It was all nothing now. In fact, a relationship seemed an impossible task.

"But I'm still young," you whispered suddenly.

And now you were talking to yourself.

"Everyone else is probably shitting their pants right now trying to get into college! I bet Taehyung's cramming and Channie--" you let out a laugh "He probably grabbed him breakfast because he fell asleep in the study hall again. Meanwhile, I get to skip school! I get to live forever on a tropical island!"