Why won't You Love me ((Suga Yandere 21+))) ft JHOPE

•• 십팔 ~ confusion ••

YOU POV

My first kiss.

This is my first kiss.

Immediately, your jaw gave out in surprise but Hoseok grabbed your chin, bringing his lips in again but at an angle so you had no choice but to bend your head backwards and take it. As if some magic was controling  your movements, though, your head instantly glided forward in response to his motion, craving for more of that soft touch. Hoseok seemed to take this as a cue to open his mouth and he exhaled a little, kissing the four corners of your lips before trailing his tongue along your lower lip. You gasped in surprise, inhaling a gulp of his aftershave but that made you more turned on and you forgot everything and let him enter.

So this is what kissing is....

You had imagined it thousands of time but it had always been less addictive and with Namjoon. These thoughts made you weak now, knowing that whatever you had had with him was all just a ridiculous fantasy and... tears began to well in your eyes.

"Y/n?" Hoseok murmured, breaking the kiss breathlessly as one of the tears ended up between your mouths. "Am I hurting you?"

As if his voice werr a siren, your heart thudded in alarm and you suddenly remembered who you were kissing.

"No," you whispered, pulling back. "N--"

He cut you off, grabbing your lips and forcing you back on him. You squealed, half for air and half in surprise, wacking his shoulders frantically but he didn't stop.

"Wwhmmmm--" you cried, your body suddenly in a panic. "St--"

WHAM

One second, Hoseok was holding you. The next, a gust of cold air hit your face and you were left with the sensation of touch but no one was there. Your eyes immediately darted to the ground where Hoseok lay with another guy on top, beating the shit out of him.

"I told you" *punch* "to stay away from" * punch* "my girlfriend!"

The man slammed one last fist into Hoseok's face, issuing blood. It was then you recognized the track suit bottoms and Puma windbreaker.

"Jungkook, stop--" You rushed over, pulling on his thick shoulder but he shook you off, pressing Hoseok's chest into the wet grass.

"Y/n, call 911," Jungkook said, not taking his eyes off Hoseok's bruised and now bleeding face.

"Wait, he didn't--"

"He....he TOUCHED you! And you told him to stop! I saw you crying...." Jungkook was so angry there were tears in his eyes. "He was hurting you y/n. I could see it."

It was true and you didn't blame Jungkook or anything but for some reason Hoseok lying there on the ground not fighting back made you uncomfortable.

"Just leave him be, come on," you said, prodding Jungkook.

He didn't move.

"Please..." You stroked the wet hair resting at the bottom of his neck gently. "Let's go."

This seemed to change Jungkook. He let go of Hoseok roughly and then stood up, taking off his jacket and draping it over you, hood and all. You let him numbly lead you away from the scene, your heart still thumping and something in the back of your mind wondering why you wished Hoseok wasn't such a psycho so you could have kept on kissing him longer .....

SUGA POV

I drove through the rainy streets like a madman.